Chapter 356: Forgiveness is not an easy thing
Sang Zi didn't expect that Sang Zhi would come to him when he was at work, and he didn't call to tell him beforehand.
"Dad, why are you looking at me like this? Flowers on my face? ”
Sang Zhi was stared at by Sang Zi a little uncomfortable, and couldn't help but ask with a smile.
Although she had behaved naturally enough, the attentive Sang Zi still saw some clues in her somewhat red and swollen eyes.
He gestured to the chair across from him and motioned for her to sit down.
"Drink some water."
As he spoke, Sang Zi handed over his water glass.
Sang Zhi took the glass of water and took two sips, raised his head, and saw that his father's eyes had already looked at him.
I was embarrassed, and I regretted that it was really inappropriate for me to come to see my father so suddenly.
"You're crying? Tell Daddy, what's going on? ”
Sang Zi looked at her daughter calmly, knowing her daughter Mo Ruo's father, with Sang Zhi's character, if it wasn't for something that happened that made her heart unbearable, she wouldn't cry, especially if she didn't cry and ran to the hospital with red eyes to find herself.
"Dad......" Sang Zhi shouted in a muffled voice, and tears flowed uncontrollably.
"What should I do? You tell me, what should I do? ”
As he spoke, Sang Zhi buried his face in his father's big hands.
The hands that have been holding silver needles for acupuncture and moxibustion for people all the year round have looked a little old, and the skin is no longer as elastic as when she was a child, and her cheeks are rubbed up, full of wrinkles and roughness.
Sang Zhi suddenly realized at this time that his father was also old, and unconsciously, his father, who was once handsome and upright and regarded as a majestic mountain, had also entered old age, and perhaps one day, he would leave him forever and go to a place that he could not reach.
Sang Zi didn't move, motionless let Sang Zhi's cheeks full of tears, rubbing back and forth in the palms of his hands, letting those slightly salty and slightly astringent tears soak his wrinkled big hands.
After a while, Sang Zhi was finally tired of crying, couldn't cry anymore, raised his head, a pair of teary eyes, looked at his father blankly, and wept silently.
Sang Zi gently pulled his hand out of Sang Zhi's hand, got up and walked to the water platform, turned on the faucet, soaked the towel, and handed it to Sang Zhi.
"Wipe your face, cry like a little cat." There was no reproach in the tone, only the father's infinite love for his daughter.
Sang Zhi smiled embarrassedly, reached out to take the towel and wiped his cheeks, blushed a little embarrassed, and said, "Dad, am I very ashamed!" ”
Sang Zi shook his head, "A father will never feel ashamed of his daughter. ”
The words "Dad......" moved Sang Zhi's tears again.
Sang Zi stretched out his hand to gently wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, gently pressed her to sit on the chair, sighed, and said: "Your current physical condition does not allow you to be sad and sad if you don't understand. ”
"yes, I see."
With tears in his eyes, Sang Zhi nodded.
"Then tell my dad now, what happened to make my daughter, who has always been calm, lose her mind and mess up."
Sang Zi still had a kind smile on his face, but his tone was a little more serious.
Sang Zhi hesitated, gritted his teeth, and told Sang Zi about Sang Yaozu's will without concealment.
After hearing this, Sang Zi lowered his head and muttered for a long time before he raised his head, looked at Sang Zhi with a serious face, and said slowly: "I don't believe that my daughter is a greedy person, and I don't believe that you are entangled because of those money." In fact, the entanglement and struggle in your heart is torn between whether to look at Sang Yaozu and whether to recognize him, isn't it? ”
Sang Zhi nodded calmly and admitted honestly: "Dad, you're right. In fact, since I knew that he was sick, I have been very conflicted in my heart, on the one hand, I feel that he is quite pitiful, I should go to see him, on the other hand, when I think of what he has done, especially the sins committed against you and my mother, I feel that I can't forgive him, forgive him, I betrayed you and my mother, I can't do it! ”
Sang Zi gently stroked Sang Zhi's hair, and said distressedly: "Silly boy, how can you think so? I've told you to your mother, we've long been relieved of what happened before, so why do you hold on to it and let yourself be shackled with invisible shackles! ”
"Do you recognize him, he is my most precious daughter. This, just as He gave you life, and you have His blood flowing in your body, will not change. ”
Sang Zi said, a faint smile tugging at the corner of his mouth, "Child, you shouldn't let the grievances of our generation affect you, and you shouldn't live in our grievances." ”
"But, Dad......"
Sang Zhi wanted to say something, but the mobile phone suddenly rang at this time.
It was Sang Mo who called, and Sang Zhi did not hesitate and answered the phone.
"Sister, come to the hospital quickly, Dad can't do it, I beg you, come and see him for the last time, please!"
Sang Mo's words were crying, Sang Zhi trembled when he heard it, and tears flowed out again without warning.
"Go, kid, Daddy is with you!"
Sang Zhi raised his head, glanced at Sang Zi gratefully, nodded, with tears in his eyes, and went out of the hospital with his father.
"Master Zhang, please send us to this address."
Sang Zhi gave Master Zhang the address sent by Sang Mo with a text message on his mobile phone, and sat in the back seat with his father, speechless.
The mobile phone rang again, it was a text message from her mother Mo Qinglian, the content was very simple: I am in the hospital, Sang Yaozu is here, come quickly.
