He still doesn't understand why his father suddenly went crazy, as the saying goes, tigers don't eat their children, but he really wants to kill his own son.

In the end, it was the grandmother who succeeded the younger brother to the distant uncle who died early, but because the uncle died young, the family had no property, and the six or seven-year-old child had to rely on the help of the clan to live.

"Father, why are you ......?"

"It's time for you to go down."

The corners of Shen Mingze's narrow eyebrows narrowed slightly, and his face instantly became gloomy, and Shen Qingfei didn't dare to touch his scales and retreated after all.

It's just that as soon as he withdrew, he walked straight to his courtyard, and looked at the oncoming scholar and kicked him with a hearty foot, his eyes were full of coldness: "Even if this son raises a dog, he will not bite the master back, you should be capable!" ”

When the man came to look for himself, only the scholar in front of him knew, and later bought a field in Jizhou was also done by this person, he thought that this thing would be done unknowingly but did not want to be caught.

"The eldest prince spares his life...... The eldest prince spared his life, it was the master who forced the slaves, you know the master's methods, he wanted to sell the slaves to Mingyue Residence. ”

The scholar knew that the matter was revealed and was busy begging for mercy, and Shen Qingfei's face instantly turned ugly, how could he not know what Mingyue Ju was?

It was a place for the children of the nobility to have fun, and the little ones in it were all clear-eyed, and the most important thing was the one who observed words and feelings, and he didn't expect that his father would use this as a threat. However, considering his usual methods, this does not seem to be surprising.

"Get down."

When the man came, he only showed that he was the third brother's husband, and he didn't care about the rest, and now he doesn't know where he is.

The scholar was already handsome, and his frightened eyes were more like rabbits, and his wet eyes were glancing, which made Shen Qingfei want to gouge out his eyes - no wonder several close friends always like to make fun of this scholar, it seems that he is about to be replaced.

Shen Qingci walked in the streets and alleys of Jizhou, feeling the breath of his childhood, the light rain was constantly beating on him, but he was quite a little immovable.

The rain grew heavier and heavier, and he strolled through the streets of Jizhou as if he had lost consciousness, and finally stopped at the dilapidated eaves of Swallow Dock, and looked at the cobwebs covered on it, and the corners of his lips curled slightly.

"Mama, we're back."

He held a porcelain jar in his hand, which contained the bones of an old man, and he still remembered the ashes of his homeland when she pulled him.

From Jizhou to Qinzhou, the illiterate old lady was stunned to escape with him at the age of six or seven, and he now remembers the appearance of her carrying herself forward in the cold storm, and remembers the warmth when she held herself in her arms.

He had been a mistake since birth, a mistake that he hadn't figured out in two lifetimes, and his nominal father had seen him as if he had met an enemy who had killed his father, but what kind of grudge did he have against him?

He couldn't forget the woman's cowardly tears, the man's cruel look, and the Shen family's attitude of watching from the wall.

In the entire Shen family in Jizhou, the only ones who gave him warmth were Shen Qingfei and his grandmother, one who stole chicken legs for him when he was hungry, and the other who saved his life when he was dying, and gave him his grandmother as the master.

"Mama, there are not many people I owe in my two lives, but you are one."

He gently touched the porcelain jar with one hand, and there was a rare hint of tenderness in his voice, he knew that she was most worried about her children who stayed in the Shen family, so it was his responsibility to take care of them.

"Mama, the only girl in my two lives who is tempted, but she doesn't have me in her heart."

He hugged the porcelain jar and said softly, but the sadness in his eyes seemed to overflow, and he actually knew it very well in his heart - if he and Gu Jinshu were childhood sweethearts, then after Zhou Zidai's horsewhip was waved, the two of them were destined to be inseparable.

The few lights in his childhood were finally destroyed by him little by little. When did he ever think about letting go, but what was the result of letting go? She fell in love with Ran Yichen, the hypocrite who teased her like a cat and mouse.

"I thought about letting go, but she was lame." He took a deep breath, and suddenly said a little astringently, "Mama, I'm actually very scared, I'm afraid that all this is a dream." ”

"The bald donkey said that everything in the world has its own fate, but why is it impossible for me to ease with her!"

His voice grew deeper and deeper, and at last it was more like a whisper, the deep voice blending with the rain and fog outside, and then being drowned out by the sound of the rain.

Gu Jinshu sat on the recliner not far away and silently looked at the rain curtain outside, she learned the news that Zhou Nianzhen was still alive from the housekeeper while waiting for her father to drink medicine, and she obviously felt that her father's expression was relaxed for a moment.

- In other words, it is very likely that the father is the person of Emperor Xuan of the Ming Dynasty.

She has always felt that she has occupied the sky, but she doesn't want to have some fog in this world waiting for her to slowly dissect, of course, what makes her feel the most incredible is that Zhou Nianzhen in the previous life is indeed dead.

Could it be that many things have changed in this life because of Ran Yichen's assassination?

If something has fallen out of its way, then where does she go from here? Is it to fight for a place to live in this troubled world, or to continue to shrink into one's own one-third of an acre of land without fighting with the world?

She can't see her future clearly, and she can't make a corresponding response.

In the previous life, a large part of the reason why Shen Qingci suddenly rose to prominence was because he held the military power of Qinzhou in his hands, and in this life, Zhou Nianzhen should soon ascend the throne as the emperor, although he does not know his catties, but the person who can be chosen by Emperor Ming Xuan should not be a mediocre person.

Ran Yichen's army should soon be overwhelmed, but Jizhou has Qinghuai waters as a natural barrier, and if you want to cross the river to attack Jizhou, you are afraid that you will be defeated, and then Jizhou will have a respite.

And this is also the best time for all the big families to redivide their forces, although the Shen family, the Yang family, and the Xiao family in Jizhou are local wealthy families, but the clans from the north are also family roots, so this battle in the ring is obviously not an easy matter.

"What are you thinking?" Just when she was thinking about how to deal with herself in the future, Shen Qingci appeared beside her like a ghost. And Gu Jinshu looked at his rain-soaked clothes and was slightly stunned, and wanted to raise his eyes to look outside, but found that the maids had already been sent out by her, "What's wrong with you?" ”

It's not that she is making a fuss and being a soldier, but she really feels that something is wrong with Shen Qingci today, her eyes are full of stagnant water, not like a living person.