Chapter 105: Selfishness

"I don't know." Li Xuehuang replied, now he has no clue, Feng Qingyan's matter has actually made him anxious, and now he doesn't know where a dream demon came out.

Whether it was 5,000 years ago or 5,000 years later, the world did not tolerate her in the slightest. Li Xuehuang thought for a while and said: "Anyway, Seventh Uncle, you keep this place well, I'm afraid that the fire spirit will be found, and the ice spirit sleeping at the bottom of the lake, don't let her break through the enchantment." Xia Chongming's side, I will find a way to convince. ”

He wants to take her to improve her strength as soon as possible, but now she is too weak, even if he wants to protect her all the time, there is no way to protect her well. Not to mention that his own cultivation has not yet reached the peak, if when is someone takes advantage of it again, then what can he do?

After Li Xuehuang and Li Yihang discussed, they decided to send Zhang Kewei to the school infirmary first, and Li Yihang went to contact his network overnight, and issued a medical certificate as soon as possible, so as to give Zhang Kewei's family an explanation the next day.

Xia Chongming has been sticking to Zhang Kewei's side, the tears on her face have been cried, she is still looking forward to whether Zhang Kewei will wake up suddenly, and said to her with a smile that she has finally waited for her. She followed Li Yihang all the way to the school infirmary, carried Zhang Kewei alone, put her on the bed in the infirmary, covered her with a quilt, and sat in front of the bed all night.

Li Xuehuang was also by her side, he knew that he couldn't dissuade her at this moment, now her spirit was too fragile, she needed to sit quietly here and calm down that turbulent heart.

He also guarded Xia Chongming, at this moment he didn't dare to leave her for a penny, and the experience in the dream made him feel palpitations when he thought about it. He looked at Xia Chongming's overworked and sleeping face, took a blanket from the hospital room, and gently covered her body.

At that time, he stabbed himself with an attitude of giving it a try, and entered her second dream, only to see her looking at the jade sculpture of Chongming holding Liuyu, kneeling on the ground not far away and hugging her head and crying. Li Xuehuang didn't know how much of her past life memories she had read, the flower candles in the cave room, had she ever seen it?

She regarded him as Liu Yu, which was the last thing Li Xuehuang wanted, he would never be Liu Yu, and he would never be able to replace Liu Yu's place in her heart.

He looked at her like this, and stayed by her side all night, sleepless all night.

The next day, Li Yihang really dragged the relationship and gave Zhang Kewei a hospital certificate, which said that Zhang Kewei unfortunately broke her head while playing outdoor sports at school and was sent to the hospital for rescue, although she was still alive, she would never wake up.

Proof of diagnosis: brain dead.

This is the most reasonable explanation that Li Yihang can find, in order to confuse the real with the fake, he also cast an illusion on Zhang Kewei's head, creating a bumped appearance, and wrapped her in gauze. He called Ms. Zhang's family to inform them that their daughter had been in an accident at school and asked them to come and have a look.

Xia Chongming stood in the corner of the ward, watching the two middle-aged people belated, Zhang Kewei's parents looked very kind, and it could be seen from their dresses that Zhang Kewei's family was very wealthy, and her father was even wearing a suit, looking like a cadre of a certain government unit.

Li Yihang handed the diagnosis to Zhang Kewei's parents, and the two middle-aged people, who were almost over half a hundred years old, looked at the diagnosis carefully, and couldn't believe what they saw, they hugged Zhang Kewei and cried bitterly, asking Li Yihang, but Li Yihang finally just shook his head and said to them in a loud voice.

He promised to compensate them, but what could that do? In the eyes of Zhang Kewei's parents, it is still unknown whether Zhang Kewei can wake up, and what can they do with those compensations? Their daughter was at the age of youth, but after that, she could only lie in bed and became a vegetative person without any consciousness.

It is not easy for them to cultivate this daughter, and they have worked hard for many years to train the only child in the family to college, but now, ...... They have no way to blame anyone, if they want to blame, they have to blame the heavens, why did Zhang Kewei fall and hurt her head?

Xia Chongming looked at their painful appearance, and his whole body was numb there, and Li Xuehuang stood behind her, watching without saying a word. Xia Chongming's heart was bound by the shackles of countless sins at the moment, and she knew that Zhang Kewei's departure was not an accident, nor was it the lies compiled by Li Yihang's mouth, but because of her Xia Chongming. It was because of her that she brought the disaster to Zhang Kewei, and she was really as ominous as she said in her dream.

Those two parents must be waiting for their children to wake up, right? They are willing to give their whole lives to wait. But Xia Chongming knew that even if they waited until they died, they would not wait for the day when Zhang Kewei woke up.

She really couldn't stand it anymore, and quietly walked out of the infirmary, and Li Xuehuang saw her walking away with her head down, so he silently followed. Xia Chongming came to the corridor and looked at the scenery outside the window, this campus was still as beautiful as ever, but now her familiar smiling face would no longer appear at all.

A line of tears flowed from the corners of her eyes, and the moist tears slid down her cheeks to her hand holding the windowsill, Xia Chongming rubbed the bitter tears, covered his eyes and cried in a low voice.

