Chapter 34 204 Rumors (I)
Zhang Heming has always been too simple, until he finds out that he is just a chess piece at the mercy of others.
Sure enough, her own efforts were all fake, and Zhang Heming's efforts were just a bargaining chip for her to save her boyfriend's heart.
Now in addition to being sad is sad, now I am "closed" to myself every day and do not talk to everyone.
This matter is both good and bad for Zhang Heming, the good thing is to let himself recognize the woman's heart, and the bad thing Zhang Heming doesn't want to say more.
Now I can't laugh anymore, and I can't be full of fantasies and longings for feelings......
I have changed, I don't like to talk, I don't like to talk to others, except for the friends I talk to, I almost don't say a word if I have a bad relationship.
Zhang Heming doesn't like to be gregarious now, and he doesn't like to be lively, he only feels very comfortable when he is alone, and he is relatively happy, so he likes this feeling.
What is presented to everyone now is a cold face, and he treats everyone and everything coldly, maybe he suffers from "depression", or he may really have autism.
The sky on the playground is clear, the clouds are not clean, the distant mountains are delicate, and the wind is warm......
Zhang Heming sat on the lawn, looking up at the sky at 45 degrees, and when he saw this blue sky, he always felt that it brought a very comfortable feeling and could calm his mood.
Now I don't know why I like to look at the sky so much, the classmates in the playground are playing very hot, and Xu Qiang and the two came over.
"Heming, let's play badminton together!"
"No, no." I said coldly.
"It's okay, let's play together!" Xu Qiang said.
Zhang Heming didn't get up again, put his hands in his pockets and walked towards the teaching building. When Xu Qiang saw Zhang Heming like this, he also said that Zhang Heming was naΓ―ve.
"He is no longer the crane he used to be, we don't know each other anymore, and he has a cold face all day long."
"The blow was too big, so that's it, it's okay, he won't be so simple in the future......"
I like to walk alone after school, and I don't talk to my parents very well, so I don't know myself even if I become myself.
often saw Guo Mohan, Zhang Heming was cold-faced, expressing his disgust with her, and when he left, he also sneered and smiled bitterly.
Zhang Heming was also indifferent to the sketching activities organized by the class, and he walked at the end of the crowd every time.
It feels very annoying to walk with them and likes to be alone. The head teacher saw that he was often unsociable, so he was afraid that Zhang Heming would suffer from depression, and invited a psychology teacher to help Zhang Heming.
But the psychology teacher told Zhang Heming a lot, Zhang Heming didn't listen to a word and left directly, which made the psychology teacher look dazed, and then the teacher had no way to take Zhang Heming, so he watched Zhang Heming go on like this.
Talking to the teacher, that is, a few words uh-huh, prevaricated in the past, and now even the language ability is "degraded", and he doesn't say ten words at most.
Zhang Heming took out Zhang Heming's guitar again, looking at this guitar, Zhang Heming couldn't help but play, and still played "Little Star" unsatisfactorily.
When I'm bored, I always pick up this guitar and start learning from the video, and slowly Zhang Heming's guitar playing skills are getting better and better, and he can also play some simple songs.
In the afternoon, I was alone in my bedroom playing my guitar when my phone rang. Zhang Heming impatiently took the phone and wanted to hang up, but when he saw that it was Lao Bi, Zhang Heming was embarrassed to hang up the phone.
"Hey, Lao Bi!"
"Lao Zhang, I have a birthday this Friday, I have already arranged it here, you shouldn't have classes on Friday, you just come to the third middle school ......," Lao Bi said.
"yes, got it!"
Lao Bi's phone call made Zhang Heming's heart feel warm, or Lao Bi was good to Zhang Heming!
hung up the phone and continued to play the guitar, a song of Han Anxu's "Absent", playing with sadness and sorrow, echoing in the bedroom and the air......
Nikolai Chang said, "If you are not lonely in indifference, then continue to be lonely in loneliness." β
The end of a failed relationship also represents a new beginning, so start from the beginning! Maybe it's been so long, Zhang Heming should also change his hairstyle, and when he walked to a barber shop, the boss entertained Zhang Heming very warmly.
Asked Zhang Heming what kind of hair he wanted to get a haircut, Zhang Heming took the menu and flipped through it, and smiled when he saw the tin foil burning.
As the old saying goes: "The scumbag is hot in tin foil, and the scumbag has big waves." β
"Tin foil ironing."
Zhang Heming sat on the chair, and the barber gave Zhang Heming a makeover, and Zhang Heming didn't know whether it was suitable for Zhang Heming's hairstyle.
After two hours of tin foil ironing, Zhang Heming looked at himself in the mirror, and some of them didn't know him.
In the mirror, a cold face is presented, mixed with a resentment and coldness, under the silkworm eyebrows, there is a pair of different pupils that cannot be seen seriously, brown eyes in the left eye, deep black eyes in the right eye, and a towering nose bridge.
As the saying goes, people rely on clothes and horses rely on saddles, and this sentence is really true, and he has really become handsome. Seeing his cold face, it is two words "cold".
walked out of the barbershop, but he didn't smile because of his change, and his face was still cold.
Occasionally, the girls who pass by glance at Zhang Heming from time to time, and the return rate is high.
When he came to the class, it was already the beginning of the second class, Zhang Heming made a cold report and walked towards the position.
Everyone's expressions were all surprised, and some girls shouted directly, yes, they were all shocked by Zhang Heming's silent and handsome.
Some girls peek at Zhang Heming from time to time in class, but Zhang Heming is now disdainful of girls, and they are extremely disgusted with these girls.
Obviously, after class, many friends of the opposite sex talked to Zhang Heming, Zhang Heming looked at these people, Zhang Heming turned his head and walked out of the classroom, not wanting to talk to him.
"Wow Ka Ka, Heming, you're so handsome now, I didn't see it before! You're a potential stock! β
Xu Qiang's vigorous praise in front of him made Zhang Heming feel uncomfortable.
"Xu Qiang, don't speak, shut up."
Xu Qiang half-jokingly laughed: "Oh, you're even like me?" I'm buddies with you, and you dislike me when you say a few words? β
"Nope! It doesn't mean that. β
"What do you mean? Do you like to pretend to be cool? β
"I don't like to laugh, I don't like to talk."
Since Zhang Heming was ironed with tin foil, Xu Qiang and Jiangming also went to get tin foil ironing, which is obviously vulnerable compared to Zhang Heming
Looking at these two people, Zhang Heming smiled bitterly, and the most in front of them was a bitter smile......
After school, Zhang Heming came to the station to take the long-distance bus to No. 3 Middle School to go to Lao Bi's birthday.
The car started, Zhang Heming looked at the scenery outside the window, constantly changing, and the driver's singing voice was heard from time to time in the car, and he sat in the car and walked slowly.
After more than half an hour of driving, Zhang Heming arrived at No. 3 Middle School, and Zhang Heming walked towards No. 3 Middle School.
Walking in the third middle school, looking for Lao Bi's classroom, the female students passing by once again threw themselves at Zhang Heming, and the eyes were discussing one by one.
Unexpectedly, coming to No. 3 Middle School this time once again changed Zhang Heming's fate......