I don't know how long I cried, but before I fell asleep, I felt someone pick me up and wanted to open my eyes, but I still fell asleep.

I woke up early in the morning and found myself in bed. Is it Ling Yuqian? He carried me to the bed? Thinking of this, I hurriedly got out of bed and walked out of the room.

After looking for it, I realized that he was not there at all, and picked up my mobile phone and dialed his phone number.

As soon as the other end was connected, I said eagerly: "Ah Qian, I was wrong, I shouldn't hide it from you and me, and I shouldn't let Xue Zimo help me with everything, can you listen to me explain to you, I'm just ......"

"Yu Qian's most hated thing is deception, it seems that you still don't know him well enough."

This voice interrupted my words, I only felt that my heart was stimulated in some way, and I couldn't bear the throbbing pain, and I couldn't believe that it was really Li Shiran. Why is this happening? Ling Yuqian obviously came back last night, he was obviously worried about me, why was he by Li Shiran's side?

"Yang Qian, as long as I don't divorce for a day, Yu Qian will be my husband for a day, and you can't snatch him away." Li Shiran's words kept echoing in my mind like a nightmare. My hand didn't let go, my phone fell to the ground, and instead of picking it up, I walked to the kitchen.

Looking at the knife in front of me, I was horrified to find myself thinking about self-harm again. Throw all the knives in the trash, grab a coat and go out.

After wandering the streets for a long time, I don't want to go home, I don't want to face all this, I just want to find a place to hide myself. It wasn't until it got dark that I was hungry. I went to a stall for dinner, and sat alone by the flower bed. I was at rock bottom, and I knew it was a state of depression, but I just couldn't control myself.

I didn't have my phone with me, so I didn't know if someone was looking for me. After sitting for a while, I saw a familiar car approaching this direction and hurriedly got up and left.

The car behind me got closer and closer, and I ran. At this time, I didn't want to see him, and when I thought that he was with Li Shiran last night, the changing mood brought me to the brink of collapse.

The car suddenly picked up speed and went straight to the front to intercept my way. As soon as his footsteps stopped, he looked at Ling Yuqian, who opened the car door and came down, turned around as if he was walking by a meteor striding over and grabbed his wrist, "What do you see me running?" ”

I didn't want to speak, I tried hard to break free of my hand, and the harder I pushed, the tighter he gripped it, only to hear him say in a deep voice: "How long have you not taken medicine." ”

"Painful ......"

I felt like my wrist was going to break, and I couldn't help but let out a low groan. He realized that his hand was too strong, and I broke free as soon as he let go. Turning and running away, he caught up.

I was so scared that I ran as hard as I could. You can run to the middle of the road and a car will come quickly in this direction. Seeing that it was getting closer and closer, his body seemed to be frozen and could not move. The blinding light made it impossible for me to open my eyes, and at the last moment, my body was pushed away, hugged tightly, and fell to the side of the road.

My head went blank, I couldn't hear anything in my ears as I looked at the starry sky in the night sky, and the whole world seemed to be quiet. Ling Yuqian said something to me, but I couldn't hear it, my ears were buzzing. But looking at the shape of his lips, I knew he was calling me, "shallow." ”

in the hospital.

I was temporarily deaf and could hear when I got to the hospital, but I would rather never hear at all. To my disbelief, Ling Yuqian actually asked the doctor to perform an abortion on me. I looked at him, his eyes widened, and he ignored it and said to the doctor, "Will this surgery affect her future pregnancies?" ”

"We can't guarantee this, no matter what surgery has risks, abortion itself is very bad for the body, as for whether it will affect the next pregnancy, it depends on each person's physique."

After hearing this, Ling Yuqian suddenly grabbed the doctor's collar and said in a cold voice: "I don't care what you do, but I want her to have this operation that won't affect her future pregnancy, do you hear clearly?" ”

The doctor's whole body trembled with fright, and he nodded again and again: "Hear clearly, hear clearly." ”

When the nurse was about to push me into the operating room, I grabbed Ling Yuqian's hand and said to him, "No, I can't lose this child, I don't want to have surgery......"

"You know your condition better than I do." He took my hand and put it to his lips and kissed it, "When your illness is completely cured, we will have a child, okay?" ”

Looking at the tenderness in his eyes, I almost indulged in it. Thinking that the baby in my womb couldn't just be gone, I pushed him away and jumped out of bed and ran forward.

"Catch her." Behind him was Ling Yuqian's voice without warmth.

Why can't I give birth to this child? Ling Yuqian, are you forcing me to know?

I ran out of the hospital gate, and I don't know where a few men in black suits came out, and after they subdued me, Ling Yuqian walked over, he stared at me with deep eyes and said, "If you want to blame this child, it's too bad for you to come, and I can't joke with your life." ”

"No, I'm fine, really, I haven't worsened my condition, I will give birth to him safely, Ah Qian, this is our child, what can't you do." I want him to change his mind and grab his hand with his eyes full of begging.

He looked at me deeply, and there was a little more hesitation and struggle in his eyes. I know he must have had a hard time before he made that decision. Just when I felt that there was a turnaround, he said to the doctor behind him: "Anesthesia needle." ”

After he received the anesthetic needle, I subconsciously retreated, but the road behind was blocked by his people, and I had no way back.

I shook my head, "No, you can't do that. ”

"I don't have a choice." He grabbed my hand and pulled me closer, his voice deep "No one is more important than you." ”

I stared at him stunned, I had longed for the place in his heart countless times, but I didn't expect it to be at this time. During my doppelganger, Ling Yuqian pushed the anesthetic needle into the vein on the back of my hand.

Before I went limp, he picked me up and walked towards the operating room. Looking at his resolute jaw, my eyes moistened. I cried tears of joy when I learned that I was pregnant, for me to conceive a child is really a gift from God, why was I deprived so quickly, I don't want to lose him, even if the illness is aggravated, I still hope for his coming.

I didn't feel any pain during the operation, but I could feel a small life gradually disappearing from my body. Close your eyes and tears roll down.

When I woke up, my hand subconsciously touched my abdomen. Ling Yuqian held my hand and said, "Hate me? ”

Looking at him for a while, I shook my head, "I hate myself. ”

"You're still young, and the kids will still have it." His words reminded me of Li Shiran, and I laughed at myself, "Will you and I still have children?" ”

"Yes." He said.

I don't think so, "Then will you divorce Li Shiran for me?" ”

He didn't reply to me quickly, was silent for a while, and let go of my hand, "Now is not the time. ”

"And tell me when is the time?" I smiled helplessly: "The book is right, the one who loves the most is the most tired, but I'm not afraid of being tired, but I'm afraid that the person who loves doesn't have me in his heart." ”

"You're questioning me?" He looked at me, frowning.

I asked him, "Do you love me?" ”

He stared into my eyes and didn't speak for a long time. I couldn't help but laugh out loud when I saw this, "I can't even say how much I love, have you ever asked who your heart contains?" "At this moment, I closed my eyes, I didn't want to look into his eyes, I loved too deeply, and I hurt even more.