Chapter 21 Confidant Big Sister
Hunter could hear Ang's irritability on the phone. I couldn't stop complaining about him in my heart: On weekdays, I always look like I'm not afraid of the sky and the earth, and when I encounter a love problem, I have no way, and you kid has today!
But knowing that coming to me, a veteran of the love field, to give me guidance, it means that the IQ is still online. Well, let me teach you a lesson, brother.
So he said proudly: "What can I do?" Cold. This kind of lace news was lively at the beginning, and it will be over in a few days. The clearer the water, the more muddy it is, the longer the aftermath will be, and the wider it will spread. Be a fool for one's pains. ”
Zhang Ang thought of Xinyu's situation at this time, "No. That video is too targeted, I can't let Xinyu bear those infamy. ”
Just watching the video is really bad for my sister. It's still in public. I don't know if it's intentional or not. None of that matters anymore. What matters is Zhang Ang's attitude.
Hunter laughed, "You like her that much?" ”
Like it so much that she can't bear to be wronged?
"Am I acting so inconspicuous? Then I really should review it. ”
At this time, one of Zhang Chongshan's secretaries came to urge.
"I'll be in Xicheng tomorrow night at nine o'clock, you can help me pay more attention to Xicheng. I still have something to do here, so I'll hang up first. ”
Zhang Ang, who hung up the phone, left a message for Long Xiaotong in WeChat, roughly told her what happened, asked her when she would return to Xicheng, and asked her to call Xinyu to care and comfort more, and there will be heavy thanks to Yunyun afterwards.
At this time, he regretted a little that he didn't add the contact information of the female classmate who was good with Xinyu in time.
Secretary Yang said respectfully: "Assistant Zhang, everything is ready." ”
Zhang Ang nodded, "Let's go." ”
Make a call to Xinyu while walking. It hasn't been through.
The little hamster has become a little ostrich.
Zhang Ang held the hot phone and sat silently in the car. The atmosphere in the car was a little heavy.
Secretary Yang, who was with the car, sent a message to the special assistant sitting in the chairman's car.
Xiao Yang: Brother Cheng, isn't the prince a great contributor today? Why does he seem so unhappy?
Zhang Tezhu: No, it was okay when I had lunch just now?
Xiao Yang: It seems that something has happened, he has been on the phone just now, but he can't get through.
Zhang Tezhu: Then you should observe carefully, the negotiation with the GR in the afternoon is very important, remind him more.
Xiao Yang: Brother Cheng, don't worry, I will do my duty.
Zhang Zhicheng glanced at Zhang Chongshan, who was closing his eyes and recuperating, and did not make a sound.
Xinyu took leave and didn't go to class, so she practiced by herself in her room. She didn't want to go out or see people, only such a familiar and quiet environment could make her feel comfortable.
The way those people looked at her made her feel uncomfortable.
But if you can hide today, what will you do tomorrow? Don't you want to go in the future? That's definitely not going to work, it's thousands of tuition. And she really liked the classes and the atmosphere in the studio.
Just before that. I don't know what it will be like after that.
She tried to call Xinyue, but she didn't answer, maybe she didn't want to hear her voice now, and she didn't want to see her.
How did the relationship between the two sisters come to this point?
Since they separated, although the two have gradually drifted apart, they will always meet once or twice a month to talk about the current situation, although there is no way to be as intimate as when they were children.
Because of Zhang Ang?
Maybe it's because they're sisters, so they're particularly angry, right?
Xin Yu thought about it for a while, but when he came back to his senses, he found that the practice image on his drawing board looked like Zhang Ang no matter how he looked.
How is he everywhere? Crumpled up the paper and threw it in the trash.
Xinyu is not so much angry as angry. She hugged her knees. Recalling the bits and pieces that happened between the two.
The chance encounter in the bookstore and the supermarket, the blackboard drawing competition, the embarrassment of the rainy night, the unintentional hug, and the long-distance call last night.
In just one month, there are so many unforgettable things between them. To her surprise, she remembered them all. Does this mean......
Does she like him?
She feels a little different about Zhang Ang, but do you like these differences? She hasn't been in a relationship and there's no way to compare.
