When I was holding the footbath to pour the footwashing water, I suddenly felt someone covering my mouth, the hand was warm, he was covering my mouth tightly, I couldn't make a sound, only a very faint 'woo' sound, instinctively I struggled and stepped heavily on his feet.

I heard him say 'ah' and then said, "Don't be silent, it's me." ”

I turned my head and found that it was Lu Ju, and I had stepped on his official boots at the moment, obviously.

By the moonlight, we can see each other clearly.

I seem to have an extra kind of anticipation, I wake up early every day in high spirits so that I can see him, I seem to like the smile of this man who always looks like a teenager, his words, I don't want to miss any of his expressions, I hope he can say more words to me. He was a little cold, and I was a little disappointed, and then I started looking forward to the next reunion.

The moment I saw him, the inexplicable joy in my heart ran out of my eyes and manifested on my face, which was difficult to control. I can't admit it, I seem to have feelings for him.

I said, "How nice it would be for you to appear directly in front of me." ”

He said, "Who would have thought you would react so much. ”

I said, "You don't know, I've messed with the wolves enough of how hard it is for me." "I'm still scared now, and I've been thinking about that weak man in white looking at me in disbelief and viciousness.

That doesn't move! I'm going to be finished. I was stunned, thinking that I cried in front of whom I was the king of Hades back then? Never. Everyone was hugging my thighs, crying and crying.

They cried and said, "Ah, let me go back, I still want to live." ”

They cried and said, "Please, I want to die." ”

They cried and said, "I'm going back to see my family and friends." ”

There are too many things that are difficult to give up, and I can't take anything with me after death.

He said, "Tell me what you have done." ”

The place where the spell came was still the same pond.

The puddle of water in the small pond had become ice, but it was not hard enough, because the ice floated on the water and covered the pond like a quilt.

There is no grass but there are bare trees, fangs and claws grow on the other side of the pond, the summer here is more beautiful, the summer moon is not as high as it is now, now it seems that it hangs high in the air, the sky is high and the water is cold, there is no star in the sky, it is the moon that hangs in the sky.

Every now and then the cold wind whizzed into my placket, and I shivered with cold, and then hugged myself and tightened my collar.

I said, "You don't know, I did a big thing, I shot a 'immovable monster', he is the most promising candidate for the future throne of the wolf clan, but no one has been able to make him move a step so far, I used a trick, and then won." I was afraid of missing any detail: "Do you know what the key is?" I continued: "Because he glared at me, vicious!"

He covered his mouth and laughed at me: "Hmm...... So you're going to run?"

I glanced at him, "How do you know?" ”

He grinned: "No, I'm taught by Lu Ju." ”

I took a breath and asked weakly, "Why do you feel like you're following me?" ”

When he looked at me, I had the illusion that he had feelings for me, because we were always reluctant to stop for a moment after looking at each other.

He said, "No, I guess." ”

"Lord Lu, you're not the same as before." I say.

He solemnly smiled with a serious expression, very serious: "What's the difference?" ”

I frowned: "I can't tell." ”

All kinds of things that have happened in the past 1,800 years cannot be mentioned, we are all living in places where we can't see each other, we have missed a lot of vicissitudes of things, and we have unconsciously changed our character, he has lost his previous boldness, and I have lost my former heartlessness.

I smiled at him, "I'm not the same anymore. ”

But he was silent.

Everyone is the same, the boldness of youth will always end up in a person, not blindly rushing forward, but raising the white flag without a fight, and retreating in the heart to urge people to forge ahead.

And then we're all very introverted.

He won't promise to protect me anymore, I keep my eyes on him, hoping that he will tell me: I will protect you. In this case, I will feel at ease, what I lack is such a simple peace of mind, but he never promised me again. None of the previous words he would have said to me.

He said, "I'll send you back, protect yourself, I'm leaving." ”

My heart is lost, and my eyes are empty.

Something missing, my heart was empty, sour, he was far away from me, I couldn't swim in the pool, I wanted to pick up what I pushed away, and after I fluttered, it flowed farther.

I walked in front of me, and he walked in front of me, and his steps were quite fast. Waiting for me from time to time, I watched the tall and thin back follow step by step.

He turned around and stepped on the clouds under his feet and said, "I'm leaving." "And then there was no looking back.

Busy with promises, always busy with promises in the past, because then and now are different, it seems that promises are really useful, and when they are spoken, they are quite swearing, but things that do not backfire often happen. We are no longer at the age of hearing about love.

But I always felt that even those who couldn't say it should be even more likely to go to the end. Sometimes it's like that's what is missing.

