Chapter 68: How to be you
"Shen Dan." Feng Yingjie got up and half-squatted in front of him, forcing her to look at him, "Everyone's talent is a precious asset, and it deserves the best treatment and respect. Besides, are you willing to let someone else revise your work? Don't hesitate to join us, our company needs you. ”
And I, too, need you!
Shen Dan closed his eyes and shook his head, "No, don't say it, I won't go." In this life, I won't paint anymore, you die. ”
"Why is that?" Feng Yingjie suddenly took her hand, and then realized that her hand was trembling slightly, and his heart couldn't help but twitch fiercely, "Shen Dan, can you tell me why you don't want to paint anymore?" ”
Shen Dan trembled even more, withdrew his hand suddenly, pushed him away and stood up, and ran back to the room as if he were running away.
And in this process, because she was in a panic, she hit the wall with her forehead, and the stars appeared in front of her eyes.
"Shen Dan." Feng Yingjie exclaimed in surprise, and hurriedly got up to chase after him, but after all, he was still a step slower, and her door was slammed shut, directly hitting the bridge of his tall nose, and the pain made him involuntarily "hiss", and his handsome face was wrinkled.
Rubbing the bridge of his nose, Feng Yingjie raised his hand and knocked on the door, "Shen Dan, open the door and let me see if your forehead is injured?" ”
In the room, Shen Dan raised his hand and stroked the foreheads of the two bags, and replied loudly, "I'm fine." ”
"Then open the door and let me take a look. Just one glance, okay? I'll make sure you're okay, and I'll go. ”
Shen Dan's heart was slightly moved, but she couldn't open the door. She didn't want him to see the bag on her forehead, and she didn't want him to see all her embarrassment.
"I said it's fine!" Shen Dan couldn't help but raise his voice, "Count me begging you, don't quarrel with me, okay?" ”
Outside the door, Feng Yingjie really didn't speak again.
Shen Dan ignored him and slowly slid down the wall to the ground, clasping his hands on his knees, burying his face in his hands. Between the legs, the corners of the eyes are slightly moist.
Her fragility only needs her to digest it slowly.
But she didn't know that through the floor-to-ceiling glass of the balcony, Feng Yingjie was standing on the balcony of another room, looking at her quietly, silently feeling her sadness.
I don't know how long it took, Shen Dan always maintained a posture and did not move, and Feng Yingjie was also like a statue of a bottle, looking at her without moving.
Before today, he had never imagined that a person's emotions could affect him so deeply. Seeing her sad, he wanted to hug her tightly and bear all the grief and pain in her place.
If he couldn't figure out his feelings for her before, then at this moment, he can be 100% sure that he likes her!
Because I like it, I will always care about her safety, and even take a three-hour plane back to Shenshi, just to see her.
Because he likes it, he was so angry when she asked him to find a girlfriend, but he was reluctant to be angry at her.
Because I like it, I want her to stay in a place where she can see it all the time, as if she won't get tired of watching it for a long time.
Because she likes it, she will use her own way to persuade her to pick up the brush again and find her dream again.
Because I like it, I will be hurt by her pain and rejoice because of her joy.
Her smile, anger and anger can easily drive his emotions.
Feng Yingjie had the urge to run to her immediately and confess to her, but when he thought of her trembling just now, he couldn't help it.
After thinking about it, Feng Yingjie turned around and walked to the kitchen, planning to prepare a loving lunch for her who was in a bad mood.
However, the idea is beautiful, and the reality is cruel. When he opened the refrigerator and looked at the refrigerator full of fresh ingredients, he began to worry. What is he going to cook?
If he had known that there would be such a day, he would have practiced his cooking skills instead of being at a loss for ingredients like he is now.
But no matter what, he still knows how to make rice. After doing this, he pulled out his phone, opened the browser and began to search for recipes.
There are all kinds of recipes on the Internet, Feng Yingjie picked three recipes that seemed relatively simple, and then followed the above steps to start selecting and washing vegetables, and everything seemed to be proceeding in an orderly manner.
Shen Dan sat on the floor of the room for a long time, and after a long time, her neck began to ache, and then she slowly stood up against the wall.
Originally, her plan was to go back to bed for a while, but she sniffed the air and suddenly felt as if something was wrong.
What's going on with this sudden smell of smoke and burning?
She took another deep breath and jerked away. The door and hurried out.
The more she got to the living room, the stronger the smell of burnt became, and her delicate brow furrowed.
Before she arrived in the kitchen, Shen Dan heard a cough inside, and she herself was choked with the billowing smoke.
"Yingjie, cough cough ......"
Feng Yingjie suddenly stiffened like a stone, turned around in embarrassment, and said while coughing, "There is a lot of smoke here, you go back to the room first, and then come out later." ”
Of course, Shen Dan wouldn't listen to him, so he walked up to him in three steps and two steps, turned off the switch on the gas stove, and opened all the windows with his hands.
"Hey, my dish ......" Feng Yingjie didn't finish his words, he closed his mouth in a daze, and the black things in the pot could no longer be called dishes.
Shen Dan sighed, "You really scare me, I almost reported the fire." ”
Feng Yingjie scratched the back of his head embarrassedly, looking a little embarrassed, "I originally wanted to cook you a meal, but I obviously overestimated myself, and I accidentally ended up like this." I'm sorry, I seem to be too stupid. ”
Hearing this, Shen Dan's heart was as if it had been soaked in water, swollen and astringent.
has lived for 23 years, except for her father, there has never been a man willing to cook for her, Feng Yingjie is the first.
