Chapter 22: I choose the second option
On Saturday, Fang Jin went to pick up Su Xin early in the morning. He sat in the car and waited for her, bored watching people come and go.
Sometimes he can't figure out why he likes this little girl because he doesn't lack women.
Thinking during the day and reading at night, since I know my thoughts, it is like fermented wine, which is getting purer and thicker.
The clouds during the day, the lights at night, I will always think of her in my heart, and I am afraid that she will dislike him and ignore him, so I dare not approach. and afraid that he would not approach, she would forget him when she met a good one.
In addition to being good-looking, the little girl is nothing special. It's not that I haven't seen a beautiful woman, why did I fall for her way?
"What do you want to do, I just like it anyway."
At that time, Fang Jin didn't know why, but many years later, he somewhat understood why he liked it.
The little girl has an invisible warmth in her heart, chasing faith, kind and bright, her humble past did not let her fall into the mud, but grew more and more beautiful, like a ray of sunshine, shaking your eyes and warming your heart. How can a person who is in the cold of the station not yearn for the sunshine.
On windy days, the little bit of green on the grass is particularly attractive, making you want to get closer, want to protect, and want to own.
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When he arrived at the school gate, he sent a message to Su Xin.
Fang Jin saw Su Xin coming over, didn't get out of the car, poked his head out of the window and pressed the horn. The horn sounded loudly, Su Xin looked around, hurriedly walked a few steps, opened the car door, and sat in the co-pilot's seat.
Su Xin went to see Tian Mi's consultation room again this time, and she was not so nervous.
drove all the way, and the two still didn't say a few words.
When I arrived at the building and got on the elevator, there were a lot of people this time, and a group of people came up to Hulala, as if they were all together, chattering. Su Xin retreated to the corner of the elevator, and Fang Jin naturally blocked in front of him, with slender thighs and a straight body, like a wall, as if Su Xin was installed inside.
The two of them were very close, Su Xin even restrained her breathing, and put it very lightly, and the feeling of oppression hit, and she even heard her own heartbeat.
When the floor arrived, Su Xin was blocked and couldn't see it, so she wanted to take a look.
Fang Jin naturally pulled Su Xin's men out of the elevator, and when he got out of the elevator, he let go, as fast as if nothing had happened.
Su Xin even suspected that she was dazzled just now. Fang Jin said something that convinced her that it was true, "Why are your hands so cold?" As he spoke, he walked straight forward, as if he didn't need Su Xin to answer.
His hands were wide, dry, and his knuckles were stiff, just enough to wrap around her little hands. Su Xin was stunned, looked at the back in front of her, and walked a few steps quickly to keep up.
"Su Xin, how can you be so beautiful, jealous." Tian Mi pretended to pout as she spoke, looking even more childish.
Fang Jin looked at her, picked up the water cup in his hand, took a big sip of water, looked away, and desperately suppressed the urge to get up and leave.
Su Xin was shy and unsociable, smiled embarrassedly, didn't speak, and her face was dyed with a layer of red clouds.
"Mr. Fang, please sit on that side," Tian Mi stretched out her hand and pointed to the chair next to the wall towards Fang Jin.
"Su Xin, we're friends, aren't we?"
"Hmm," Su Xin nodded sincerely with a smile.
"Okay, the next topic may involve privacy, if you have concerns, you can ask Mr. Fang to leave here first."
Su Xin looked at Tian Mi, and then turned her head to look at Jin below. Fang Jin crossed Erlang's legs, and was about to pick up a book to take a look at it, when he heard Tian Mi's words. He turned his eyes to this side, Su Xin had always been very restrained in front of him, and he was afraid that she would kick him out.
Su Xin quickly said, "No. ”
Fang Jin's heart let go with Su Xin's sentence of "no".
He now began to feel that this expert was a little bit reliable.
"Okay, then please Mr. Fang don't interrupt our conversation. Just sit down. ”
"Su Xin, what do your friends call you?"
"Most of my classmates call me by my full name, and you should call me Xinxin better."
"Su Xin, since you can come to me, you must be able to feel that you may be different from usual, and these aspects make you feel a little anxious, right?"
Su Xin didn't speak, but nodded.
"Mind what it is?"
"I ...... I always have nightmares, I don't sleep well at night, I can't concentrate in class, and I always look at a book, but I'm always stunned. I am easily frightened, such as when someone unintentionally touches me or talks to me. I don't want to communicate with others, I want to be alone. ”
Fang Jin looked at her with straight eyes, her little girl had endured so much these days, and his chest was stuffy.
"How long has this been going on?" Tian Mi continued to ask.
"It's been a little better this week since last week."
Tian Mi's face was expressionless, and then asked her, "Half a month, did something happen half a month ago?" ”
Su Xin glanced at Fang Jin, "Yes....... It was after the incident with Mr. Lu. ”
"Teacher Lu? What's up? Tian Mi asked again.
Su Xin thought that Fang Jin would tell Tian Mi about it, but she didn't expect Tian Mi to know. Su Xin lowered her head, wringed her fingers with both hands, and didn't speak.
"If you don't want to say it, you can ....... it"
"It's okay," Su Xin interrupted Tian Mi's words.