Open QQ mailbox and want to write a letter to an old friend. Maybe the other party has experience in this area? Anyway, she always asked this old friend all kinds of messy questions. The other party is probably used to it.
At this time, Chen Shu, who was busy with homework at home, opened the mailbox and saw an unread new email lying quietly in the mailbox. Chen Shu couldn't wait to click on it. Because in the past two years, only one person has sent an email from this mailbox, and that person is Xinyu signed Rain.
Dear Teacher Chen, how are you?
Seeing the news that your new book is coming out, I think you must be busy right now.
……
Chen Nu is Chen Shu's sister and a well-known emotional writer. There are also columns in some magazines and newspapers. The mailbox receives a lot of letters every day. His intersection with Rain was purely accidental.
Two years ago, Chen Nu, who was suffering from increased depression, began to suffer from insomnia all night and was on the verge of collapse. In order to take care of her, Chen Shu moved out of the school dormitory to live with Chen Nu.
He tried various methods to treat her insomnia. As a result, the most effective treatment was to read letters from readers for her. Then write back to the reader based on her dictation. During that time, he didn't know how many reader letters he had replied to on behalf of his sister.
Rain's letter is one of them. But it was sent to an email address that Chen Nu had abandoned for many years.
Chen Nu stopped writing and rested for more than half a year, and read all the letters from readers. Chen Shu began to dump her other mailboxes and find her something to do to distract her. That's when I found out about Rain's email. Her letter was the only unread new email, lying alone in her inbox.
A female student who had just started high school described herself as a mistletoe parasite. It is a sand gull floating between heaven and earth, where it comes from and where it goes. I always feel like I'm superfluous.
This state is similar to Chen Nu's girlhood.
Chen Nu and Chen Shu are children born to their father and ex-wife. Not long after her mother divorced, she remarried, and out of resentment towards her father, she rarely saw her sister and brother. After the father remarried, the young stepmother soon had a child, between their sibling and the father. Chen Shu is a man, and he is still more valued at home, and he has not been wronged. Chen Nu was not so lucky. At the same time, her deviant words and deeds deepened the conflict with her father. When his father died of a sudden illness, Chen Nu, who was abroad, could not come back, and Chen's father was unable to speak at that time, and the father and daughter had no chance to reconcile in this life. This has also become Chen Nu's heart disease.
So she replied to the reader named Rain at a particularly lengthy time.
- Dear Rain, thank you for your letter, I can understand your feelings, because my youth is the same as yours, and I should say that it may be worse than you are now. This is the first time I've submitted my private matter to someone other than my close friends. Keep it a secret. Here are a few pieces of advice I have for you:
- You have to absorb the nutrients of knowledge as much as you can to grow into a tree. In this way, you can ensure that you can live with your own knowledge even if you don't have to rely on it in the future. In this way, we can get rid of the parasitic fate of mistletoe.
- Although the lack of parental relationship makes you sad. However, you have to understand that life will always have all kinds of shortcomings. Flowers with dead branches and leaves are the real flowers, and those that look perfect are often fake. Acknowledge your imperfections and accept them. There is no shame in that. That's true bravery.
- Learn to be true to your inner feelings. Don't waste your feelings on people who make you feel unpleasant. That's Ling Chi, it's masochism. The good times should be given to the people we love or reserved for ourselves.
- I hope my advice is useful to you. I look forward to hearing from you to tell me that you are much happier.
Gradually, her condition improved a lot, and she began to devote herself to writing again. The time to respond to letters from readers has become scarce.
Two months have passed in a blink of an eye, and on a rainy night, I listened to the English children's rhyme "rain, rain, go away, come again another day...... from the house next door.
Chen Nu suddenly remembered the reader named Rain. Let Chen Shu help find out if there is a reply from her.
Sure enough, there was a reply, and the question asked this time was not what Chen Nu was good at. She said she didn't know what she was going to do in the future. Do you want to study literature or science?
This stumped Chen Nu, and simply handed over this little reader to his younger brother to be responsible. In this way, Chen Shu became a pen pal with Xinyu as a "bosom sister".
After reading Rain's letter, the topic I want to discuss with him this time is: What is love?
So, this little girl is just starting to fall in love?