Chapter 489: I'm Your Brother
Under the purple moonlight, in the sound of the waves, the sound of the young man's throat became louder and louder, and finally turned into the sound of crying bitterly.
It's been a year, and Tang Ling has never let himself grieve presumptuously.
It's been a year, I've made a lot of new friends, traveled a lot of roads, and seen a lot of the outside world.
But there is no mother-in-law, and there is no sister.
Once, all my wish was to be able to live peacefully with them in the No. 17 safe zone, coarse tea and light food, depend on each other, and sleep peacefully at night....
"You... Come back. Tang Ling shouted loudly in his heart, crying so presumptuously.
Tang Long looked at Tang Ling quietly, his fists clenched very tightly, and he actually had a complicated feeling that he couldn't face the past.
Dragon Twelve has ever done such a thing? Yes, Long Twelve had done such a thing, and there was no way for Tang Ling to lie.
Tang Long remembered all the things about Dragon Twelve these days, remembered the last way he turned his face, and remembered that he had become a monster....
What he didn't understand was not only the Dragon Twelve? I'm afraid he doesn't know about the entire Star Council, right?!
Hehe, Long Shao? Heir to the Council of the Stars? His past is becoming more and more ridiculous under Tang Ling's sadness, right?
Tang Long's heart also rippled with a trace of sadness, his past life was like a scene deliberately arranged for him, but he didn't know it in the play.
Chai He made a crackling sound, and the firelight jumped, still exuding a strong warmth in this night.
Tang Long stood up and walked to Tang Ling's side.
He wanted to speak, but he didn't know what to say for a while? A thousand words turned into only four words: "Don't cry." ”
Tang Ling wiped a handful of tears and raised his head: "You have a lot of care!" Lao Tzu loves to cry! ”
Tang Long frowned: "Smoking, drinking, swearing, you have learned a lot of habits over the years." ”
"What's the matter with you?" Tang Ling raised his eyebrows.
"I'm your brother!"
As soon as this sentence came out, Tang Long was stunned, Tang Ling was also stunned, the sea breeze blew between the two, and the whirring sound made everything silent.
"Heh, you're going to kill my brother?" Tang Ling grabbed his shirt and wiped his face with ridicule.
Tang Long turned to look at the dark sea: "I'm sorry. ”
Tang Ling was silent.
"I'm ignorant. It's like I didn't know that Dragon Twelve was such a person, full of blood, maybe the Star Council was like this, but unfortunately I didn't know either. ”
"My life is boring. I don't have as much to talk about as you do. ”
"For as long as I can remember, cultivating, becoming the first, and inheriting the Council of the Stars is all my life."
"And the whole purpose of doing all this is only one. That is to surpass Tang Feng and prove how stupid he is to abandon me...."
"Yes, since childhood. Countless people told me that I was the son abandoned by Tang Feng, and the son he hated. He doesn't even admit my existence, and the whole world knows that Tang Feng has a son, and that is you. Although, later you mysteriously disappeared, people think that it is the right protection. When he said this, Tang Long turned to look at Tang Ling with a calm smile on his face.
Tang Ling opened his mouth, he didn't even know what to say at this time?
"So, I've hated you for many years, I'm sorry."
"Forget it, it's okay." Tang Ling was very awkward.
"I have a mother, but she is not as good as your aunt and uncle, and her mother-in-law. She didn't hug me, she just liked to observe me detachedly. Yes, observe me. Can you imagine a mother's attitude towards her son being that kind of observation? It's like looking at a piece of work. ”
"If I perform well and she thinks that she will be able to beat Tang Feng in the future, she will be happy. Otherwise, she would be visibly disgusted with me. ”
As he spoke, Tang Long also lit a cigarette.
"Why don't you smoke and drink, a bad habit?" Tang Ling glanced at Tang Long and muttered.
Tang Long squatted down and looked at Tang Ling: "Do you believe it?" All this is thanks to you! ”
Tang Ling pouted.
Tang Long laughed self-deprecatingly: "Yes, I remembered wrong. It's not like she didn't hug me, at one point, because of what? I forgot, I just remember that she just gently hugged me for less than ten seconds before she remembered something, and then grabbed me by the neck. ”
"As for me, I'm very aggrieved. But that time I wanted to prove something, and I stubbornly didn't struggle, just looked at her. I wanted to see if she would really strangle me. She didn't, she just ended up slamming me to the ground. After Tang Long said this, he looked at Tang Ling, took the wine from his hand, and took a sip.
"That's what you begged to beat." Tang Ling suddenly said like this: "If you have a mother, she is still around, and she wants to catch it desperately." ”
Tang Long was stunned, is this his younger brother? Really.... Do you have the same blood and the same mood?
He really wanted to desperately hold on to her, the woman he never knew, the woman he called Mommy.
