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Li Xingxing didn't actually have any foreseen dreams.
Everything she remembered was the memory of her own past, the cold, uncomfortable, fearful, hateful, insulted and helpless memories of lying in bed.
Everything she knew was also said when Li Lanlan came to visit her in a very small time.
Even if I think about it now, Li Lanlan's words and original intentions are mostly showing off, because the Ji family betrayed the prince, so Li Lanlan and the princess were not compatible in the previous life, but the prince in the previous life has been stormy, and he has not fallen, the Ji family married by Li Lanlan has thrown himself into the king of Chu, although her status in the political arena is soaring, but compared to her identity, Li Lanlan is still not as good as the crown princess, so she can only balance her psychology by showing off to Li Xingxing, who has the worst life among the sisters.
Therefore, Li Xingxing was lying in bed in her previous life, and she always hated Li Lanlan, but now that she thinks about it, it is just because the identity of the crown princess is high, she can't compare, and Li Lanlan is relatively ordinary, the difference between the two identities is not big, one is controlled before marriage, but she is exceptionally happy after marriage, and the other is wanton before marriage, but unfortunately after marriage, Li Lanlan always comes, so that Li Xingxing has to compare her own life, and she is more and more a failure, so she hated Li Lanlan in her previous life, and after waking up, one is to protect the second room, Protecting one's relatives and family is also to vent the hatred in one's heart, so it is always targeted everywhere.
But...... After a long time, especially when the truth of her previous life surfaced little by little, Li Xingxing also realized that no matter what mood Li Lanlan had in her previous life, at least she came to see her, and no one from her relatives came to visit her.
The crown princess did not come, and Mrs. Pang did not come either.
In the past, Li Xingxing always felt that it was because the crown princess wanted to use the Zhenguo Mansion, so she didn't dare to offend the other party, and Mrs. Pang didn't know her situation.
Therefore, she hated Li Lanlan at that time, and another point was that Li Lanlan saw that she was seriously ill and dying, and she did not tell the second room of the Li family about her situation.
Therefore, the only way for Li Xingxing to comfort herself at that time was fantasy.
She imagined that if one day, the crown prince ascended the throne, the crown princess would not need the Zhenguo Mansion, and at that time, she would naturally be able to save her. And if Mrs. Pang knew her situation, she would also be the master for her, Li Xingxing had such an obsession, waited day by day, and then ...... When it was time for her to die.
On that day, Madame Pang and the crown princess finally came to see her, and the two of them came together.
That day, the Chen family of the Zhenguo Mansion did not pour a large amount of medicine into her as before, but she still couldn't speak, couldn't open her eyes, and didn't ...... Her physical condition at that time was so difficult that she could even catch her breath at the end. The crown princess and Madame Pang will come together because she is critically ill. She heard two people walk in her ears, full of grievances but couldn't speak, she faintly heard the sound of crying and talking, but who was talking about something, she couldn't tell, after that, she woke up, and then became a 13-year-old Li Qi girl who was not married, she was reborn.
Therefore, she didn't actually have a foresight dream, but ...... The last scene before death in the previous life was like a nightmare, and she often found her when she dreamed back at midnight.
Li Xingxing had that dream again and again, at the beginning, I didn't know what it was, screaming and struggling, it seemed that she was back on the bed again, desperately struggling with her eyes that couldn't be opened, waiting for the relatives who couldn't see the last face to preside over the gong for herself, every time at this time, Li Xingxing would scream, and repeatedly confirmed that it was just a dream. But after many times, Li Xingxing slowly calmed down, even in a dream, if her heart no longer roared, then the voice of her mother and sister next to the bed became clearer and clearer, after all, at that time, there were not too many people talking at her bedside.
Little by little, although Li Xingxing couldn't see the scene in her dreams, she was gradually able to hear the sound.
The one who was crying was Mrs. Pang.
Mrs. Pang sobbed quietly, crying very sadly.
Someone next to him was softly persuading, it was the crown princess, in this room, except for a dying Li Xingxing, there were only two people, the crown princess and Mrs. Pang.
"Mother, don't be too sad, it's also her life." The crown princess said: "I said at the time, let her bring a few beautiful maid rings, and use some means to win her husband's heart, but she is arrogant and refuses to listen. ”
Surrounded by a beautiful girl, the crown princess really said this, but ...... Chen...... Where did she ever give her such a chance, since the wedding night, she has never been given a chance to survive.
The crown princess continued: "This time the saint was attacked, if it wasn't for the Zhenguo Mansion, where would the saint be able to escape? Now the Zhenguo Mansion has the merit of saving the driver, the prince is asking his family, this time, even the prince is guilty, if it weren't for the fact that we were friendly with the Zhenguo Mansion before, and now I don't know how to be punished by the saint, fortunately, after this incident, all the kings have been convicted, only now the worries, only the King of Wei, but the King of Wei's background is flawed, in the end, is the illegitimate son outside the palace, even if it is the bloodline of the Xiao family, what face does he dare to fight for? Now the prince's position is becoming more and more stable, but it still has to be protected by the Zhenguo Mansion, so the mother, Xingxing died at the same time, she did such a thing, the Chen family is still willing to marry, the original picture was from the dragon's work, now that Xingxing is dead, the Li family can reconcile with the Chen family, let the daughter of the third room remarry, and the two families are still relatives. ”
Li Xingxing finally met her mother and sister who had not seen her for a long time in her previous life in her dream this time, and finally heard what the princess said in front of her bed, but she didn't expect that when she was struggling with her last breath, the princess was saying that she died well.
She hadn't done anything.
She didn't even know anything in her previous life, but in this life, she avoided it and let Li Lanlan suffer for her, and she watched from the sidelines before she discovered the truth.
Li Xingxing was so angry with the crown princess that she couldn't bear it even in her dream, and almost vomited blood, but fortunately, Mrs. Pang's words still comforted her.