Sometimes we feel that time flies too fast, it seems that we have just finished listening to the hilarious sketches of "Torchbearer" and "News Little People", and we have just kowtowed to our grandparents to receive the New Year's money, and in a blink of an eye, it is April and May, the season to be sown.

Sometimes we feel that time flies too slowly, why haven't we graduated yet, this day is too grinding, every day is an exam, a mock simulation, a roll.

We are in this flustered and tangled mood, ushered in the last mock exam at the end of May, this time, we will start to review freely.

This May, we have been very depressed, every day on campus news, on the news broadcast on the TV at home, are broadcasting 512 things, looking at the rows of schoolbags, the rows of fallen buildings, the screams, it feels as if it is happening around me.

We had a TV in each class, but since I was in the third year of high school, the TV seemed to have become an ornament, and it was rarely turned on, and during that time, at noon, the teacher would make an exception to turn on the TV and let us watch the news for 15 minutes, and for the first day or two, I was waiting in my seat with everyone, waiting for the teacher to turn on the TV.

The mood of watching is too uncomfortable, whether it is a student or a teacher, they are full of tears, and they dare not cry out loud, and later, I stopped watching, when the news was broadcast, I and Danan, Ouyang, Tong Zelin, went to the school pavilion for a while, chatted, it seems that I can't see those pictures, I can't hear the numbers that are growing every day, as if we can save our compatriots from suffering like this.

Tong Zelin said to us one day: "Sometimes I think I'm quite tragic, I have no heart and lungs since I was a child, I am a half-person in my studies, relying on myself to be smarter, sometimes I can't distinguish priorities, joke everywhere, and get beaten a lot."

Growing up, I often thought that if I hadn't been born in this small place, I would have been able to be like those boys on TV, who would have been caught walking by the coach and dragged to play basketball.

You don't know, in fact, my family is quite complicated, my dad rarely comes home, and I don't know what kind of family our family is.

Later, I was very happy to meet you, when I found the direction of my life, and the direction of the stage, I got this tormenting disease again, sometimes I think, is it because I did something hurtful in my previous life, so I have to torture me like this in this life, and even sometimes think that I will die like this.

But lately, I have found that I seem to be much luckier that I was not born in such a place, which dooms me to such a catastrophe; Although I have such a disease, I can still take the college entrance examination, go to college, see the outside world, and fall in love with Qin Nan; Although my family may not be so happy, my mother has never abandoned me, I am sick, I still spend a lot of money, my mother has never said anything to me, or even give me the best.

In comparison, I am really much luckier than them, who would have thought that I would still be in class in the last second, everyone is still classmates, and the next second is ......" Speaking of this, Tong Zelin wiped his tears, and then said: "Who knows, in the next second, they may go together and become ...... Look at the people who have been down there for so long in order to survive, and finally have to have their limbs amputated, their legs sawed, and they have to survive.

I really don't think it's a problem anymore. Don't worry, I will prepare well for the exam, and I will not disappoint everyone, especially Qin Nan, I will work hard to live. ”

After he finished speaking, he went over and hugged Da Nan.

It's been a long time since I've seen Tong Zelin so sensational, it seems that the last time was still, when I drank too much, confessed to Danan and made an oath in front of us. This sensationalism was very "successful", and I was already wiping my tears.

I said to Tong Zelin: "You are so annoying, I finally mustered up the courage to stop watching the news broadcast, but as a result, I heard you talk about the 'news broadcast' for so long here, which made me cry, you are really annoying, you are not allowed to be so annoying in the future, and you are not allowed to have so many messy thoughts, do you hear?" ”

Tong Zelin brushed my hair in the back as usual, and then said to me: "I know, if I don't play with you anymore, who will tease you, isn't it, little princess?" I've heard about you, and the school is about to get out. ”

My heart lifted up at once, and I said, "What...... What's the matter? ”

Tong Zelin said: "It's about you and Qin Nan going to the fried chicken restaurant opposite, holding the matter of the proprietress of others, you two are really good girls with good hearts and hearts." ”

I blushed at the time and said, "What's so good about this kind of thing, besides, then, isn't there something wrong with the boss's wife's family, okay, okay, don't talk about it." I quickly diverted the topic, and I was still a little embarrassed to say it.

I continued, "It's been a tough time, but if we grow up a little bit more, we can volunteer, and I hope I can help them."

This year is really a lot of disasters, snow disasters, earthquakes, we still have the Olympics this year, and we are taking the college entrance examination this year, so we should also be a special candidate.

However, if you think about what you can do for them, the only thing you can do is donations, the school's donations a few days ago, I took out all my New Year's money, you too, right? ”

Everyone nodded, and Ouyang said, "Not only my New Year's money, but I also donated my parents' living expenses for me, as well as the money for me to buy books." ”

Danan said, "What about your book?" Let's get it together for you. ”

Although we don't follow the news on class TV, there are so many channels for us to know about the earthquake. This May is destined to be a sad May.

One afternoon, when we were preparing for class, the teacher said to us: "Students, you are lucky, now, in Wenchuan, how many students who are the same age as you should also go to the examination room with you and look forward to a better future together, but because of this disaster, they will stay there forever." You must study hard, play hard, be admitted to a good university, and open up a better future, because you are also burdened with the dreams of those children, and you go to see the world for them.

