Chapter 32 Guilty of Affection Xue Dingshan's Wife

"Imperial Doctor?" Fan Lihua treated the wounds on Xue Dingshan's hands while cleaning up the used silk handkerchiefs, medicine bottles and other things. While asking, "What did the Imperial Doctor say?" ”

"Oh, I didn't say anything,...... Xue Dingshan realized that he had lost his mouth, and hurriedly covered it up: "It's nothing, I just heard my sister say that it is a little heavier than before." ”

Hearing him say this, Fan Lihua seemed to think for a while, and after a long silence, she said: "If I am really dead, wouldn't I be right for you?" No one will annoy you anymore. ”

"You ......" Xue Dingshan made her face feverish when she said a word, and a wave of shame passed through her heart.

Fan Lihua sighed softly and said, "Those imperial doctors are much more opportunistic than their medical skills, how much can they be trusted?" I'm fine, don't worry about you. ”

Xue Dingshan smiled self-deprecatingly and said, "Am I too timid to be a man?" Fan Lihua shook her head and said, "No." If a person does not have seven emotions and six desires, he is not a human being, but a god. It's normal to panic when something happens, how can you say cowardice? ”

Xue Dingshan looked at Fan Lihua, and from her talented smile, he seemed to see the shadow of Baihua Mountain again. Bo resentful but considerate words made him spontaneously full of tenderness. Involuntarily called softly. "Aunt Ning."

"Ahh Fan Lihua was stunned, and her lips trembled slightly. But only in an instant. Immediately returned to normalcy.

"You...... Still resentful of me? Xue Dingshan asked with shame.

"Hate. I can't wait for you to get hurt every day, and you won't be good for the rest of your life. Fan Lihua said indignantly, and threw the silk handkerchief used to wipe Xue Dingshan's wounds into the copper basin, splashing a few splashes. Turning to a trace of desolation on his face, he said sadly: "In that case, you will remember me." ”

"Am I being too unkind? I only think of you when I'm hurt or in a difficult situation. Said with shame.

"......" Fan Lihua was silent for a long time before she said faintly: "Yes." It's really a little affectionate. However, it is not a blessing to be remembered by a person in a difficult place, at least it shows that there is still a shadow in that person's heart, so he will only remember it when he encounters difficulties. Alas....... Fan Lihua paused again, and after a moment of silence, she said, "Aren't you tired?" It's getting late, so I'll go pack up my pillow and rest early. Do you continue on the couch, or go to the blue gauze cupboard? ”

"...... you" Xue Dingshan hesitated for a moment and said, "You, are you still angry with me about the events of the night before yesterday?" I'm really tired and didn't mean to snub your ......"

"I have also taken care of military affairs, how can I not know that you are tired these days, and what is there for me to be angry. Just, alas! A person is used to it and doesn't want to be disturbed. Let's go to the blue gauze cupboard, the bed tents are ready-made, and they are more comfortable than the couch. I'll go and clean up your pillows. After Fan Lihua finished speaking, she turned around to leave.

Xue Dingshan looked at Fan Lihua with some astonishment and said, "Don't be angry anymore." “

"Angry?" When Fan Lihua heard him say these two words, she aroused the grievances that were suppressed in her heart, and she couldn't help but feel all kinds of feelings welling up in her heart, and tears immediately overflowed her eyes. Reluctantly said: "You say, I'm vomiting with you?" Hum! When did I vomit with you? From the day Hanjiangguan got married, it was you who left me without land again and again. Let me have nowhere to live and no place to die. It was you who tore my heart, my love to shreds, and made me cry bloodied again and again. It was you who rejected me thousands of miles away, and made me unable to deal with myself. Now, on the contrary, I am disgusted with you. Why should I vomit with you? I can't take care of my own affairs, where can I still have the leisure to vomit with you. As he spoke, his voice was slightly choked, and tears almost burst out of his eyes. Fan Lihua gritted her teeth and didn't let the tears fall. As soon as he turned around and walked to the inner room, he seemed to hear Xue Yulian's words in his ears just after taking a few steps. Fan Lihua stood again, hesitated for a moment, and did not go back to the inner room, but walked to the reunion table.

On the table, there is a rock sugar lotus seed porridge prepared by Yunlan for Fan Lihua, which is warmed in a small copper tripod filled with hot water. There is also a plate of rose shortbread and a plate of osmanthus cake. Fan Lihua took out the porridge, picked up a few rose shortbread and a few pieces of osmanthus cake with a small plate of mutton fat fine porcelain carving, and put it in a lacquered begonia plate and held it back to the embroidered couch.

Xue Dingshan looked at Fan Lihua, whose lips trembled slightly, and Fan Lihua, who was crying in the autumn water, and listened to her words with resentment, and couldn't help but feel ashamed and ashamed. Just as he was about to say a few words of comfort to Wen Cun, he suddenly saw Fan Lihua turn around and leave, and suddenly frowned, and his cheeks turned crimson. couldn't help clenching the tea cup in his hand, and raised his hand to fall out. Half of his hand fell, and when he saw Fan Lihua stop at the table, his heart turned over and he took his hand back. He put the teacup on the small table, leaned back on the backrest, and looked at the colorful silk flowers hanging from the ceiling and was silent.

In Yilanxuan, it was very dull for a while, so quiet that you could almost hear the sound of candlelight jumping.

Fan Lihua put the begonia plate on the small table and said, "The slave is out of shape, don't go to the heart of the general." I heard my sister say that you don't eat at night, eat something to satisfy your hunger. Xue Dingshan shook his head and said, "I'm not hungry. ”

Fan Lihua was stunned when she looked at his lukewarm face, her heart trembled, and her face couldn't help but turn red. gritted his teeth and barely stabilized his mind, slowly sat down opposite Xue Dingshan, turned around and picked up the lotus seed porridge, handed it to Xue Dingshan's eyes, and said, "I haven't eaten well for two days, how can I not be hungry?" Even if you are not hungry, you have to eat a little more. As he spoke, he scooped a spoonful of lotus seed porridge with a small spoon and brought it to his mouth.

Xue Dingshan said lukewarmly, "I'm not hungry." As soon as the words came out, I saw Fan Lihua's face flushed, and I regretted it again, worried that Fan Lihua would be angry and put each other in an embarrassing situation. Unexpectedly, Fan Lihua did not have a seizure, but fed herself with her own hands. Xue Dingshan's heart flipped over, and he silently took the porridge into his mouth in Fan Lihua's hand, but he couldn't swallow it anyway. Tears poured in involuntarily, and he hurriedly twisted his head towards the window.

"Men don't flick when they have tears, just because they haven't reached the sad place." The generals in the army of ten thousand horses, who were not afraid of life and death, were actually in tears at this moment.

Fan Lihua saw the tears in his eyes, and knew that he didn't want to let himself see his tears before turning his head, and couldn't help but feel a sour feeling in his heart. put down the bowl and gently grabbed Xue Dingshan's hand with his hand. I only felt that his hands were a little cold, and there was still a little cold sweat in his palms. Fan Lihua's heart felt even more mixed, and the resentment in her heart suddenly disappeared, leaving only love and pity. Asked softly, "Yunlang, what's wrong with you?" Feeling unwell? ”