"I'm sorry." Li Xuehuang walked up to her side and said.

Xia Chongming wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, and said to Li Xuehuang with an angry face: "I'm sorry? You lied to me, why don't you get her out too?"

"I went too late, and her soul had already been eaten away by the time I went." Li Xuehuang said in a very self-reproachful tone.

"Then why did you kill that monster? It devoured Sister Weiwei's soul, why don't you want to save her. Xia Chongming asked rhetorically, her tone was very excited, as if all the resentment in her heart was on Li Xuehuang.

Her words Li Xuehuang couldn't refute, it was true that there was a better way at that time, but he didn't know it at that time, and he didn't consider the possibility of saving Zhang Kewei when he was in a hurry. Li Xuehuang looked at Xia Chongming's red and swollen eyes from crying, and stretched out his hand to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, but Xia Chongming angrily slapped his hand down.

"Don't touch me!" Xia Chongming said angrily.

Li Xuehuang's hand that stopped in the air paused, took it back, he also leaned on the windowsill, looked at his parents who were crying in the infirmary, and said for a long time: "I know you don't believe me, it's just ...... I really didn't have a better way to save you and her. If you want to blame me, complain...... I'm sorry. ”

He tolerated Xia Chongming's little temper and whispered the words sorry. There is just one sentence, Li Xuehuang chose to bury it in his heart forever, even if he knew how to save Zhang Kewei at that time, he would save Xia Chongming without hesitation. Because it takes a lot of time to extract the broken soul from the demonic object, and it is almost impossible to reassemble the soul together.

If he chose to save Zhang Kewei at that time, he would definitely delay time, so Xia Chongming should have also chosen to break in the second dream. Obviously, there is only one between Xia Chongming and Zhang Kewei. And no matter when or under what circumstances, he would choose to save Xia Chongming, this was a question that Li Xuehuang did not need to answer.

Xia Chongming looked up at Li Xuehuang with his head bowed in contemplation, and stopped crying. What's wrong with her? Why is he so selfishly blaming Emperor Li Xuehuang? She's so carried away! Now she shouldn't blame Li Xuehuang at all, it was not easy for him to bring her back from the dream, how could she blame him?

Besides......

Xia Chongming recalled the face of Liu Yu in the dream that was exactly the same as that of Li Xuehuang, and thought to himself: Will the two of them be the same person? If it was really a person, then she, Xia Chongming, would have no reason to complain about Li Xuehuang.

Xia Chongming sniffed, rubbed her eyes, sorted out her emotions, and said to Li Xuehuang: "You don't have to say sorry to me, and I shouldn't blame you." It's not your fault with me in the first place, and I'll definitely catch the culprit! ”

Her tone was very firm, without the slightest feeling of wavering, and after she finished speaking, she tilted her head and asked, "Li Xuehuang, why did you change from Li Xuewei to Li Xuehuang?" You...... Are you still Liuyu? ”

Li Xuehuang didn't expect her to ask such a question, he was actually very reluctant to answer this question, these two questions were the pain in his heart, and they were the past that he would never dare to mention.

He hesitated, should he tell her? Tell her if she will dislike him? Would she be reluctant to touch him again?

"I ...... I am. Now Li Xuehuang's answer to this question can only go so far, he really can't say too much, even in front of her.

He looked at Xia Chongming's appearance of wanting to speak and stopped, as if he wanted to continue to ask, Li Xuehuang hurriedly opened the topic and said, "By the way, you...... Would you like me to call you a spell and teach you how to practice? We...... Probably going to leave this school, out of the city. ”

He asked very carefully, testing Xia Chongming's reaction.

Xia Chongming was actually very puzzled by his answer, could it be that he recognized the fact that he was Liuyu? But why didn't he answer her first question? This question has been bothering Xia Chongming for a long time, she doesn't know what Li Xuehuang has experienced, how he lived five thousand years ago and five thousand years later?

In her dream, she only saw the picture of the fall of the Six Yu Gods, and she didn't know anything about the follow-up. How was Feng Qingyan sealed later, how did Chongming Bird establish the Netherworld, how did he establish the way of reincarnation, and why did he hand over the entire Netherworld to Yan Mo? Why was she reincarnated?

All this was still confused in her mind, she actually wanted to ask Li Xuehuang, but Li Xuehuang seemed to deliberately avoid this topic and did not want to mention it.

Going out with him to practice? Xia Chongming was thinking about this question, she was indeed too weak and needed to improve her strength. But there should be many ways to improve your strength, right? Get her out of here? There's her friends here, there's her family, and everything she has lived here......

She was very reluctant, she didn't want to leave here at all. But suddenly, she thought of Zhang Kewei's miserable white face again, if she continued to stay here, could she guarantee that she would not implicate the people around her? Just like Zhang Kewei......

She is ominous, Su Soul's letter once said that her icy eyes were caused trouble to the Xia family, and in the end, her home was shattered. If it weren't for her own reasons, her parents must be very loving now, right?