Chapter 353: Love is not there

"I'm back". Hearing the sound of the door closing, Lin Xiazhi deliberately walked out to take a look, and when she saw that it was Lu Huating back, she breathed a sigh of relief.

"Hmm". Lu Huating nodded and changed his slippers.

Lin Xiazhi didn't know what to say, she still had an apron tied around her waist, a spatula in her hand, and the sound of the range hood kept thinking.

"What's the paste?" Lu Huating sniffed.

"Oh". Lin Xiazhi reacted and hurriedly ran back to the kitchen.

Lu Huating threw the document bag in his hand on the coffee table, he ripped off the tie around his neckline, and said at the door of the kitchen: "I'll take a shower first."

"Hmm". Lin Xiazhi didn't seem to know how to get along for a while, and nodded, a little cramped.

Waiting for Lu Huating to walk away, she shook her head, turned it off, and put the dishes in the pot on the plate.

Lu Huating quickly rinsed up, changed into a set of beige casual clothes, and when he came out, the tiredness on his face had been swept away.

"Let's eat". The meal was already on the table, Lin Xiazhi said hello, took off the apron on her waist, pulled out a chair and sat down.

"Hmm". Lu Huating nodded, and when he passed the coffee table, he bent down and picked up the document bag again.

"What is this?" Lin Xiazhi asked, but she didn't care too much, picked up the chopsticks, took a piece of green vegetables and put it in her mouth.

"This is the household register and marriage certificate." Lu Huating's mood calmed down a lot, and he also had an appetite, he picked up the porcelain bowl and lost his usual Sven.

"What are you doing with these?" Lin Xiazhi was surprised.

"I'm going to divorce Su Jin early tomorrow morning." Lu Huating poured himself a glass of water, took a sip, and then said.

"What?" Lin Xiazhi's eyes widened, a little incredulous, she thought of Lu Huating had told Lu Yunkhan that she wanted to marry her, and she became nervous for no reason.

"How...... Why are you suddenly going to get divorced? She tugged at the corners of her mouth stiffly, looking unnatural.

"I want to give you a name while I'm still alive, and also give Yunkhan a home." After speaking, Lu Huating held Lin Xiazhi's hand, Lin Xiazhi wanted to pull it out, but held back.

"Or ...... Forget it, after all these years, I don't care anymore". Lin Xiazhi smiled bitterly.

"But I care, you've been with me for half your life, you haven't gotten anything, I just want to give you a name before I die." Lu Huating sighed, he thought about it carefully, when did he meet Lin Xiazhi, maybe it was still when he was in high school, he was still a hairy young man, relying on a little money in his family, he went on a rampage all day long, and later, when he met Lin Xiazhi, he restrained a lot.

At that time, he couldn't say what he liked about Lin Xiazhi? But it is certain that it has nothing to do with her appearance, Lin Xiazhi is at most beautiful, and her family background is not good, because of perennial malnutrition, she looks dark and thin, but Lu Huating likes to be controlled by her, and even listens to whatever she says.

Later, he broke up with her for the benefit of the Lu family, but even if he met the more outstanding Yin Sujin, there was always only one Lin Xiazhi in his heart, maybe because of apologies, or lingering, he later found Lin Xiazhi, although she already had a boyfriend, and he was also married to Yin Sujin, but they still couldn't control their feelings for each other, and the old love rekindled.

Maybe it's because she loves him, so Lin Xiazhi became his qing person, and gave birth to Lu Yunkhan for him, and has been by his side for almost 30 years without regrets, and has never asked him for anything.

Probably because of this, Lu Huating felt even more sorry for Lin Xiazhi, and he later had someone else, not only did he not give her a name, but he also did not give her the only love.

If it weren't for him, Lin Xiazhi would marry an ordinary man, and he might quarrel over wealth, rice, oil and salt, but that man must know more pain and heat than him, so that Lin Xiazhi can live happily for the rest of her life.

"I ......". Lin Xiazhi bit her lip and had the urge to tell Lu Huating everything, but thinking of what he had done before, she still held back.

She can do anything, but Lu Yunkhan can't, he is still in his twenties, and his life has just begun, she must make plans for Lu Yunkhan.

