Chapter 688: My generation regrets
Only these words have given me a very great touch, if there are no such words, I may not be able to think clearly about many things, but if the old man gives this kind of answer, then it means that no matter what kind of effort we put in in this process, or what kind of plan we pay, we have to go all out to do this thing.
In fact, the old man's words also have a meaning, if we feel that this thing is worth doing, and it is worth this thing to give everything for us, then we have to do this thing, if this thing really has no way to give everything, or this thing has no way for us to fully bear all this, then we can give up completely.
How do you understand this thing, you can't understand it, then I depend on how important you are to this matter, or whether this thing plays a very important role in your life, and you can't give it up.
In fact, I have already thought about this thing very much, he has a positive and negative side to everything, he has positive and negative things that are not immutable, and his things are completely based on your agenda for this matter, and whether you can fully implement this in this matter.
So I nodded to the old man, because I think this matter should be said normally, and my old man has already made it clear.
"Old man, I understand what you mean, what you mean is that if this thing is for us to work hard for, we will do it through your channels, your suggestions in several directions, if it is true that there is nothing to be done in the end, and it is impossible to achieve such an effect, then there is no whole thing can only be a state of abandonment, do you mean to understand it this way."
The old man was still drinking coffee, he was still nonchalant, as if none of this had much to do with him, or that he was using a very ope
ways to understand.
The old man cared about what I meant by this, or he didn't mean to ask me too much, he just used a clear way to communicate with the common sense of life.
He even digressed from the topic and told a very pleasant and sincere account of his past.
"I want to hear the story of what happened to me, when we were just beginning to gain a foothold in the whole Jianghu, there were many, many such situations, because at that time we had to raise a lot of brothers, and the brothers were all breadwinners, you think about it, in this case, if there is no nutrition in the body, then how can these families survive, so at that time, in order to survive, we also made a lot of efforts, of course, the efforts in this process are also a lot worth doing, There are also many things that I will regret when I think about it now, but no matter what, we are nothing more than fighting for more ...... in the process for our opportunity."
I didn't expect him to tell me about everything that had happened to him, and all of this should be considered a very big legend in my opinion.
"Old man, you tell me these things, this thing has happened to you, and it seems that the whole process should be very long-term, how did you get to this point back then, we really want to hear it, alas, if it was really back then, did you inherit the family inheritance? Or did you fight a battle of rivers and lakes empty-handed? ”
The old man's eyes were very dim, or he might have remembered a kind of youth in the past, and there was a feeling of scorching brilliance.
The past is like smoke, maybe for a legend like him, there may really be many, many things that happened to him, so much so that sometimes he himself will forget.
We, the younger generations, are so curious about this for us, really curious, we are very fascinated, and what happened to us in that generation is really curious for us.
He casually drank coffee while thinking about the past, and his world seemed to be precipitated in the past.
"At that time, many years ago, I was like you, maybe younger than you, at that time, the family conditions were okay, at that time, the father in the family was still a small businessman with a little savings, but because of some things, the family went bankrupt, so he came out to work for others when he was very small, and he may come out a little younger than you."
"At that time, there were not so many industries, nor so many business environments, it was completely dependent on a lot of traditions, and it was completely an industry of cannibalism. There is no way, it is to survive, how can there be an old mother without collecting money, and a father has to raise these things, all the pressure is on me. ”
"At that time, there were really not so many troubles, there were really many things that were duty-bound, there was no room to turn back, it was completely a brain rushing forward, if you didn't rush forward and didn't look forward, many times you didn't have the courage to continue walking, because you know that once you stop, then who will raise your whole family?"
"So from the beginning, I also started to help others at the dock, slowly, slowly got to know those people, slowly began to learn how to learn to do business with them, and slowly learned one of the mysteries of this Sun Li, and slowly discovered one of the mysteries, which is actually very easy to solve."
"But in this business, you have to have a foothold, what is the foundation of your foothold? Whether you are ruthless enough, capital enough, smart enough, or opportunity enough, these are all kinds of bargaining chips that may depend on whether you can continue to walk. ”
"So in order to survive, I also joined the casino industry, and at that time my luck was relatively good, I seemed to really think about a few places after a few fights, and at that time you died a few brothers, and the whole society seemed to be very noisy, it was a very miserable period, and it was a very painful thing for my family."
"After many years, many years, I have no way to stop and rest, I have no way to imagine what I should do, what I need to do, what I need to do, what I want to do, and I have never thought about what I should do?"
