Xue Dingshan was stunned for a long time when he heard Xue Yulian say this, and shook his head gently.

"Are you reluctant? If you want to say that, you still have her in your heart," Xue Yulian asked.

Xue Dingshan was silent again.

"There's one thing I haven't told you." Xue Yulian said: "On the same day, when Cheng Lao Chitose came to tell his mother that he wanted to consummate your marriage, he ordered me to ask Aunt Ning what she meant, and Aunt Ning made a condition. She's going to let you send her out of the cabinet as a brother. In her mind, she has already divided you into two, and sees you as two people. One is Brother Yunfeng under Baihua Mountain, which makes her haunted by her dreams; One is the indifference in front of her eyes, which makes her disheartened. On the one hand, she is still nostalgic for the former warmth of Baihua Mountain; On the other hand, she wanted to give up the bad karma that brought her calamity. Giving and giving is like two invisible blades tormenting her. One day she can't bear it anymore and freezes her heart again, and you will lose her completely. If you really don't want to lose her, you can only withdraw and face your mistakes. A woman who puts her heart and life on you is more important than the proud and conceited, strong and middle-class face, you should weigh it yourself. ”

At this time, it was already the end of the day, and the warm sunlight shone obliquely through the window screen in the room, sprinkling on Xue Dingshan's body. Xue Yulian stood up and made a pot of tea again. Xue Dingshan was still leaning back in his chair, his hands folded in front of him, his eyes closed and his face drooping his eyelids looking extremely tired.

Xue Yulian looked at him angry and distressed, and said, "Tired? Eat something and go back early to rest. ”

Xue Dingshan shook his head and said, "I can't eat it." Is her illness really that dangerous? ”

Xue Yulian said: "This morning, Imperial Doctor Zhang came to check the pulse, and I asked him to hand it over to me. ”

Xue Dingshan was taken aback and hurriedly asked, "How much time?" ”

Xue Yulian sighed and said, "It's not accurate." Maybe half a year, maybe a month or two, maybe it's just in front of you......"

"Alas!" Xue Dingshan sighed and said faintly: "Some mistakes can be remedied, while some mistakes are irreparable. Even if I know my mistake and change it, I can't save her life, and the past few years will not go back. ”

Xue Yulian said: "However, you can keep her heart and keep yourself from leaving lifelong regrets." ”

Xue Dingshan smiled bitterly: "Is this enough?" ”

Xue Yulian was stunned for a moment and asked, "What do you really want?" ”

Xue Dingshan said: "A smile and a smile, for a lifetime, everything about her ......"

Xue Yulian frowned and said, "You are too domineering." It's not fair to her. ”

Xue Dingshan said: "If I can't get it, I'd rather give up." ”

Xue Yulian asked, "Then why don't you give up?" ”

Xue Dingshan was silent again.

Xue Yulian smiled: "Because she is already engraved in your heart, you can't separate her from your heart at all." Then you accept her and love her well. ”

Xue Dingshan was silent for a long time before he said, "I'm afraid." ”

Xue Yulian hurriedly asked, "What are you afraid of?" ”

Xue Dingshan said: "She can refuse the Yang family's family affairs, and she can cut off her fate with me." What's more, she and I are no longer Fan Ninghan and Xue Yunfeng under Baihua Mountain. ”

Xue Yulian looked at Xue Dingshan, the qi in her heart dissipated, and she was only distressed. asked, "Are you afraid that she won't have you in her heart?" ”

"Even if it is the stone of Mount Tai, the water of the sea also has a time when the stone rots and the sea is dry, let alone the human heart? In six or seven years, the mountains and rivers have changed, let alone a woman's love. ”

"Looks like you're really emotional." Xue Yulian spoke, came to Xue Dingshan's side, leaned on the back of the chair and looked at him, and said with disgust: "My good brother, are you a human or a demon?" Why is your affection for a woman meant her calamity? And this calamity just made Ning Yatou catch up. I really regret that I got her involved with you. Otherwise, she would still be practicing Taoism and studying medicine on the mountain, and maybe she would be able to become a generation of Masters in the future. It was because of you that she went down the mountain; suffered a lot that he did not have to suffer; was innocently burdened with many crimes. Now it's precarious, but there is still no place to go. You owe her nothing you owe to her for the rest of your life. Stop thinking about what you can get from her. What you should think about is how much you have to pay for her in order to compensate for what you owe her.

"Yunfeng, I'll tell you again. Aunt Ning, what she wants is not only a wishful husband on the pillow next to her, who is gentle and has a good night. What she wants is a confidant who can share her heart. It was the brother who was able to understand her and help her. It is a home where you can rest in peace when you are tired and tired. You're the person she wants, and she's pinning all her hopes on you. But you, except to disappoint her again and again, did not give her anything. She sacrificed her life and death several times to save you from danger, not to make you grateful to Dade for repaying her. It's to leave her with a hope of surviving in the face of adversity. She doesn't ask for anything else, as long as you can look at her warmly when you are tired and tired. When she is confused and overwhelmed, you can call her and let her find a path to take. But you, only care about protecting your own heart, and don't care about her at all. Xue Yulian said, and sat down opposite Xue Dingshan again. I poured a cup of tea and handed it to him.

Xue Dingshan took the teacup, took a sip slowly, showed a wry smile on his face, and said, "She is a resolute heroine among women; It is a dustless immortal in the world. How can there be times of tiredness, and how can there be dependence on others? She must have told her sister about last night. Does my sister know what I most wanted to see at the time? I want to see her crying, her making trouble, and even throwing tantrums. But she didn't. It used to be the same, she always walked away like this. If she cries and she makes trouble, at least I make her sad. The more she was so faint, the more I couldn't guess her thoughts, and made me feel that I was superfluous to her. If she doesn't need me, then why should I be so close to her? ”

"You're wrong. Aunt Ning is very resolute and arrogant. But it was forced. The ups and downs she's been through are beyond what you can imagine. What can she do if she is not strong? Seeking death? Her life is not her own, and she has no right to end herself. She is not arrogant, does she want to let herself be like the people in the world who compete for fame and fortune? Yunfeng, you forgot, being too strong is actually weak, and even more vulnerable than ordinary people. Lonely people are actually the loneliest and most in need of the comfort of others. She doesn't cry because she doesn't know if she can get your comfort if she cries. She doesn't make trouble because she's afraid you'll despise him. She doesn't want you to pity her, and she doesn't want you to have a burden on your heart.

"Yun Feng, your wife is just a mortal, an ordinary woman, not an immortal saint. It's just that it's not as obedient as other women. As long as you can let go of the mustard and accept her from the bottom of your heart. I believe that she will cry in your arms for a day and a night, and tell you all the grievances. ”

Xue Dingshan looked at the tea cup in his hand, listened to Xue Yulian's words silently, and remained silent.

Suddenly, there was the sound of hurried footsteps outside the door. With the bamboo curtains, Jiang Xu ran in in a panic, and said breathlessly: "Brother Xue, something is wrong." ”