Mindset (Part I)
Although I silently looked at the partner above and didn't speak, I also understood that this matter was probably over here, and the judge he left me should also find a time to return it to him, no matter what, this matter will always be someone else's business, and I shouldn't worry about it, as for who that girl is, or whether he uses me as a stand-in for this girl, it doesn't matter, anyway, our fate is over after all.
Although I and he did indeed make a realisation in front of heaven and earth, but in any case, it was only for those ministers, neither one worship of heaven and earth, nor two worships of the high hall, nor entered the cave room, but only in the name of husband and wife, what can it be counted, for me this matter may be regarded as the end of my first love, for me, what can I not? This is probably the best thing that has already turned out, and I have nothing to ask him for, not to tell them, if this matter can really be successful, then it should be a very simple problem for him.
He praised me well and then made it clear to himself, although he was the last monarch, and then he was an infatuated person, if this image was good, then it would be of great help to them, since they had a good image, and then they could use this image to manipulate King Zhou You.
Now he is the only one alive in this world, okay, and one of me, but I am now a dying person, even if I have the protection of the system, I will get out of such a state in half a month, for me this is also 10 points normal, anyway, since I have chosen such a path, the system can still save my life for half a month, and there is nothing bad for me to take a good look at the future ending, but I have always lost money for him, In any case, although I have chosen a very wise path, and I think such a path is the best for me and him, I do not deny that I am also running away.
Because I don't want to admit my things, let alone myself, because of his things, and then I feel a little uncompetitive about myself. Because during this time I will inexplicably think of him, although I myself am also very helpless, but anyway, since this thing can be successful, then for him, my heart should also be imprinted a deep impression, anyway, if this thing can really succeed, then it is also a very unpleasant behavior for me.
I've always thought that I'm very sensible, but now this state seems to be completely unreasonable, although I'm also very helpless, but this matter seems to have exceeded my limit, because I have no way to face him really won't think of anything, just want to look at him with full eyes, although this is very unexpected for me, but anyway, if this thing can really succeed, then for me, I'm afraid it's not good news.
Because I have always understood that I am a person in the dream world, if this matter is really to be entangled well, then for me it is absolutely necessary to constantly summon in the dream and reality, so is this matter really good for me? So it's definitely bad, but can you stop it? I don't think I can do it right now.
My heart is full of him, this is very unexpected for me, but I seem to be expected, I have been silently watching how this man standing above the dynasty negotiated terms with these princes, although it is said to be in a passive state, but it is a good way to save all his interests, although it is indeed a little unkind to say that I did this, because I left him alone, and then faced such a thing, and then I was still here inexplicably watching him and them, I didn't meet the requirements of a good partner, but I could understand what this guy was thinking, or rather, I never seemed to have seen him properly.
Because the contradiction has always been that I have never seen him, but I have to do it according to his requirements, and then express my dissatisfaction with 10 points, but now this situation does not seem to be so simple, if this is the case, then it should be a point of view that I am not willing to admit for me, I am too different from his strength, so the realm is also different, if there is really any kind of contradiction, then it may also happen between us, although this as a partner, It's a very normal thing to come together, but I understand that if this matter is really big, then it will have a very big impact on the overall situation. It's easy
Because he and I will always be on the same side in this world, if this matter really affects our relationship with each other, then we will definitely come to complete the step that we want to complete in our own hearts out of our own protection system, and if we complete the step in the opposite way, then it must be a step backwards or other more serious consequences for them.
I think the gap between me and him has always been very big, so I don't think there is a way to reconcile between us, but since he told those princes that I want to bury my queen well, there is still a lot of impact for me, because I never think that this matter will have a turn of any kind, anyway, although I am now his queen, but no matter what, he also understands my current identity, and the combination of the two of us is just to deceive the people of the world, as for whether there is or not, It's also the two of us who know it in their hearts, I don't say it's a special surprise for such a thing, but I didn't expect it anyway.
But no matter how I didn't think that this guy would come over step by step, I was inexplicably a little panicked, anyway, although I am now in a state of checkmate death, but my facial expression is still uncontrollable, because sometimes I have to give up something, and then I can disguise it, like I understand all this very well, but in this case, how can I pretend to be desperate that I don't care about anything, this is too difficult for me, It was also a powerful test for me.
He never seemed to be willing to embarrass me, and then inexplicably covered my face, although it was also a timely rain for me, but for him, they never needed to do this, no matter how I was a dying man, he still needed to care about what my face did, for them it was also very puzzled, the princes below whispered inexplicably, anyway, he was in such a move also shows that I am very important in his heart, Whether it is a queen or a collaborator, the people below also silently say that if I marry him, then I should be very happy.
Actually, I also thought so, but I also understand that this thing is impossible at all, no matter what, his person will always be in that girl's body, although I also understand that I am very jealous, even angry, but what reason or identity do I take to be jealous, because the girl he loves has always been by his side, or that he and my status in his heart 1000 years ago have never been as good as that girl, I also understand the truth of this matter and all the reasons, So I never reject such things, and I think he understands it, so we have always been in a very tacit state between us, and we will never say much about it.
But it's really in front of me, it's still inexplicably painful, anyway, this is also what I once loved, anyway, although I can't get it, but if I really show such an expression, I'll still be hurt, although I also said that I was disappointed and not angry, but I also understand that this matter is not a problem that my own reason can solve, so I don't want to control it at all, anyway, it's useless to control, what are the consequences of control?
It's just to make yourself miss him more, so what's the point? Anyway, this was a strange situation for me, and from the first time I saw him, I knew that my end was over. In the first world, when I saw him burned alive, my dream came like a dream, and then after coming to the second world, I realized that he was just a question in my life, although the identity is really special, but that's all, we have no fate at all.
"Bo Yi Kao can be regarded as knowing each other for so long, no more, no less, seven or eight years, can I ask you, do you know me because I am the substitute for that girl? The doctor has said many times in my heart, because you have always been an infatuation seed attitude, so I also understand that if you really meet a girl, especially like your lover, it is inevitable that you will become his own stand-in, although I have no way to accept such a thing, but if this thing really happens to you, I think I can understand it. ”
"Is it really possible to make it to the end? I don't think you can't, otherwise you wouldn't have come so late, and you must have been struggling for a long time. ”