She was determined. "That day, Gu Qiu and I went to eat fried chicken, and I wanted to go to the bathroom halfway, and I met Mr. Lu on the way. Later, I fainted, and when I woke up, I found myself sitting on the toilet, Mr. Lu...... He was standing in front of me. I had no strength in my body, and I couldn't breathe, I couldn't speak, and I knew very well that I couldn't make it hard, and I was afraid of it. Later, Fang Jin heard the voice and came in to save me. ”
"Did that Teacher Lu do anything to you?"
Fang Jin stood up suddenly, Tian Mi stretched out her palm to him, and put her five fingers together, meaning to stop him.
Su Xin quickly replied, "No."
Fang Jin sat down slowly.
Tian Mi stood up from behind the table, walked to the coffee table, and patted her hand gently, "Su Xin, don't be nervous, drink saliva." ”
The water temperature was just right, Su Xin held the cup in both hands and took a sip obediently.
"Mr. Fang, I said, don't interrupt our conversation." Tian Mi turned her head and said to Fang Jin with a serious attitude.
Fang Jin straightened his waist, and just wanted to refute, Tian Mi continued, "If you insist on doing so, I can only say that there is nothing I can do. ”
Fang Jin leaned back in his chair and didn't say anything.
Tian Mi leaned her hands back, leaned on the table, looked at Su Xin, and then asked, "Su Xin, what sound did Fang Jin hear, did you make it?" ”
"Well, the cleaning brush was very close to me, and I slowly moved my right foot and knocked it down, making a noise."
"Oh," Tian Mi nodded.
Su Xin sat on the sofa, her legs together in an orderly manner, and her clasped hands rubbed each other gently. The large dark gray sofa in leather, with a wide backrest, she sat there alone, slightly sunken a little.
"Is it cold or not? Do you need to turn up the air conditioner? Tian Mi's gentle voice is very good, with a slight sense of sand, like a midnight broadcaster.
"No, it's not cold." When Su Xin said this, Tian Mi had already picked up the remote control and adjusted it up a few degrees.
"You just said that you know in your heart, but you can't use your strength. Can I understand that consciousness is awake all the time? ”
"Yes...... was not completely sober, Fang Jin and Teacher Lu fought, and the fight was very fierce. At that time, I felt that my eyes were blurry, my head hurt, and my body hurt everywhere.
It seems to be a patch of red in front of me, and the good voices around me are very noisy, and I can't hear what they are, but there are always people talking and shouting in my ear....... I didn't want to hear it, so I covered my ears hard, but I could still hear it!"
The more Su Xin spoke, the more excited she became, her hands clenched into fists, she shook very much, her body tensed very tightly, and then she directly covered her ears.
Fang Jin stood up and thought about it all of a sudden, first glanced at Tian Mi, Tian Mi stretched out his hand to stop him, and at the same time called Su Xin's name.
"Su Xin, Xinxin, Xinxin......" Su Xin slowly raised her head, her eyes regaining her charm.
"Is the water cold? I'll pour you another hot one. Su Xin reached out and touched the cup, which was indeed a little cold.
Tian Mi changed a cup of hot water for her, "Be careful of scalding." ”
Su Xin smiled slightly.
"Your habits are so good, children of your age should love to drink Coke or something. Don't you usually drink drinks, coffee, etc.? Or save me money? Tian Mi regained her mischievous tone.
"My stomach is not very good, and the doctor said it was better not to drink indiscriminately."
"Oh, that's really a lot of attention."
Tian Mi returned to the large desk.
"Su Xin, you are a smart girl. Let me briefly explain to you what psychological problems are.
Psychological problems are probably local abnormalities in mental activity, and the causes are very responsible and varied.
Psychological counseling will carry out psychological interventions, so that the counselor will not continue to fall into a fixed mindset and be unable to extricate himself, so that his life, work, study, etc. can be on the right track.
The approach can be roughly divided into two directions, the first is to reduce risk factors and enhance protective factors. This means avoiding the unsettling factors as much as possible, or guiding the counsellor to avoid them. For example, distracting attention through sports, enhancing hobbies, etc.
The second is to find the source and help the client to face themselves and overcome obstacles. Like, this table is a part of your heart, there is dust on the table, and we help the client to wipe it clean. ”
Tian Mi leaned back, "Of course, which method is suitable for each person will vary from person to person. The first is relatively long, the second is likely to be a little more painful. Which direction do you want us to take? ”
Su Xin turned his head to look at Fang Jin, Fang Jin felt that the room was a little hot, and his palms were sweaty, "Take your time, it's okay." ”
Su Xin looked at Tian Mi again, "Which one do you think I am suitable for?" ”
Tian Mi's eyes belong to the round one, bright, and she is very serious, "Su Xin, your problem is not serious, don't be burdened." As you feel, even if you don't intervene, the situation will be relieved, and time will slowly fade the scars. However, it is only diluted, just like a pool of lake water, if the wind blows, or stones are thrown, there will still be waves. I think you're a strong girl, what do you think? ”
Tian Mi's meaning is obvious, she hopes that Su Xin can completely "wipe off the dust".
Fang Jin's eyebrows furrowed into a Sichuan character, Su Xin lowered his head and thought about it, "I'll choose the second one." ”