Chapter 105: Talking (2)
I was a little puzzled and said to him, "Two months left? ”
He paused and said, "yes, we're going to be separated in two months." I don't know when we will meet next time. ”
I was silent, it turned out that there were only two months left, and after that, we wouldn't see each other?
He then said to me: "Mo Yuhan, one day, when you don't go to your grandfather's house or your grandfather's house, let's go out together, right?" Just the two of us, there is no Qin Nan, no Tong Zelin, and no Ouyang. ”
Listening to him, I already imagined a little movie in my head, where we hung out hand in hand, watched fireworks on the side of the road at night, and so on.
I said to him, "Okay, yes, where are you going?" ”
He said: "I haven't thought about it yet, I've thought about it recently, and I'll tell you, when do you have time?" ”
I said excitedly, "It's all there, if you want to ask me out, I have time." ”
He smiled and said, "Okay." ”
Then I heard a girl's voice over there, saying, "Aunt Zhang, is Xiaoguang back?" In the morning I saw him go out. ”
My heart suddenly lifted, and this voice seemed to remind me: Mo Yuhan, you are the one who robbed someone else's boyfriend, you shouldn't be so close to Su Yixuan, or should you have a crush on him.
In the past few days, I have been happy, and I seem to have forgotten about this matter, and I have forgotten the existence of Tong Feifan, this voice, like a loud slap, reminds me of the events of that morning.
I said to him, "Is she calling you?" Who is Hikaru Xiao? ”
He said: "It's my nickname, I used to be called Su Chenguang, but I changed it when I was in the third grade, but my family got used to it, so I became a nickname." "He explained it in detail and clearly, but I felt as if I was listening to someone else's story. Tong Feifan's "little light" also seems to show the distance between me and Su Yixuan, it turns out that I don't even know that he has a nickname, I don't know him so much, I, without her understanding him, I am so sad, and my heart is so panicked.
Coupled with the fact that he explained the matter to me so calmly, I really ...... The little confidence that had been accumulated with great difficulty seemed to be evaporating at this moment.
I suddenly remembered something, and I said to him, "By the way, I forgot to give you your clothes before, they were all washed, and you came to my house yesterday to have so much fun, you forgot to give them to you, do you want me to send them to you?" Or will it be given to you at the next party? ”
He said: "It's a school uniform, and I can't wear it anymore, so I'll leave it for you as a souvenir, and I don't have anything for you." ”
I just wanted to speak, I wanted to ask him if Tong Feifan came to him, if so, we hung up the phone, and we will talk after they finished talking, but before they could say it, I heard a phone call: "Xiaoguang, give, this is what my mother asked me to bring to you, this is the peace charm she asked for in the temple a few days ago, which can bless you all the way safely." Give one to each of us, this is yours, you just put it in your wallet, I'll put it for you, what about your wallet? ”
There was no sound on the phone, and after a few seconds, I heard it again: "This wallet is the same one I gave you when we were just in junior high school, right?" I still remember that this seems to be a small purse given to my family when I bought something, but I didn't expect the quality to be quite good, and you have used it for so many years. ”
Purse? It turned out that Su Yixuan's wallet was given by her, and it turned out that the two of them were so good that Tong's mother asked for two talismans.
I heard Su Yixuan say, "Are you still okay?" I'm on the phone, can you get a trick when you come into my room later? ”
Tong said, "Are you on the phone?" Who is it, do I know? ”
At this moment, I really hate that my ears are too smart, their voices are very small, very soft, I heard them all, I haven't heard it wrong, I don't know if it's because the sound transmission of the mobile phone is good, or the surroundings are too quiet, or my ears are too sensitive, should I hang up the phone and not listen to these things that annoy me. But I really want to hear it.
I heard Tong say, "Okay, then you can fight, I'm out." By the way, although there are still two months before you leave, but this amulet, you have to start wearing it now, you can't wait to wear it when you leave, obedient, I'm leaving, go home for dinner. Bye. ”
Then I heard the sound of the door closing.
After a few seconds, Su Yixuan said on the phone: "I'm sorry, she rushed in directly, which also scared me." ”
I said, "It's okay, that, she knows you're leaving?" ”
He said, "Well, my mom and her mom are together every day, and I must know it." ”
I didn't speak, and I didn't know what to say, Tong Feifan seemed to occupy the right factors at the right time, place, and people, but I didn't seem to occupy any of them.
He continued, "I'm sorry. ”
I was shocked and said, "Why do you say you're sorry?" ”
"I didn't react just now, I should have hung up the phone. But what I was thinking at the time was that Tong Feifan and I didn't have anything unsightly, let alone anything, if I hung up with you, it would seem like I was empty-hearted, so I didn't hang up.
Now that I think about it, I should have hung up, I'm sorry, I don't know what she came to say these things, I thought it was the same as usual, send some food to my house that her mother cooked, and by the way, say a few words to me or something. Mo Yuhan, are you angry? ”
Am I angry? Should I be angry or not? My mood now, is it angry? Probably not, maybe more...... Not angry? Or regret? Or unwilling? Or regret it? Or is it disappointment? Or is it a form of self-blame? Among these emotions, the least is anger.
I said, "I'm not angry, why do you think I'm angry?" Or do you think, I should be angry? ”
He may have heard what I said in a hurry, so he said, "It's good that I'm not angry, then let's come out to play in a few days, I'll arrange where to play, and you can follow me." ”
I was suddenly in no mood, or maybe I was a little scared, afraid that my feelings were given by someone else, or stolen, in short, insecure.
I said to him: "If you can determine the next day, you can tell me again, I'll see if I'm not at home that day, Su Yixuan, hang up, my mother is coming back soon, call again next time you have time, bye." ”
I didn't wait for him to speak, and hung up.
After hanging up the phone, I felt very panicked in my heart, as if there was a big stone blocked there, I couldn't swallow it, and I couldn't spit it out.
Originally, I called him to chat, but I didn't expect an unexpected gain. I feel that their relationship is still quite close, how are we going to get along in the future?
When we were in full swing, the words of Tong Feifan I heard today seemed to be a basin of cold water, drenching me from head to toe.