I thought that if Lu Juan promised me again, I would definitely choose him without hesitation, but I waited for a long time, and that sentence disappeared with the years, months and days.

I looked at the foot wash at the mouth of the tent that had formed a layer of ice, and I reluctantly picked up the basin of ice water mixture and poured it out.

The basin was cold in his hands, but it was warm in the tent, and it was warm compared to the cold outside. I was sleeping under the quilt when I heard someone calling me outside.

I opened the curtain, and I found that it was Hu Ying, who came to me wearing a thick cloak in her undershirt and laughing: "Come, it's homely, I really can't sleep." ”

I nodded.

She said, "How do you think you're always frowning?" ”

I asked her, "I liked someone, he liked me before, but then I was busy liking someone else, he was tired, what can I do now?" He doesn't like me anymore. ”

Hu Ying lay beside me and stared straight at the ceiling: "Then there is no way, it's already twilight." ”

I wrapped myself in the quilt and turned around, "yes, it's late." Tears rolled down the bridge of the nose, down the cheeks, and down the headrest.

She patted me on the back: "You mean Lu Juan?" ”

I tried to stabilize my emotions: "Hmm. "But I'm still sad because I lost someone in heaven and on earth who wanted to be good to me. It seems that there will never be such a person who treats me very well and sees me as the only one in the future.

She said: "What you really let go of is hard-hearted, if you're sure, just stop." ”

I didn't want to hear that, and I was very sad, because I didn't want to lose him, but I had no choice but to watch him go without a moment.

I said, "Let's talk about something else, I don't want to talk about it anymore." ”

The sleepiness of the raid was born, and I listened with my eyes strained.

She was very good at changing the subject and starting to talk to me about the plan to revive the barracks, and her language was full of longing and excitement, which made me feel that she was too unconscionable. I said aggrievedly: "You are so excited, I am still sad here, you really have no conscience." ”

She hugged me: "It's okay, throw yourself into one thing, you won't have time to think about it when you're busy." She whispered in my ear, "I told you that I would not think about the black wolf when I was busy, and I would not worry about his situation, and I was most afraid of the evening, because it was idle at this time." ”

My heart suddenly sobered up, and I felt sad when I heard this, and I felt sad for her.

I suddenly cast a spell and lit a lamp, put on a coat of paper, and drew a few horizontal and vertical lines on it with a brush, and I said, "Let's play backgammon." After saying that, I was stunned, and suddenly my heart twitched, and I thought of Lu Ju.

That's what he taught me.

She also put on her coat: "Ghost girl, what the hell is this idea?" ”

I said, "Lu Juan told me." I seem to have said this sentence a lot of times, he seems to have become a habit of mine, as if it is a part of my life, it is really scary to think that I must not have habits and dependence on others, because the moment of withdrawal, it is like a shadow puppet in a shadow puppet play, and it can't move without pulling.

He only told me how to live, but he didn't tell me what life would be without him.

I smiled brightly and chicly, and inadvertently wiped my little finger with my eyes, and tears were about to flow, as if everyone had grown up and hidden emotions was a compulsory course, and I must be a super excellent graduate.

With amnesia, I met Lu Juan and was moved. But I don't have the courage to do it anymore, and I don't easily tell people who my crush is.

The charcoal fire next to my bed was still blazing and crackling from time to time, and I moved it a few times with the tongs, and the black charcoal lit up a few times.

She said, "This charcoal is pretty good, it's not cold." ”

I chimed in: "yes, it's good, it's not cold." ”

I spread the paper in my hand very freely, and then I handed her a pen, I drew a circle first, and I said: You can choose a different shape, whoever has five first, will win.

I'm a veteran player and naturally win, for a short moment, effortlessly, easily. I cast spells again and again to change back to the original state, and after a few handfuls I was the loser.

Hu Ying was suddenly full of interest, she threatened to convince me of losing, but it just so happened that I won again, and then won and lost, and before I knew it, it was dawn.

I can't sleep, I don't feel sleepy at night, I don't have energy during the day, I can't sleep when I feel sleepy, I can't sleep when I can, and the cycle of death is infinitely vicious.

Hu Ying and I have deep feelings, but thinking about the all-encompassing world, and meeting new people around the corner, it is not impossible to lose anyone, because what is destined is accepted, and not accepting it has already happened. Troubles are disturbed by metrics, but I am a mediocre, and so is Hu Ying.

A lot of things happen not accidentally, it is inevitable, I don't like to define everything to life, but it is really not human power that can be changed by your side, this is a bit predestined, you just say it is fate, and your heart is a lot more comfortable at once, so you will attribute the loss to fate.