Chapter 334: Self-reflection
The female secretary came back late, the taxi stopped at the gate of the community, she paid for the car and trotted all the way in.
When she got to the door of the unit, she took out her mobile phone from her pocket and dialed Lu Huating's phone, and no one answered after a long time, she was a little irritable, and she was afraid in her heart, she didn't want to go back, but she was afraid that things would get worse.
The elevator came, she hesitated for a moment or raised her feet and stepped in, she looked up at the red numbers and kept jumping, the expression on her face was also very solemn, finally, the elevator door slowly opened, she took a deep breath, and then walked out with her bag.
She knocked on the door tentatively first, and after waiting for a while, there was no movement inside, she breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that Lu Huating had not arrived yet, and the threatening words just now were just talk.
The female secretary lowered her head and took out the key from her pocket, inserted it into the lock hole accurately, twisted it twice and opened the door, she stretched out her head to see that it was dark inside, and then walked in with confidence, and turned on the light casually, and when she changed into slippers and turned back, she was immediately frightened and took a step back.
At this moment, Lu Huating was sitting motionless on the sofa staring at him, with a gloomy face.
"I've tried to make the driver as fast as possible, but it's too far away and he can't do anything about it." The female secretary tried to explain, then took off her coat and hung it on the hanger.
"You come here". Lu Huating didn't take a stubble, he waved his hand, and there was no joy or anger in his tone.
"Hmm". The female secretary nodded, still a little trembling, she grabbed the cuffs of her sweater, and bit her lower lip with her teeth.
"Sit down".
The female secretary stood beside Lu Huating, Lu Huating took out a cigarette case from the coffee table, knocked out a cigarette and lit it, took a deep breath and spit out the smoke ring, and then spoke again.
"Hmm". The female secretary nodded again, unusually obedient.
"Hua Ting, what's wrong with you?" The female secretary put her hand on Lu Huating's knee and tried to calm his emotions.
Lu Huating was silent, his hair was messy on his forehead, and the blush on his face had not yet faded.
"How many men did you have before me?" Lu Huating took another puff of cigarette, the fire was scarlet, and the stabbing female secretary trembled in her heart.
"I ......". The female secretary lowered her eyes, and she withdrew her hand, probably a little unspeakable.
"Tell the truth". Lu Huating tried to hook the corners of his mouth, but the heart of the person who looked at this smile was even more permeating.
"About two or three". The female secretary is ambiguous.
"How many are there?" Lu Huating's face sank, obviously not satisfied with her answer.
"Three". The female secretary subconsciously retreated.
"You lied". Lu Huating swept the water cup on the coffee table to the ground, and the sound of glass shattering frightened the female secretary's body.
"Say, how many men have you had?" Lu Huating took advantage of the female secretary's unpreparedness, raised his hand and clamped the female secretary's neck, and continued to increase his strength.
"Speak". Lu Huating roared.
The female secretary struggled, her whole face had begun to turn red, she leaned completely on the sofa, and finally the consciousness of survival made her use her legs.
I don't know how long it took, when the female secretary was about to lose consciousness, Lu Huating's sanity was restored, he let go of his hand, and said coldly: "Don't pretend to be dead."
The female secretary gasped heavily, she closed her eyes, her face was lax for the rest of her life, and after a while, she threw herself at Lu Huating's body and shouted: "Lu Huating, you bastard, I will fight with you."
Her hand also pinched Lu Huating's neck, but a woman's strength was no match for a man after all, Lu Huating turned his head and dodged, raised his hand and slapped the female secretary in the face, the force was too great, the female secretary fell on the sofa, and her eyes were black for a moment.
"Slut, you still dare to resist, if it weren't for you, how could I get this disease?" After speaking, Lu Huating smashed a punch regardless of it.
"What does it matter to me that you're sick?" The female secretary covered her face and howled for a while, before she reacted to Lu Huating's words, she turned her head, and her eyes were scarlet.
"It's none of your business? I don't care if you're messing around outside, but you're infecting me? ”
"Am I infected? You...... What disease do you have? The female secretary sat up straight in surprise, and she wiped the tears from her face indiscriminately, regardless of whether her makeup would be rubbed or not.
"Love*". Lu Huating gritted his teeth and said.
"What?" The female secretary was shocked and subconsciously moved.
"You've got love*?"
"Wouldn't I be infected?" Thinking of this possibility, the female secretary immediately became nervous.
"It's you who infect me." Lu Huating corrected.
"How is that possible? What evidence do you have? ”
"Have you counted how many women there are besides me? How do you doubt them? The female secretary retorted.
Her words made Lu Huating speechless, Lu Huating now carefully recalled that he had hooked up with several women in the entertainment venue, and the chance of being infected by them was indeed greater than that of a female secretary.
"Lu Huating, you contracted this disease outside and came to slander me, I told you that I would go for a check-up tomorrow, if I was really infected by you, I would definitely die with you." As he spoke, the female secretary pounced again, this time Lu Huating did not resist, and let the female secretary scratch a few bloody marks on his face with her long nails.