"And I think that if I transfer all the shares of the company to Guinan, he is very good, and he will definitely manage the Lu family well." Lu Huating felt that the matter had come to this, and there was no need for him to hide anything from Lin Xiazhi, although he was afraid that she would taste it, but she would know about it sooner or later.

"Okay". Everything Lin Xiazhi did was for this, so she didn't show any displeasure, but was a little relieved, which meant that she could get 20 million from Yin Sujin's hands again.

"You're really not angry?" Lu Huating was a little unconvinced.

"What do I have to be angry about, it's your freedom to get something to whom you want to leave it, and besides, Yun Cambodia's ability can't afford such a big responsibility."

"If only you could think like that." Lu Huating nodded with satisfaction.

"And I won't favor one over the other, there are some other industries under my name, which will be left to Yun Cambodia, but you can rest assured, there are special people to take care of it, and it won't bother Yun Cambodia."

"Well, if Yun Cambodia is willing to accept it, I have no opinion." Lin Xiazhi was still unmoved, she was really dead to Lu Huating, and she would rather take Yin Sujin's money than have the slightest involvement with Lu Huating.

Lu Huating pursed his lips and didn't speak, he seemed to feel that something was wrong with Lin Xiazhi, but he thought that Lin Xiazhi was still angry with him because of other women, and he didn't care too much.

After eating, Lin Xiazhi cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks in the kitchen, and Lu Huating sat in the living room smoking, it seemed that the quiet environment in the past made him a little bored, so he picked up the remote control and turned on the TV.

After washing the dishes, Lin Xiazhi took off her apron, came out of the kitchen, and stood a little helpless for a while before speaking: "I'll take a bath first."

"Hmm". Lu Huating shook the ashes of his cigarette, a little absent-minded.

Closing the door, Lin Xiazhi leaned on the door panel and breathed a long sigh of relief, she hesitated, but still did not lock the door.

Walking slowly into the bathroom, she stopped by the faucet, turned on the switch, and splashed the water on her face, again and again, as if venting.

For a moment, she couldn't breathe, and then she paused, her hands propped on the edge of the marble table, staring directly at herself in the mirror.

It was an old, dark face, and even if she pulled the corners of her mouth, nothing changed.

She is in her fifties, and there is no possibility of starting over in life, in fact, she regrets it a little, and even blames Lu Huating a little, why didn't she show her true nature earlier, she might as well withdraw as soon as possible.

With a sigh, she walked to the bathtub, and while the water was released, she stayed for a while, and waited until the bathtub was full, before she came back to her senses.

After taking a shower, she pushed open the bathroom door, and when she saw that the light in the room was not turned on, she relieved herself and walked out while wiping her hair.

She sat down on the edge of the bed, turned on the lamp on the bedside table, the light was dim and illuminated only a corner of the room, and when her hair was almost dry, she lifted the quilt and lay down on the bed.

Lin Xiazhi pinched the quilt and waited tremblingly for a long time before closing her eyes, she was now very resistant to sleeping in the same bed as Lu Huating, on the one hand, she didn't know how to face it, and on the other hand, she thought he was dirty.

She didn't know how many women Lu Huating had outside over the years, but she couldn't help but guess, and she couldn't help but imagine that when she was alone in the empty room, Lu Huating was holding the tenderness and sweetness of other women.

After thinking about it for a while, Yin Sujin lost consciousness, perhaps because she was afraid that Lu Huating would come in while she was asleep, she woke up once in the middle of the night, and was not relieved until she heard a sound from the living room.

Lu Huating's heart was too depressed, so he sat on the sofa in the living room all night watching TV, in fact, he didn't know what he was watching, and the cigarettes in his hand never stopped.

Early in the morning, he may have been too tired, so he leaned back on the sofa and squinted for a while, Lin Xiazhi came out of the bedroom, stunned for a moment, still a little unbearable, picked up the blazer that was put aside and covered him.

"What time is it?" Maybe it was because he smoked too much, Lu Huating's voice was so hoarse that he couldn't speak.

"It's almost eight o'clock". Lin Xiazhi glanced at the wall clock on the wall.

"Oh". Lu Huating pressed his temples before sitting up with the armrests.

Lin Xiazhi thought about it, turned around and walked into the kitchen and poured a glass of water for Lu Huating.