After I went back to the dormitory, Jiajia quickly wrapped a towel around me, I didn't want to change my clothes, I called Su Yixuan, I didn't want to cry, but as soon as Su Yixuan picked up the phone, I couldn't help sobbing.

I said, "Where are you?" ”

He said, "Of course I'm in the unit, it's Saturday, what's wrong?" ”

As soon as I wanted to speak, he said again: "Don't say it, I'm going to have a meeting, today the director of the big factory is coming, I'll go over first, and I'll call you later." ”

I held the towel Jiajia gave me and cried, Jiajia comforted me and said, "He doesn't know what happened to you, does he?" He didn't know it was raining here, huh? Don't cry, don't cry, go take a shower, don't catch a cold. ”

I was almost pushed into the bathroom by Jiajia, I took a long time in that bath, I felt longer than I washed in the bath in my hometown, the shower knocked on my face, I don't know if I still cry, but I have been sad in my heart, Jiajia is right, in fact, he doesn't know anything, and he hung up on me just because he was going to have a meeting.

However, I was so embarrassed just now, so embarrassed that I didn't want to think about him, I didn't want to think about things from his point of view, and I didn't want to try to understand him.

Maybe, I'm still not sensible enough, I don't know, should I forgive him? I think I'll forgive me, after all, it's not the first time.

Although, it was the first time it made me so sad, but there were a few times before, when I wanted to talk to him, he was blocked, he either wanted to go to a meeting, or someone was looking for him, or he was in class, but he would come back to me as soon as possible, like nothing happened, and ask me what I wanted to say just now, but I really forgot.

Sometimes, even if I haven't forgotten, I'm not in the mood to say those words again. Maybe that's it, I don't want to talk to him, but in fact, he didn't do anything wrong, maybe I lost that patience.

When I came out of the shower, Jiajia said to me, "Your boyfriend has called you a few times, go back quickly, how are you?" Do you feel sick? It's raining so hard, don't catch a cold. ”

I said, "It's okay, it's strong, it's fine." ”

As soon as I finished speaking, my phone rang again, Jiajia looked at me and said, "Look, I still care about you, you guys have a good chat, I was just going out to buy something, and the bedroom will be given to you." With that, she turned and went out.

I picked up the phone and said, "You're not busy?" ”

He said, "Well, I've been a bit busy lately, our last year is an internship, and I'm not going to school, and right away, when you're in your sophomore year, I'm going to start concentrating on work." I don't have to go back to school, I hope I can have the opportunity to transfer to S City in the future, so that we don't have to be in another place. When I see you, I'm down-to-earth. ”

I laughed and said, "Then you will soon become an office worker, will you dislike me as a student who is still reaching out to my family for money?" ”

His voice suddenly became higher, and he said, "Of course not, I'm still afraid that you will dislike me for my low education, if you don't dislike me, I won't dislike you." By the way, you just called me, what's the matter? It doesn't seem right to hear your voice, what's wrong? Sick? ”

I said, "No, it's nothing, it's just that I suddenly missed you just now, but I didn't expect you to be busy." Otherwise, I won't call you. ”

He said to me in a questioning tone, "Are you really okay?" Don't lie to me, I'll tell you, I'll know anything about you, oh, I've pressed monitor on you. ”

At this time, I saw that the rain outside still did not stop, and I saw that there were couples who did not bring umbrellas, but the boy wore his coat over the two people, and the girl trotted all the way to the downstairs of our dormitory with the boy on his shoulder.

I looked at the desk, and the books I had fallen on the floor were almost wet, and the luckily books that I didn't borrow from the library were all hard covers, and there were no missing pages.

On the phone, Su Yixuan was still saying: "For example, last weekend, you and Qin Nan went shopping, right?" Then, one day you were in the library, and you met a classmate who asked you for a phone number, right? You see, I know all about it. ”

I said, "Do you know I'm in the rain today?" It's raining a lot in S city today, I didn't bring an umbrella, I went back to the dormitory with my schoolbag, the girls waiting for the rain at the door of the teaching building, were picked up by boyfriends or friends, only me, I don't know who I'm waiting for, and I don't know why I didn't bring an umbrella, so I ran back to the dormitory in the heavy rain, and when I got downstairs, the only schoolbag that helped me withstand the rain was knocked off, and the books were scattered, and I went from a soup chicken to a poor soup chicken. When I went back to my dorm, I called my boyfriend, and he told me he was busy and hung up. ”

There was an instant silence on the phone, neither of us spoke, only I could hear my sobs, and later, I heard a "click", I thought, it must be him lighting a cigarette.

We were silent for about two minutes, and during those two minutes, there was no conversation, and I was sobbing and crying, he must have been smoking.

He spoke first: "I'm sorry, although I said it very weakly, but I don't know what to say to express my current mood." ”

I snorted and said, "Do you know how many sorry you've said to me since we separated in H City?" I should have counted it for you at least 100 times, right? ”

He said, "Will you wait for me any longer?" Wait for me for another year, if I can't be transferred to S City, I'll find a job and find S City, and a year later, by the end of your sophomore year, I will definitely be in S City, okay? This year, you, take good care of yourself, and for me, take good care of yourself. ”

I didn't know what to say, so I wiped my tears and said, "If I had known that falling in love was so uncomfortable, I would never have fallen in love, and now I really feel ...... Su Yixuan, you say, are we boyfriend and girlfriend? ”

I heard a "click" from his side again, he said: "Count, why don't you count, don't count, we are, you're about to have summer vacation, you go home directly, I'll try to go home, we're also the last vacation, there should be a holiday, I'll go home to see you, okay?" ”

I said, "Got it, anyway, you're going to eat it, you should have thought about it, right?" You can eat me yourself, that's why it's easy to say sorry to me, because no matter what, I won't really be angry with you, will I? ”

I'm not really angry, it's just that today is really miserable and wronged, so I complained to him, right?