Chapter 153: Powerlessness
"It's nothing, Mr. Chuan, what haven't we experienced this year?" Hanfeng wanted to give Chuan Heng a little courage.
Chuan Heng doesn't feel that the problem is difficult to solve, he just feels irritable, people sometimes fall into this kind of inexplicable emotion, he has never had it before, and today he suddenly felt a little powerless.
It was that powerlessness that surrounded him.
"It's nothing, I don't respond, this matter has no impact on me, if the 10 million is gone, it will be gone, and it doesn't matter if I use my own money to make up for it." Chuan Heng said coldly.
What if everything is the worst? Even if Jian Chuan is gone, what can he do? He Chuan Heng can still live a good life.
So what did those people do with him? It's good that the gun was finally pointed at him, and no one else was implicated, maybe the other party was at the end of his rope.
Han Feng didn't know what she should say, she didn't know what her position in Chuan Heng's heart was, she was afraid that her rejection that day would make Chuan Heng lose motivation, and she was afraid that she would be amorous, after all, what kind of girl Chuan Heng had never seen, such an ordinary person as herself, maybe Chuan Heng was just impulsive.
But she knew Chuan Heng's place in her heart, she couldn't watch Chuan Heng lose the Jian Chuan he created, and she couldn't let Ling Xiao and Yue Zhiping's treacherous plan succeed.
She went to the window and opened all the shields, and it was the day when the sun was at its brightest, and the scorching light came in at once.
Chuan Heng squinted at the cold wind, this girl has been moved by her since the first day she joined the company and even when he didn't know her name, sometimes love is so strange, there is really no reason.
He never said he loved her, and he didn't have this opportunity, but the unspeakable love seal slowly fermented in the bottom of his heart would make his heart hurt even more, and now he was dying of pain.
In 13 years, he never dared to like a person, he put all his energy on Jian Chuan Media, seeing Jian Chuan become a towering tree, he didn't know where to go next, the arrival of the cold wind made him feel some hope, and now this bubble was not left to him, and it was directly broken and clean.
The loss of hope is the most terrible thing for people.
He slowly raised the corners of his mouth, revealing a wry smile, feeling that a boulder had been pressed in his chest, after all, he had to pay for the past, and he had to pay for his choice 13 years ago.
Han Feng looked at him lifelessly, and he was also a little shaken, this person who has always given her courage and hope may now fall because of her.
She leaned down and held Chuan Heng's hand: "What do you want to say that day?" I'm listening. ”
She looked at him softly, except for Ji Fanchen, no one had ever felt sorry for him, Han Feng thought.
Chuan Heng could feel the coldness of Hanfeng's fingers, he didn't know if it was frozen or frightened, he wanted to let go of his hand with a little backbone, but found that he couldn't do it, so he put his other hand on Hanfeng's hand to make the temperature rise a little.
Neither of them continued to speak, only their hands clasped together.
I don't know how long it took, Chuan Heng stood up, and Han Feng didn't think much about it, and hugged him directly and said, "You are very important to me, Chuan Heng, in my heart, you have a very important position." ”
Chuan Heng was stunned by this hug, and after listening to Han Feng's words, he raised his hand and gently patted Han Feng's back: "It's me who went wrong, I made a mistake at the beginning, some feelings shouldn't happen, but I didn't control it, let it take root and sprout, and now it's intertwined, and it may take a fire to make it disappear completely." ”
Han Feng wanted to cry a little, she had always been dull to emotional things, and suddenly found that Chuan Heng had such warm feelings for her, which made her feel a little guilty, for so long, she had never faced Chuan Heng's sincerity.
Even just now, she was still wondering if Chuan Heng really liked her, and after all, she had lived up to the affection of others.
What makes her even more sad is that she can't repay this emotion, she has never had any childlike affection for Chuan Heng, she feels that she has failed others, and she doesn't know how to make up for it.
"Caused you trouble, didn't you?" Chuan Heng said softly, he understands the cold wind, as long as there is a person who has weight in her heart, she will inevitably use her best to consider the other party, and she will be very happy when she is a friend, and she can make you feel that she is treating you with her heart, this kind of sincere person, how many can you meet in a lifetime.
The cold wind didn't run away, she really didn't know how to deal with this relationship now, it was too difficult for her: "I don't know how to make you understand, I can't accept the love you give me with peace of mind, it will make me uneasy, but I don't think I should step on your wound again at a moment like yours." I want to help you...... However, I ......"
Chuan Heng held the cold wind in his arms, and a moment of tranquility was enough to calm his heart. What more could he ask for? These 13 years were all stolen by him, and it has taken him 13 years to create a Jian Chuan, and he also met the person he loves at the end of time, he has never had sex, for this girl for the first time, he is willful and indulges his emotions.
"I'm fine, you don't have to put yourself in a dilemma for my emotions, this is not what I want to see you, I want to see you open your teeth and claws, I want to see you brave, persistent, and fearless, this is what I like about you. I also know that my love will not end in the end, I am very happy, you don't like me, this is the ending I hope for the most. Chuan Heng said.
The cold wind burst into tears in Chuan Heng's arms, and she could only hug Chuan Heng harder, which was the only support she could give Chuan Heng now.
Chuan Heng hugged the cold wind, feeling the slight tremor of her body, he didn't want her to cry the most, but it still became like this: "When I finish dealing with Yue Zhiping and Ling Xiao's affairs, I will turn myself in, maybe there will be a chance to come out alive, and if you are still willing, I can still be your important friend." ”
"It's always been important." Hanfeng said with a crying voice, "I asked Jiahe, you will definitely come out safely." ”
"Thank you, Coldwind." Chuan Heng said in his heart that he could have more hope on this road and want to live again.
When Chuan Heng opened the door, he saw that everyone was gathered in Ji Fanchen's office, and the accident of high-energy particles was stopped, but there were more and more posts against Chuan Heng, but they were always in the hot search trend, and they were not on the hot search, as if someone was manipulating the topic.
Chuan Heng studied the data of the past few days and felt that the planner should be waiting for an opportunity, what is this opportunity? What other traps have they dug for themselves?
"Do you want to make a statement?" Ji Fanchen said, she is also very entangled, this wave of premeditation doesn't look like the end, now make a statement, what should I do if the other party magnifies the tricks later?
Chuan Heng turned back and forth a few times and said: "The other party is waiting for us to contact, so I will follow their wishes and see what they want to do." ”