"It was probably when I became an adult that my father seemed to have a turnover in business, and after my father turned around, he took me abroad, so I lived abroad for nearly 15 years before returning to China, and when I returned to China, everything changed with each passing day."
"Their father didn't go abroad, he is still doing the family business, these industries have been quite difficult for so many years, but it is not clear, one person to support it, it can be regarded as a full fight to support his family, but it is really not good if it is superfluous, because the whole family has done their best to send me abroad......"
"My father's wish at that time was actually very simple, he wanted me to take the test and try to do something to live in the yamen, of course, many years later, maybe it was my father's wishful thinking, because life is not carried out by your personal design."
"It's okay, my father is still a more enlightened person, a more cheerful person, and a more accepting person of the new society and new things, because my father used to represent the people who went abroad to run water, he was the first batch of people to study abroad, although the whole family has declined and fallen down, but my father still maintains that noble quality!"
"After so many years, I still miss the way my father sent me abroad that year, and I said those words in my heart, those words are still in my mind, but they still exist as if they happened yesterday, and those words have played a vital role in my life."
"I remember when I got on the steamer, my father came to see me off, and he told me: I am now using a wealth of the whole family to send me to study abroad, you are not asking you to go there to covet glory and wealth, nor do you want you to take it to enjoy the study of life, as long as you have learned something and come back to serve the country, not just to learn and study, I hope you can learn modern industry, can learn from them An advanced culture and technology in the West can be brought back, I hope you have such an ability, I don't want you to be a great person, But I don't want you to be an idle person, even if you understand even a little bit, I also hope that you have the kind of spiritual ...... like Xuanzang came back from learning the scriptures."
"I was very ignorant at that time, I couldn't understand a lot of things at all, or I didn't know what Xuanzang learned at the time, it was completely a very strange, or I thought that my father was completely a romantic feeling, and I didn't understand the cruelty of the real society, although I was in the society for a few years, but now my father wants to go back to study abroad, which is actually still a kind of life for me, and suddenly changed to another way of life."
"At that time, I didn't understand what was said, of course, when I went abroad, I came into contact with advanced Western culture, and after some of these Western industrial production technologies, I deeply felt that our technology was backward.
"Maybe it was from that moment that I understood my father's pattern of calling you and my father, in my father's generation, but maybe there was no way to achieve it, and my father once warned me deeply about some topics before he died."
"My father once said, holding my hand before dying, he told me deeply: our generation has experienced a lot of things, many, many things, but maybe opportunities or maybe society may be a variety of factors, so that we have no way to achieve more of our dreams, but I hope that your generation can do it with my dreams, I hope to have a factory of my own, I hope that this factory is designed for the whole progress, I hope that the factory is not because of the selfish interests of an individual, I hope that I can be like the railway designed by Zhan Tianyou, this is the biggest dream of my generation......"
"The dream of my generation may be unrealizable, I will leave soon, but I hope that your generation has such a dream, even if you yourself are dreamed of no way to realize, I still hope that your next generation will adhere to this dream and move forward step by step, just like Zhan Tianyou, with the railway, there will be more things, and there will be more things that will slowly arise, which is piled up from generation to generation......"
"If you can really achieve that day, you really have a modern factory of your own, a very modern production machine can produce an operation, and have a very good market competitiveness with others, and this aspect of energy continues to promote and promote, I hope that you will reach that time, whenever the Qingming Festival, the family sacrifice will not forget to tell Na Weng......"
"I will always remember my father's moment, and I will always remember what he told me before he died, so I really go all out for your factory design, my generation really can't realize my father's entrustment to me, my life is really not worth it, but I hope that you will only go all out in your life, go all out to my father, go all out to send me abroad to learn Western product knowledge, to support you......"
"The biggest regret in my life is that I didn't really build a factory in my hands, this is my biggest look and a promise to my father is invalid, but I hope this promise can be seen in you, can be experienced, I hope that just like my father, I can see the inheritance from generation to generation, when the Qingming Festival comes, I can also tell my father that the family sacrifice is not forgotten."
"The day after tomorrow is the realization of this dream, then I should tell my father in a dignified manner, after so many years, I have been through ups and downs for so many years, and finally I can tell him that our factory has officially started to operate, and there is enough social competitiveness in the whole society, all this is enough!"
"At any time in the future, no matter what happens, this has already begun, this is the most important, there is no beginning, how can there be continued progress, there will be difficulties at the beginning, there will always be some difficulties, but step by step will soon have results!"