Although you don't know each other, we are all Chinese, and maybe their dream is to go to Beijing, to Shanghai, to be scientists. Students, everyone should work hard, strive to let their little bit grow and accumulate into a great change in this society.

In the future, the teacher believes that you can do it and achieve something, and then say to the deceased children, 'I have realized my dream for you, and I love this society and the world for you'. Okay, let's go to class, the teacher is a little excited today, you can listen as much as you can. ”

The teacher turned to write the board book, she should be wiping her tears, the teacher is a little excited today, but what she said, I can understand, I can understand, I can understand, the teacher is right, I feel that the meaning of this college entrance examination is not only that I am going to a good university, it seems that there is also such a sense of social responsibility.

Later, when I went to the teacher's office to get something, I heard the teachers say, it turned out that our teacher, when we went to Yunnan with the group to play a few years ago, there was a mother and son in the group, who were from Wenchuan.

They have a good relationship, and they have been in touch for several years, and they will mail some souvenirs to each other and write letters. This year, I learned that her children were also taking the college entrance examination this year, and after the earthquake, the teacher couldn't contact them, and then finally got in touch, it was her husband who picked them up, and her husband told the teacher that their son had left, and she herself was still rescuing, and she didn't know if she could survive.

Therefore, the teacher's emotions in those two days were very excited, and the teacher who listened to the chat said: "Hey, although it is just a general friend, but such a thing happened, it is really sad, after the good New Year this year, I also sent each other special products, and also made an appointment to go to Xiamen together during the summer vacation this year, as a result, hey, it is still very sad, Mr. Zhang is a person who attaches great importance to feelings, if it is not for the graduating class, maybe she will ask for leave to go to Sichuan." ”

When I heard this, I also understood better, why Teacher Zhang was so excited in class, and she would come to our class to watch the news with the students every day at noon, when I was still watching it a few days ago, I also saw that when our homeroom teacher turned off the TV, she left a little lost, I think, she may also want to hear some miracles on TV. It turns out that the teacher will be like all of us, expecting miracles.

Thinking about it later, the teacher is also a normal person, and normal people will long for miracles. Teacher Xiao Zhang was looking forward to that moment, her friend, one day ran up to her and said to her, "Look, there is a false alarm." ”

That night, I called Su Yixuan, he said that their school also organized donations, said that the Red Cross in H City would also organize donations, he also went to donate, and said to me a little apologetically: "Originally, I saved money to give you a better gift when you graduated, but I really couldn't help it, watching TV every day, it was too uncomfortable, I rolled up half, there is less than a month before you graduate, I try to save more, but, when the time comes, if the gift is not so good, don't dislike it." ”

I burst out laughing and said to him, "Did you mean to make me laugh?" Isn't it, is it intentional? Do you think I'm going to dislike you for this? I thank you too late, I can't think of it, you're quite caring. ”

He said, "Of course, if you don't have love, I can take you over." ”

"I'm a little animal, and I want you to be loving."

We chatted like this for a while, I told him about Teacher Zhang, he said: "Teacher Zhang is also a temperamental person, she is right, you study hard, take the exam well, and it should be for the candidates in that place, when the time comes, let's celebrate together, okay?" We can also come on a graduation trip. ”

I suddenly remembered something and said to him, "By the way, how is your internship?" ”

He said: "We will have a unit at the end of June and July, so we can have a specific plan, so when you graduate, I will take a few days off and go home to accompany you to graduate, and then when you come back, I will see, if there is a suitable unit for me, I will go, if not, I will think of other ways." ”

I hurriedly said: "If you have a good opportunity, go for an internship, in fact, you don't have to come back to accompany me, and besides, I'm not alone, isn't it, I have a few of them, how can I be lonely, no, don't worry." Don't miss a good unit or anything because of this, since I didn't go to high school, I went out, just to find a good unit, don't miss it. ”

He said, "No, I have a plan. "I heard him say this, I must have planned it, and I won't say anything more, otherwise he should think that I don't want him to come back.

He then said to me, "Xiaoyu, you...... I ......"

I said, "When did you become distracted?" What's wrong? You say, I'll listen again. ”

He said: "You, when you go to college and meet more and more talented people, do you think that we are too far behind?" Although, after I graduated, I am also a junior college, I can also upgrade to a bachelor's degree, and I can even go to graduate school, but, after all, I am not a college student like you who has taken the college entrance examination seriously, do you think that the gap between us is a bit big? When you see a better boy, you dislike me? ”

I smiled and said, "Why, do you boys suffer from gains and losses like this?" ”

He said: "Well, I recently had a buddy, his girlfriend was one year older than us, and she would be a sophomore when she started school, she was, because she was in college, she participated in a club, or a student union, and met other boys, so she thought that my buddy was dirty, ugly, and frustrated, so she broke up, and then turned around and was with that boy." ”

I said, "There are other things between them, which I didn't tell you, you don't know, maybe it's not just what he said, maybe there are other reasons." It's not easy to judge this way.

And don't you know me? If I had to wait until I went to college? In junior high school and high school, I also received love letters and confessions, okay? Although there are a lot less this year, I don't know why, but haven't I all refused, many of them should be more talented and handsome than you, right? Hahaha"

Unexpectedly, he was not amused by me, but just said lightly: "Oh." ”