The only time she was in college was that her ex-boyfriend was a wealthy second generation, and every time they went out on a date, he would taste delicious food with her.
The food he spent money on was delicious, but not once did he make it himself!
And now, Shen Dan looked at the black food in the pot and couldn't tell what kind of food it was, but she felt that it must be more delicious than any dish she had ever eaten.
Because there is one more thing in this dish that other foods don't have, and that is his sincerity!
Feng Yingjie saw that she was silent, her eyes were still red, and her heart became more and more worried, "Are you hungry?" Why don't we go eat out, my cooking skills are really ......."
Shen Dan looked at him and shook his head slightly, "You stand on the side, I'll come." ”
Feng Yingjie was embarrassed to ask her to help him clean up the mess, and hurriedly stopped her, "Don't pay attention to this mess, I'll call the part-time worker aunt to clean it up later, and we'll go out to eat now." ”
"It's fine, it's not that it's completely inedible."
At this moment, the doorbell rang urgently, and Shen Dan asked Feng Yingjie to open the door.
Suddenly, Feng Yingjie blushed and led two uniformed policemen in, smiling awkwardly, "I'm sorry to let the two of you run away, but in fact, my cooking skills are not good, and I accidentally messed up, I really didn't mean to set the fire." ”
The two policemen approached the gas stove and glanced at the dark pot, with a faint smile on their faces, and looked at Shen Dan meaningfully, "Girl, can't you let your boyfriend cook in the future." Otherwise, if you don't eat this love lunch, it will be troublesome to burn the kitchen. ”
"Huh? I'm not ......" Shen Dan was embarrassed, and subconsciously wanted to deny it, but who knew that Feng Yingjie quickly interrupted her, and her tone was very sincere, "Don't worry, police officer, next time I will definitely let my girlfriend supervise by the side, and I will not make such a low-level mistake again." ”
Shen Dan: "......" Who is his girlfriend?
The policeman nodded, and after a few more words of education, he turned around and walked out.
Feng Yingjie sent the person out with a smile, and apologized repeatedly before closing the door and returning to the kitchen.
"Why didn't you just let me explain to the officer that you're not my boyfriend?" Shen Dan clasped his arms in his hands and glared at him angrily.
Feng Yingjie didn't answer and asked, "Do you know them?" ”
"I don't know, but I ......"
"So, why care what two strangers think of our relationship?" Feng Yingjie interrupted her again, "What's more, a man and a woman who are not brothers and sisters live together, and if they are not boyfriend and girlfriend, their eyes will be even stranger." ”
So it's not for nothing that she didn't want to move to Longyuan in the first place!
Shen Dan said that he couldn't help him, so he simply closed his mouth, concentrated on picking out the dishes that were not burned, then washed the pot, and put the picked vegetables back to stir-fry.
The dishes that were originally sold to the top have completely changed after her processing, and they look much more pleasing to the eye.
Feng Yingjie stood aside, watching her skillfully stir-fry, and her originally depressed mood suddenly brightened again.
He now finally understands why his parents like to go into the kitchen together when they are at home.
It turns out that watching your favorite person wash your hands and make soup for you is such a warm and happy thing!
Well, it looks like he's going to have to learn how to cook quickly!
After processing the two dishes, Shen Dan went out with the dishes, Feng Yingjie took a bowl of rice very knowledgeable, and the two ate quietly in the restaurant.
Although the appearance of these two processed dishes is not the worst, they are definitely far from the dishes that Shen Dan usually makes.
But even so, Shen Dan felt that these two dishes were more delicious than anything she had ever eaten.
Sometimes, one's heart is more important than one's actions!
After eating, Feng Yingjie volunteered to be in charge of washing the dishes, Shen Dan nodded, put down the dishes and chopsticks and went back to the room.
About half an hour later, Feng Yingjie gently knocked on the door of the guest room twice, "Shen Dan, can I come in?" ”
After the episode just now, Shen Dan's mood has eased a lot, but she felt awkward when she thought that he had just denied it in front of the police, but also followed the police's words that she was his girlfriend.
So, she didn't want to open this door.
However, Feng Yingjie has never been a person who gives up easily. Shen Dan didn't say anything, he continued to knock on the door, "If you don't speak, then I'll come in." ”
After waiting for about two seconds, the door was pushed open a little. Feng Yingjie first poked his head in, and saw that she was not displeased, so he pushed the door open completely, and the tall figure stepped in.
"Is there something wrong?" Shen Dan looked up at him, his eyes pale pale.
Feng Yingjie nodded and strode towards her, "I just checked on the Internet, and I heard that ice compresses can effectively reduce swelling, so I'll treat the wound on your forehead." ”
As he spoke, he put a towel wrapped in an ice pack on her forehead, and his tone was unconcealable distress, "Two such big bags, it's okay for you to lie to me, stupid or not." ”
Shen Dan's eyelashes trembled, he didn't say it just now, she thought he didn't see it, or she saw it but didn't care, she didn't expect him to be so concerned.
The cold towel was attached to his forehead, a little painful, and Shen Dan involuntarily shrank a little.
Feng Yingjie also shrank according to her movements, and asked cautiously, "Does it hurt?" Or is the ice too cold? ”
"It's okay, just get used to it, I'll take the towel myself."
"Don't move." Feng Yingjie stopped her movements, "I'll hold you up, don't get cold to your hands." ”
Shen Dan's heart was warm, but he still couldn't help pouting, "How can I be so squeamish?" ”
"You're not squeamish, but I don't want you to be cold, okay?"