Chapter 64: Loving Wife Ding Shan secretly shed tears
Fan Lihua looked at the heartbroken Princess Liu, and barely held back her tears and said, "Mother-in-law." I think that my father-in-law has been in the army for 12 years, and my mother-in-law is at home alone in the cold kiln, raising my sister, the general and my sister Jinlian. How much suffering, how much tiredness, how much heart...... Now that the saints are on the expedition to the west, how many people are like mothers-in-law who stay alone in their homes and live a difficult life. exchanged the life of the daughter-in-law for the reunion of thousands of families, and the daughter-in-law died as she deserved. After the daughter-in-law goes, there will naturally be virtuous and virtuous women who will do their filial piety in front of the daughter-in-law, please take care of your mother-in-law, and don't be too sad because of your daughter-in-law. ”
Princess Liu looked at Fan Lihua and sighed: "Alas! Pear blossoms! Well, now that you've decided, I don't want to say anything more. It's just that...... Alas! Since you entered the Xue family, for the country, for the family, for Ding Shan, you have not had a day of peace. It's easy for Ding Shan to change his mind, your husband and wife are reunited, and they are going to part with life and death in just a few days, how can people feel it! ”
Xue Dingshan heard Princess Liu's words, turned his back and couldn't stop the tears from falling again. Fan Lihua looked at him and said, "General, didn't you say it well just now?" How is this happening again? My mother-in-law is feeling uncomfortable, you should persuade you, why do you only care about yourself and cry? Xue Dingshan held back his tears, turned around and reluctantly came to Princess Liu's side, and said, "Mother is relieved." Princess Liu sighed again and said, "Okay." Isn't there still some time? It is useless to be sad and sad like this, and the family should be happy to enjoy the joy of family for a few days. Fan Lihua hurriedly said: "Mother-in-law is right. In this way, the daughter-in-law can do what she should do with peace of mind. Princess Liu lovingly stroked Fan Lihua's cheek and said, "Xue Men is not blessed, Ding Shan is blessed!" Such a good daughter-in-law can't keep it! Fan Lihua smiled slightly and did not speak.
Princess Liu sighed and advised: "You are not in good health, don't work hard." Let others do those trivial things, and you can recuperate with peace of mind. In this life, I gave birth to a body full of illnesses and disasters, so let's cultivate a good body in the next life. ”
Fan Lihua said: "My daughter-in-law knows. The matter of peace with the Turks was handled by Xu Yinggong, and there were generals in the military camp, and the daughter-in-law only listened to Xu Yinggong's news at home. ”
Princess Liu nodded and said, "That's good." I'll go first, it's rare that Ding Shan has time at home, you husband and wife can talk. He got up and left. Xue Dingshan hurriedly sent it out and sent it downstairs. Princess Liu looked at him, sighed again, and said, "Go back, you don't need to come to the province, and talk to Pear Blossom." Xue Dingshan nodded, "Mother, let's go." Please take care of your mother. Princess Liu nodded and left with her maid.
Xue Dingshan kept watching Princess Liu go away, and then turned back to go upstairs, and Fan Lihua was still on the bed looking at the sketch of the platoon. Xue Dingshan sat down on the edge of the bed, took the sketch in Fan Lihua's hand, put it aside, and said, "You haven't been half a month yet, it's not good to work hard, and your eyes are not good." Fan Lihua smiled and said, "You! Too careful. I'm so squeamish. I'll see if there are any omissions, and if any omissions are exploited by the Turks, won't they be in vain. Xue Dingshan looked at Fan Lihua and sighed again. Fan Lihua smiled and said, "Don't always be sad, maybe there is room for maneuver." Sorrow is also a day, happiness is also a day, why bother to worry about yourself like this? Xue Dingshan smiled reluctantly and said, "I hope there really is room for maneuver." Although Xue Dingshan said this according to Fan Lihua's words, he couldn't see a trace of hope except despair in his heart, and he couldn't bear to let Fan Lihua see his sad face and feel uneasy, so he had to force a happy face with tears of sadness.
After dinner, Fan Lihua urged Xue Dingshan to take a closer look at the formation diagram he had drawn. Xue Dingshan couldn't help it, so she had to spread out the drawings on the dresser, watch carefully under the lamp, and Fan Lihua explained carefully beside her. Xue Dingshan is familiar with the military books and war books, and has commanded the army for several years, so he is very familiar with the arrangement of troops. is also endowed with intelligence, and a platoon drawing can be understood at a glance. Fan Lihua explained them one by one, and I only read them once and kept them in mind. Fan Lihua told him the usage of the military formation again, and Xue Dingshan also remembered them one by one.
The upstairs was even more drummed, Fan Lihua listened to it, and said with a smile: "It's so fast, there are more than two just in the eyes." You've been tired all day, so rest early and see again tomorrow evening. Xue Dingshan put away the drawings, got up and went to the outer room to clean his face, and then returned to the wide clothes and pedal couch. Yi Zhen looked at Fan Lihua, stroked his shoulders and asked, "Are you better today?" Fan Lihua smiled slightly and said, "It's much better." My sister said it was good, and it looked like it would be fine in a few days. You just have to worry about military affairs, I have a sister here. Xue Dingshan nodded.
Fan Lihua was short of energy, and she didn't have much time to sleep. Xue Dingshan had something in his heart, and he couldn't sleep because of his lingering intestines. For a while, I wanted to go out of the battles since the Yumen Pass, and many soldiers were killed and wounded; thought of his father and Qin Huaiyu, Luo Tong and other ministers who sacrificed their lives for the country; reminds me of the hardships of mothers and children when I was a child; Thinking of the fetus in the womb of Pear Blossom that was damaged before it was formed; remembered that Pear Blossom agreed to the Turks' conditions and voluntarily went to die; ……
The more I thought about it, the more I thought about it, the more sad I became, and the tears involuntarily fell again.
Then I thought that the Turks suddenly sued for peace, and I didn't know what the idea was, did they really want peace, or did they have other plans......
If the Turks sincerely seek peace, Pear Blossom will exchange her life for a peace alliance between the two countries, reduce the casualties of the soldiers, and let the people of the two countries live and work in peace and contentment. If the Turks did not really seek peace, but had other plans...... Didn't Pear Blossom lose her life in vain?
I also thought that the matter of the peace negotiation between the two countries was handled by Xu Maogong himself, and it should be clear whether it was true or false with Xu Maogong's strategy.
Pear Blossom's willingness to die for the country and the people is a righteous act, and she should not be stopped as a husband. But......
Since we met at the foot of Baihua Mountain, it has been more than seven years, and after all the ups and downs, the husband and wife have finally been harmonious. Husband and wife love just a few days pear blossom is going to die for the country, if she really returns to the void and leaves herself floating in the world, how can she survive more than ten years of miserable rain and lonely lights? Last year, when Hanjiangguan saw the pear blossom spiritual position, the five inner collapses have not yet been dissipated, and they will face death again in the near future, can they bear it?
Thinking of the scene when I saw Fan Lihua's spiritual position at the beginning of last year, my body trembled slightly, my heart was so depressed that I could barely breathe, and I rubbed my chest with my hand. Looking back at Fan Lihua's unparalleled face sleeping in her dream, there was another cramping pain in her heart. Carefully and gently caressed her warm and jade-like face, and kissed her on the forehead with tears in his eyes. Fan Lihua's long eyelashes trembled slightly, and she shrank into his arms. Xue Dingshan tucked the brocade on her body, sighed and turned back to look at the double-embroidered peony on the gold account.