Jiang Qinqin nodded, shook his head again, and said a little incredulously, "I really didn't expect me to play such an important role, and I didn't even notice it myself?" It seems that I will live a good life in the future, otherwise, what will happen to me? It's a great loss for you, you live so wonderfully, no one can witness it. ”

So I couldn't help laughing, nodded and said: "Well said, it makes sense, I am speechless, we must live well, the future is so good, we are still young now, naturally we have to live well and live a good life, even if we are just girls, we must have our own status and cannot be at the mercy of men." ”

Jiang Qinqin nodded, and said thoughtfully: "That's right, I thought before that I was just a girl, and I couldn't do what I wanted to do, but now it seems that my mind is too restrained, and I haven't completely released, I must live as wonderful as you, can, love what I love, no matter how painful the love is, I must not hesitate, love vigorously." ”

I nodded and smiled, "This is the real you, you must not let yourself be constrained, no matter how much pressure life is, you must show yourself to the fullest, only in this way can you live the true meaning of life, and you can let yourself truly enjoy the charm of life." ”

Time passed little by little, since Chen Jiaming helped me that time, time seems to be dull again, there is still nothing important these days, Xie Yan has not come to me again, life seems to have returned to normal since then, I didn't go, go home to see Xie Yan, because I know that everything is normal, it is the best news, I don't need to worry about him, in this world, I am afraid that there are not many people who can hurt him, he now has the help of the cold jade bed, it can be said that it is not what it used to be, Even those who are born to restrain the Shadow may not be able to help him!

Moreover, Xie Yan was also affected by the painting dragon ink before, and now that his body has been materialized, he has departed from the original attributes of the yin soul, even those who are born to restrain the yin soul may not be able to really hurt him, because now he has an essential difference from those ordinary yin spirits, his yin soul is no longer a simple yin soul, and naturally it is not a human body, but it is definitely not something that those who are born to restrain the yin soul can deal with.

Xie Yan doesn't need me to worry about it at all now, so my current life can be said to be carefree, and my worries about the curse have been much lighter before, although I am still vigilant against the curse in my heart, but since the curse will not come for a while, why should I worry so much about this kind of thing?

Besides, even if I worry, it is useless, I can only wait quietly for the arrival of the damnation, but I cannot take the initiative.

Even if I pierced the sky above my head, what good would it be? Damnation will come.

What I want now is to be able to live each day with peace of mind, to achieve the ideals I want to achieve, and to keep my life from being wasted, and that is enough.

As for the illusory things, I've thought about them now. Ideals are ideals, reality is reality, and the two cannot be confused.

The relationship between me and Xie Yan will eventually return to reality, and if we don't have enough strength now, we will definitely not be able to support us for a long time, so we must improve our strength first.

Only by raising one's strength to the point that even the sky is helpless, can one enjoy the happiness and sweetness of each other forever, and can it really last for a long time.

Life is always dull, and it is precisely because of the dullness that it makes people cherish it even more. Real life is bland, although it can make people feel surprises, but surprises are not long-lasting, and life always has to return to reality.

Since life can't last long, then we must enjoy the blandness of life with peace of mind, even if it is bland, you can see the precious places in it, because blandness is true, only when you can enjoy the blandness, you can cherish it more when the surprise comes.

If life is full of surprises, the excitement caused by surprises is likely to subside, so it is impossible to fill the whole life with surprises, and you must adapt yourself to the ordinary life.

Although it may be difficult to do this, if you don't do it, you are likely to become more manly, and you may not even be able to live in the end, and life will brutally shatter all the desires and illusions in front of you, and tell you what you really need.

If you can't see the essence through the phenomenon, life will shatter all your illusions and let you know what can follow you to the end.

Life is not a luxury, but a necessity, and only when you can truly enjoy life can you be less panicked when surprises come.

On this day, when Jiang Qinqin came back from outside, his face was full of unhappiness, and he felt a little strange in his heart.

In the past, when Jiang Qinqin came back, he was not elated, even if nothing happened during the day, what made him happy, he was also very excited, and told me some boring interesting things, although these interesting things seem to me to be boring, but when Jiang Qinqin said, he was indeed very excited and excited, he was such an optimistic little girl, no matter what happened, he could be intact and think in the direction, so he has always been, happy and carefree, and it was like this before, It's just that later due to family reasons, her original, youthful soul was covered with dust.

