What did she mean by what she said that day?

dialed the phone, but the other side unexpectedly took the initiative to speak: "You really called." ”

"You ......"

"Hehe, don't be surprised."

"If I say you're a psychopath, would you believe it?"

"What do you mean?"

"I mean, what you see, it's what you fantasize, it's all your dreams, can you accept it?"

Dream?

It's all a dream, and I can't accept it.

Just kidding, suddenly a man who claims to be a doctor breaks into your life and keeps saying that you are a psychopath, and you can accept it.

I always thought that Dr. Xu meant that the dream I had when I was drowning was reality, but now she tells me that it is just a dream within a dream, including my current world, which is also a dream that I have imagined.

"So, what kind of mental illness am I?"

"Schizophrenia, but you are not the main character, you have been oppressed in the depths of your body, so you often love fantasy."

I was a little confused, unprecedented fear shook my whole body, if this is a dream, then when I wake up, does it mean that I, I, I, will always be suppressed and unconscious?

I shouldn't have listened to Dr. Xu's words, but I did, and I continued, "If it's a dream, can you keep it awake?" ”

I think this reality is quite good, and I would rather live in a dream for the rest of my life.

"Actually, no."

As soon as Dr. Xu's voice on the other side of the phone fell, a sharp pain like a pinprick suddenly occurred in the depths of my mind, and everything around me flashed a white light, which pierced my eyes with tears.

I had to close my eyes.

When I opened my eyes again, I was no longer in the ward, but a cell, a pure white cell, and I was in my restraint suit, firmly tied to a chair.

"No. 3 Shen Ming, you are finally willing to meet me." Dr. Xu was dressed in a suit and was facing me, smiling.

I didn't understand what she meant, I just looked at her blankly.

She then spoke, "Actually, you have five split personalities, and you are the third, but this is the first time we have met. ”

"And how did you know about me?" I'm a little curious, since I haven't shown up, how would she know about my existence?

"Because your first personality, called Qin Tianhu, was the one who told me about your existence...... "I'm blind."

What does Dr. Xu mean that Brother Tiger is my first personality?

But the two of us obviously looked different, I took a closer look at my limbs, and was horrified to find that it was actually a big black arm!

Although I can't see my face, I am also aware of a frightening fact at this moment, I am afraid that I look exactly like Brother Tiger now!

A big black face!

Why! It's hard for me to accept this fact, it's not the change in appearance, it's the fact that it's the nothingness of my existence, and I shouldn't have existed in the first place......

"Shocked? Hard to accept? Dr. Xu said to me with a smile.

She continued: "In fact, whether it is Shen Ming or Brother Hu, they are all alone, in fact, you are not nothing, but the reintegration of personality will make you lose some of your unique memories." ”

"What if I don't fuse?" I didn't want to cooperate with Dr. Xu at all, who would have thought that I was actually a product of my brain!

My wife, my friends, everything I experienced in that world was obviously very real, but it was actually my imagination!

I can't accept it, and I can't accept it.

"If you don't fuse, it doesn't matter, it's not me who suffers anyway, it's not you, it's just that Brother Tiger will be tortured to the point of being completely eliminated, and when the time comes, you may not exist, this, it's hard to say." Dr. Xu was calm and did not seem surprised by my answer at all.

I looked at her coldly: "No matter what you say, I won't promise you." ”

Seeing that I was so stubborn, Dr. Xu didn't say anything, looked at me, and turned to leave.

The door slammed shut, and I sat alone in my chair, surrounding.

It was a formidable place, and I was still bound to a chair in my restraints, and there was no way I could escape.

It was eerily quiet, I was going crazy, no, according to Dr. Xu, I was a schizophrenic lunatic.

Airplanes!

There was another sharp metallic tremor, and I felt a sore tooth, everything around me was infinitely distorted, and tears flowed out of my eyes.

When I opened my eyes again, I was back in my room.

People come and go, I look at the sun outside the window, the sun should be very warm, shining on my body at the moment, there is not the slightest temperature.

I realized that everything around me was gradually moving away from me, becoming more and more nothing, because I realized that my existence was a fabrication.

I looked at my limbs, although it was still my own shape, but there was no credibility at all, I suddenly remembered Brother Tiger's big black face, it turned out, is that me?

I unplugged the IV tube from my body and swayed it, and the people around me looked at me with a strange gaze that I ignored, and to me, none of them mattered.

When I came to the rooftop, the wind around me was very strong, and the sun in the distant sky had been eaten by the horizon half, dragging the remaining wreckage in the sky, snorting and panting, between swallowing and vomiting, the sunset floated, and the street lamps were lined up.

I slowly groped my way to stand on the rooftop, looking out into the distance of the city, and I would love to stay in this world if I could.

Although Dr. Hsu said that as long as I am willing to merge, then I can retain some consciousness, but I am not willing to do so.

I want to keep my whole self, even if it's gone.

After understanding everything, I was not afraid of the word death, but I felt indifferent.

Because all of this is fake.

I took a deep breath and slowly closed my eyes, and below the hospital, there were already many people in focus, watching in amazement as I sat on the rooftop.

I also saw my wife, Yu Lan, hurrying in through the gate and running towards the hospital in a hurry.

It's really strange, I obviously conceived it myself, why am I so strange and can't control their actions?

Since my wife came, I was about to say a few words to her before leaving, and behind me, there were a large number of doctors and nurses, who looked at me very nervously and advised me not to jump off the building.

But to me, their words are better than nothing.

My wife, Yu Lan, gasped for breath, the door was slammed open, and she hurried to my side, causing the group of doctors and nurses in the distance to exclaim.

But I wasn't going to jump off yet, and let Yu Lan come to me.

"Husband! How about you come down! What's the matter, you and me! Yu Lan's face was very anxious.

I shook my head firmly.

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