When Sang Zhi was reading the text message, Sang Zi's mobile phone also heard a text message.
It was also sent by Mo Qinglian, and the content was the same.
Sang Zi smiled and said, "Look, I said a long time ago that this hurdle in my mother's hearts has passed. Girl, open your heart, don't be difficult for yourself. ”
"Well, I know, Dad."
Sang Zhi nodded obediently, at this moment, from the bottom of her heart, she felt that she had never felt more relaxed, maybe she was too serious and too pretentious before, some things, there is really no need to worry too much, respecting the facts, living in the moment, is the wisest choice.
When Sang Zhi and Sang Zi rushed to Sang Yaozu's ward, Sang Yaozu's hospital bed was already full of people, and his mother, Mo Qinglian, did not go to the front, but just stood silently at the back of the crowd, hanging her head, and couldn't see the expression on her face.
The moment Sang Zhi and Sang Zi came in, people's eyes all turned to them.
"Sister, uncle, you're here!"
Sang Mo took two steps, squeezed out the crowd, stretched out his hand to pull the mulberry branch, and came to Sang Yaozu's bed, "Let's see Dad for the last time." ”
As he spoke, he couldn't help but sob.
Sang Zhi subconsciously looked at the bed, but in more than a month, Sang Yaozu had lost his shape, and the whole person was lying on the bed like skinny skin, like a piece of paper without a trace of weight, as if a small wind could blow him away at any time.
Seeing Sang Yaozu at this time, Sang Zhi couldn't say what it was like in her heart, she only felt as if something was blocked in her chest, making her a little out of breath.
didn't speak, and didn't know what he should say or what he could say, so he looked at Sang Yaozu who was out of breath and not in on the bed.
"Dad, open your eyes and see who's coming, sister, Sister Zhizhi has come to see you."
Sang Mo cried and said, the flood of tears flowed from the corners of his eyes, and they dripped on the thin white quilt covered by Sang Yaozu's body, printing one watermark after another.
"Branch...... Branch ......"
Hearing Sang Mo's words, Sang Yaozu's originally closed eyes slowly opened, and his eyelids picked hard, as if he wanted to try hard to see Sang Zhi really.
A hand was gently raised, trying to raise it a little higher to caress the cheek of the woman who had never fulfilled her fatherly responsibilities, but in the end she hung down weakly.
"Branch...... Branch ......"
The parched, somewhat cracked, pale lips opened slightly, emitting a faint breath that was almost inaudible.
Sang Mo put his ear close to Sang Yaozu's mouth and carefully recognized every word he said.
"Sister, Dad is calling your name."
Sang Zhi still looked at his father who was dying on the bed with a dull expression, if it weren't for the electrocardiogram, it was still making a faint sound, indicating that he was still breathing, and just by his eyes, he even felt that he had actually become a corpse.
But it was such a life that was about to leave, and at the last moment of his life, he was still trying to call his name.
Thinking like this, Sang Zhi couldn't help but have a sour nose, and a few tears flowed from the corners of his eyes without warning, dripping, and just dropped on the back of Sang Mo's hand under him.
Sang Mo raised his teary eyes, looked at Sang Zhi with some consternation, and exclaimed in surprise: "Sister, you are crying!" ”
Although it is only four simple words, it is full of surprise and surprise.
Sang Mo stood up slowly, stretched out his hand to take Sang Zhi's slightly cool hand, gently placed it in Sang Yaozu's already withered palm, and said in a trembling voice: "Sister, call Dad, don't let Dad leave with regrets." ”
Sang Zhi looked at Sang Yaozu lightly, whose eyes had long lost their former brilliance, and now those eyes seemed to be out of focus, but Sang Zhi knew that he must be looking at himself.
"Sister, please, call out."
Sang Mo was still pleading with Sang Zhi, "This is Dad's last wish, I heard you call him Dad." ”
Mulberry opened his mouth, but he never made a sound.
Suddenly, she raised her head and looked behind her as if asking for help, behind her was her mother Mo Qinglian and father Sang Zi, and she needed their encouragement.
"Zhizhi, call Dad, call!"
Sang Zi and Mo Qinglian had come behind her at some point, their hands clasped together, and they looked at her with kind eyes and encouragement, with a faint smile on their faces.
Sang Zhi's tears flooded instantly, he looked down at Sang Yaozu, took a deep breath, and shouted softly: "Dad." ”
The sound was as light as a mosquito and fly bite, almost inaudible, but it reached Sang Yaozu's ears like thunder.
I saw that the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, and with a faint satisfied smile, he closed his eyes permanently.
In the next second, Sang Zhi's ears were filled with all kinds of cries, and for a long time, Sang Yaozu's body was finally covered with a white cloth and pushed out with the efforts of medical staff.
Sang Zhi looked at the group of people who didn't know each other chasing the body away, her expression remained sluggish, but the tears that kept pouring out of her eyes told her that she was sad and she was sad.
Sang Zhi felt that she was very ironic, and Sang Yaozu, who had always been disdainful and shameless by her, left, and left forever.
This person who had nothing to do with her, and even thought she should be happy at first, but now she was sad about this man's departure, and she burst into tears.
Silently turned around, facing a pair of concerned and relieved eyes of his parents.
"Dad, Mom......"
Sang Zhi shouted softly, threw himself into their arms, and finally couldn't help but cry bitterly.