But now he is back to that state, carefree, more lively and cheerful, more than before, which naturally makes me happy, having a very optimistic companion to accompany him, is better than a companion who feels sorry for himself all day long, makes people look sad.

Jiang Qinqin is together, I can feel very happy every day, he is a person who is happy by himself and can bring happiness to others, with such a person, I can feel very relaxed, he can make me feel that he is friendly, and can also infect me with his sorrow, so that I can also become more spiritual, so that when I get along with others, I can make others feel comfortable and will not resist interacting with myself.

Such a character is undoubtedly more advantageous in communication, able to infect their own happiness, so that others can interact with themselves in a relaxed and happy process, no matter what they do, even if they have something, they can plead with each other to be more relaxed, and they will not be as timid as others.

Although I have only known Jiang Qinqin recently, a few months, my relationship with him is increasing day by day, not to mention that I have helped him and his parents before, and our relationship is even stronger.

This is naturally what I am happy to see, Jiang Qinqin is a girl who can make me feel the passion in her, what does he say, he will never hide his head and tail, nor will he hide his thoughts, so once he has something, I can see at a glance what he is unhappy about.

Usually she will tell me anything, not like today, there is something that I just have in my own heart and don't tell me.

"Qinqin, have you encountered something unhappy, say it to make me happy, in this way, it is equivalent to you doing good deeds, there will definitely be a good reward, talk about it, anyway, you won't die if you say it."

I jokingly said that I wanted to tease Qinqin.

Jiang Qinqin heard this, there was not the slightest smile on his face, he still had such a worried look, but he did say that this matter is easy to say and difficult to say, there is a classmate in our school recently, who is sick and is being treated in the First People's Hospital, it is leukemia, but his family has no money for treatment, if we don't help him, I'm afraid that he really survived this time, and his family doesn't have any financial resources, just relying on pensions, and some other social benefits in help, His tuition is also earned by his part-time job, and now he has a disease and can't go to work, so now, as the situation deteriorates, his living expenses are made up by our classmates, and the cost of treatment is only missed 10,000 yuan, and the remaining more than 1 million yuan has not been able to come out, I don't know if we can help him, if he loses his life because of money, I am afraid that we will not be able to forgive ourselves in this life. ”

I nodded, probably knew what happened, it turned out that there was a classmate in the school, because there was no money for treatment, so, facing death, and Qinqin has always been very kind, he naturally won't, willing to look at one, a good young classmate because of no money and delayed treatment, and finally to the end of life, but, now it's useless to worry, only if you miss the money can he continue treatment, if you don't have enough money, even if you worry, it's useless to break your heart, The hospital also looks at the money to talk, it is impossible to treat him without money, unless the society progresses, and he can be treated for free without spending money in the future, but it is really impossible now, and it is still in the initial stage, so I can only think of a way to make money.

I also know that this matter is very tricky, but I am not very worried, although I don't have much savings now, but I still have at least tens of thousands of dollars on my head that can be used for emergency relief, so that they can continue treatment first, don't give up, can't delay his current treatment, if his condition worsens, even if they can scrape together enough money later, it is useless, and the treatment fee will definitely be more expensive at that time, and it may not be cured.

I nodded, patted Jiang Qinqin's shoulder lightly, expressed comfort, and then said, "How much does the whole thing cost?" I still have tens of thousands of savings, you can pay him in advance, and then you have to raise funds as soon as possible, yes, it's best to launch social assistance, the really rich people are in the society, although some of our classmates in school may have money, but they may not be able to donate, and their money is not their own, but also their parents earned it piece by piece, even if they are not willing to donate, we can't blame them, this is their freedom. ”

Jiang Qinqin nodded in understanding, but the sorrow on his face did not diminish at all, but his brows furrowed even more, as if he was going to cry out in the next moment.

couldn't help but shake his head, I don't know why Jiang Qinqin is so worried, but since he has shown it, there must be a reason for him to be so worried.