Even though, never felt her love.
But I still want to catch her, because she's a mother, isn't she?
Tang Long's eyes turned a little red, and he lowered his head and said, "Yes, I'm begging for a beating." It doesn't matter how much she dislikes me. Unfortunately, even so, I didn't catch her, and she disappeared. ”
"Later, I only had one father-in-law in my life who I had never even seen his true face. Then, there was another master named Qidou. ”
"I grew up with them. Later, when I was still a child, Xingchen Sixteen appeared, and the people around me told me that these children would follow me and become the first people under me. ”
"Because, doesn't Tang Feng have a dragon army? I shouldn't..."Tang Long didn't say any more, he found that the life he looked back on was not exactly a drama, the only truth turned out to be Tang Feng, and he was comparing himself with Tang Feng everywhere.
"But I can't face them. I'm afraid that in the hearts of my stepfather and master, I'm just a pawn. ”
"As for the Sixteen Stars, I have never known them. They didn't grow up with me.... You see, Dragon Twelve turned out to be such a bloody monster, I didn't even know anything about it. ”
"As for me, I'm leaving tomorrow. Go to a place where there are no dead and dead .... Before leaving, I realized that the only person I could face was you. In your heart, I am definitely not a pawn, and you are really facing me..."
"I know it all. You say don't to the other side, your ring..."Tang Long's hand was on Tang Ling's shoulder, and he held Tang Ling's shoulder heavily.
"Take it away. Are you pretending to be moved? Tang Ling glanced at Tang Long, his tone was not very good, and then he looked at the sky again: "You let me hear the word brother, and I was suddenly moved, and then I died for you, it was impossible." ”
"I just.... I feel that Tang Feng is unfair to you. I don't like him either, but I've inherited his favor, haven't I? Then since they are all his sons, for the sake of fairness, I should pay it back. ”
"Because of this, I can't do it."
"But I did, didn't I?" Tang Long sat next to Tang Ling, and just wanted to say something, but Tang Ling interrupted him: "What kind of place are you going to die?" If you want to die so much, wouldn't it be better to just jump into the sea? ”
"You just want me to die like that? I don't want to die! Tang Long looked at Tang Ling with a smile: "It's Hei Lao who wants to take me there, I don't bother to ask for extra reasons." Losing my hate, I feel that my life is empty, I want to find something, to give my life a little meaning, maybe a lifeless journey, will make me understand something. ”
"So, I'm here to say goodbye to you. I never knew what to say to you? Now that we've talked, I know what I'm going to say. ”
"Say what?" Tang Ling looked at Tang Long.
"First, if I die, you can remember that you have an older brother. It's not that you admit me, it's that I admit you. Tang Long's eyes were very serious.
Tang Ling's heart suddenly sank, this was not a heavy feeling, but the word brother was added to his heart, and it suddenly became heavy.
"What nonsense." Tang Ling pouted.
"Second, I wanted to find the meaning of my life. You must also find it. Tang Long's eyes were full of moonlight, and he looked serious and solemn.
"What is the meaning of life?" Tang Ling lowered his head, in fact, yes, after taking revenge, Tang Ling felt that he was emptied.
Even if there are still a lot of people to worry about, such as Su Xiao who is still in the ice, such as the other side, such as friends.... But there's still a hole in my heart.
How does this guy Tang Long know?
"Don't hide it from me, I'm your brother."
"You're really good at kicking your nose in the face."
"We are all similar, because we are both Tang Feng's sons, and our lives are missing him, like a 'little monster' created by him. You have taken revenge, your mother-in-law and sister can't come back, you have less support, you must find support. That support should be the meaning of life, understand? Tang Long patted Tang Ling's shoulder, and a relieved smile appeared on his face.
"Can you not go? Actually, aren't we double pride? No... Isn't it supposed to fight all the time and grow up? Tang Ling suddenly whispered such a sentence.
"No, you can't. Fighting with you can't be my motivation anymore. Tang Long handed the wine to Tang Ling.
Suddenly, he asked, "Am I your brother?" ”
"Could it be that the date of birth is wrong? Actually, I'm your brother? Tang Ling suddenly asked seriously.
"Do you want to get beaten?"
"Who's afraid of whom? Actually, you can't beat me! ”
"Take good care of the other side."
"What?" Tang Ling was suddenly stunned.
Tang Long looked at Tang Ling with a serious expression: "Once, the other side was the meaning of my life, do you know?" Unfortunately, she is free, and I cannot put this weight on her. ”
"But I'll always like her. Now, we're all still young, maybe we still don't quite understand what it is... Love? ”
"But one day I'll be back. The other side will grow up, and when she grows up, she may understand. ”
"Before that, you helped me take good care of her, understand? My brother. ”