"Alright". After a moment, Lu Huating pushed away the female secretary, got up from the sofa and left.
He drove around the street aimlessly twice, and finally, he stopped at the gate of the city hospital.
The hospital building was still brightly lit, he glanced through the window, took out a cigarette and lit it, and after the first cigarette, he finally mustered up the courage to push the door and get out of the car.
Stepping into the hospital lobby, he pulled out the cigarette butt on the corner of his mouth and threw it into the trash can, before slowly walking to the elevator and taking the elevator to the seventh floor.
Falling to the point where he is now, Lu Huating is still most worried about Yin Sujin and Lu Guinan's mother and son for some reason, but he has done such a sorry thing for them, and he knows that even if he knows that he has a terminal illness, he will not forgive him.
Lu Huating raised his head, he sighed, and then put one hand in his pocket and paced to the door of the ward, he didn't have the consciousness to knock on the door to enter, but just approached the glass on the door and looked inside.
"Hello, do you need help?" At this time, a nurse happened to pass by and patted Lu Huating on the shoulder, so frightened that Lu Huating immediately moved a step and avoided the door of the ward.
"No, I'm just looking." Lu Huating smiled.
The nurse frowned, looking at the scratches on his face, and there was a hint of wariness in her expression.
"If you have nothing to do, leave as soon as possible, and the visiting time will be over soon." The nurse reminded.
"Okay, I'll leave right away". After speaking, Lu Huating glanced at the ward again, only vaguely glimpsing Yin Sujin's back.
Downstairs, Lu Huating sat in the empty waiting area, he lowered his head, and roughly reviewed most of his life, Lin Xiazhi was right, he had this disease, God was indeed punishing him.
In order to get the position of the heir of the Lu family, he once deceived Yin Sujin into marrying him with rhetoric, but not only did he not treat her well after marriage, but also secretly raised another Lin Xiazhi outside, because he didn't have any true feelings for Yin Sujin, he didn't even want to see Lu Guinan, Lu Guinan grew up, he either beat and scolded, and did not fulfill the responsibility of a father.
and his other son Lu Yunkhun, he knew that Lu Yunkhan had always felt inferior to his identity as an illegitimate son, but he still deliberately mentioned Lu Guinan in front of him, and also compared them, so that he planted the seeds of hatred for Lu Guinan in his heart, and in the end, it caused a tragedy of fratricidal brotherhood.
Lu Huating sighed, a tear slipped from the corner of his eye, he closed his eyes, leaned on the plastic chair, and couldn't calm down in his heart at any time.
He didn't know how long he would live, but he wanted to use the last bit of time to do something for his wife and children.
However, Lu Huating was not ready to give up completely, he decided to go to the hospital tomorrow to check it up, if he really didn't get sick, it was God who gave him a chance to atone for his sins.
The next day, early in the morning, the mobile phone rang suddenly, waking up Lin Xiazhi, who was sleeping on the sofa.
Lin Xiazhi didn't sleep all night, and she closed her eyes almost when the sun had just risen in the east.
"Hello?" She touched the phone from her side with her eyes closed, and she felt that she pressed the answer button, and her voice was a little irritated.
"Kasumiba...... It's me". Lu Huating's voice came from the earpiece, and Lin Xiazhi woke up all of a sudden, she propped up the back of the sofa, and raised her hand to press her swollen temples.
"What's the matter?" She restrained the joy in her words and pretended to ask impatiently.
"Yesterday it was me who was wrong". After a night of thinking, Lu Huating seemed to be a different person, he had never been so gentle.
"Hmm". Lin Xiazhi agreed, but still had no intention of picking up.
"That's it?"
"Then I see".
"Xiazhi, wait a minute". Lu Huating was afraid that Lin Xiazhi would hang up the phone, so he eagerly opened his mouth to stop it.
"What else?"
"Didn't you say yesterday that you could help me contact the doctor for a check-up? Do you see you have time now? Lu Huating still trusts Lin Xiazhi more, and at this moment, he only thinks of Lin Xiazhi.
"What? Don't doubt me anymore? Lin Xiazhi asked again.
"It was my fault before". Lu Huating's attitude was extremely sincere.
"Okay, in that case, I'll take you to check it out, so that I can prove my innocence." Lin Xiazhi agreed, which was logical.
"Well, that's troublesome".
"Then you'll pick me up in an hour." Lin Xiazhi said again.
"Yes".
After speaking, Lin Xiazhi cut off the phone, she held the phone and glanced at the time, before she flipped out a string of numbers from the address book and dialed it.
"Hey, cousin, are you in the hospital?" Lin Xiazhi asked cautiously.
"That's good".
"I'll go over later, you can arrange it for me."
"Don't worry, I just want to teach him a lesson, nothing will happen." Lin Xiazhi said.