183 Declaration

Even herself, she has long forgotten it.

"At that time, I was half useless in martial arts, and because of many things, I was almost discouraged, and I didn't even want to live. But I met that girl. She invited me to a hot meal, drank a hot wine, and said a lot to me, the most important of which were that as long as people can eat and drink, there is no hurdle that they cannot pass. That meal ate the girl's monthly money for a month, but she didn't even frown, and said that her girl made a good pickle, and dealt with the remaining half a month, and also made. ”

"But when we met, when we said goodbye, she gave me a copper coin wrapped in red thread, saying that it was a talisman that would bring her good luck, and she also gave it to me."

Ye Xinyi smiled slightly when she heard this, and it was also on the day she went to Lanyu Street, because of the mask, there was still a sensitive time, that she suddenly remembered her, oh, no, it should be the origin of Gu Huan and Shen Yue.

It should have been ten years ago, at that time, Gu Huan was just a ten-year-old girl, although she was a girl, she had no father to teach or have a mother to raise, but she was very wild and often wandered outside.

One year, during the Shangyuan Lantern Festival, she thought it was funny, bought a mask to wear, and scurried around the crowd.

It was at that time that I met Shen Yue.

At that time, Shen Yue was not as high-spirited as he is now, he was still a beggar, in rags, and was beaten by a group of beggars because of two copper plates.

But he didn't fight back, but just curled up in a ball, and let them beat him.

At that time, Gu Huan had always had a heroic dream of fighting the rivers and lakes and hoeing the strong and helping the weak, where could he see more bullying and less, and helped him disperse those beggars, although he also suffered a lot of fists.

Even the mask was beaten to pieces, and of course, the face under the mask was also bruised and purple, which was by no means good-looking.

I vaguely remember that at that time, I did invite him to a hot meal and a hot wine, and I also gave that person a copper coin that he picked up on the side of the road during the Chinese New Year.

She couldn't remember what the man looked like, but she remembered that a pair of eyes were very good-looking, but they were gray, like a pool of stagnant water.

She always felt pity, so she talked to him a lot, what she said, she really couldn't remember, a ten-year-old girl, she must not be able to say anything.

Moreover, she did not do less such things before, so she did not take them to heart, and she forgot them all a long time ago.

I only remember that after I went back that time, because she spent a month's monthly money, Linlang didn't give her a good look for a while. Although he is not really hungry, but Mingwei General's Mansion is closed, and he never bothers to do anything about loving each other and his family.

She also remembered it by chance at that time, and now after listening to Shen Yue's words, she can barely piece together that memory completely.

Originally...... It's really him!

However, she didn't remember that she had reported to her family at that time, how did he know that the little girl at that time was Gu Huan's?

Ye Xinyi was doubting, and suddenly met a pair of eyes.

Or the pair of extraordinarily good-looking eyes in his memory, narrow and deep, quiet as night, deep as the sea, but no longer like stagnant water, but shining, like a sea of stars, Ye Xinyi couldn't help but palpitate in his heart, coughed twice, and opened his eyes, "Could it be that that copper coin really has this magical power, bringing boundless good luck to Lord Shen?" ”

Shen Yue glanced at the girl's somewhat reddened ears, and smiled slightly, "Maybe!" ”

His luck has always been good. "It's my luck to meet her." When he met Gu Huan, let him regain his strength, without Gu Huan, there would be no him now. Later, because of Gu Huan, he met her again, a girl who made him like hopelessly, Gu Huan, was the noble person in his life.

Ye Xinyi's heart rippled slightly, but he couldn't say what it tasted like. For Gu Huan, it was just a momentary kindness, and even the boat passed without a trace, and it had long been forgotten, but he remembered that later, for the sake of this moment's kindness, he took risks and saved Gu Huan.

Although he couldn't really save Gu Huan's life in the end, this heart couldn't be bent.

The grace of a drop of water is reciprocated by a spring.

It's always easy to say, but how many people can really do it?

Ye Xinyi's throat tightened slightly, "Lord Shen, you brought me here on purpose today, right?" He also deliberately said these words to her.

"Yes." Shen Yue hooked the corners of his lips, he deserved it crisply.

Ye Xinyi raised his eyebrows, puzzled, "Why?" ”

Shen Yue raised his head and looked at her, his eyes were like a sea of stars, and he had the power to indulge in them unconsciously.

"It took me two years to find my benefactor again, but I didn't bother her, I just watched her in secret, silently. I don't know what kind of mentality I was in at that time, perhaps, in addition to En, there were some other thoughts that I couldn't explain and couldn't explain. When she left, I could have saved her earlier, but at that time, I hesitated. So, after she left, I blamed myself, felt guilty, and hated myself for a long time. For this reason, I was even a little paranoid about everything about her. ”

"Then, four years ago, I met a little girl who had never known her life, but I felt that she was deeply involved with Gu Huan."

Ye Xinyi's heart was beating like a drum, she always knew, he was suspicious of her, wasn't he just suspicious, but he didn't know when he confirmed that it was her? So, I brought her here today just for a showdown?

And also...... What he said just now meant was that he had a ...... to Gu Huan

"It was that little girl who taught me to let go." Shen Yue said this with a smile, and then turned his head to look at her, with a smile shining in his lacquered eyes, "I said, I have already let go of everything about Gu Huan." ”

The rapid beating of Ye Xinyi's heart was not calm, but it jumped even harder, as if he had a rabbit in his chest, and he was about to jump out of his throat when he jumped.

The two looked at each other and did not speak for a long time.

After a long while, Ye Xinyi asked in a dumb voice, "Why are you telling me this?" ”

"I want to tell you! When I went back to Hanzhong this time, I knew it would be very dangerous, and I didn't dare to say goodbye to you when I left. Thinking, although I have a heart for you, but you have no intention after all, you and I have no marriage contract. If I go on this trip and I really can't come back, then I can't come back! At least, you won't be sad and upset, and I ...... I won't see you anymore, and I won't be able to walk anymore. However, it wasn't until I left the capital that I realized that I had overestimated myself. ”

"It's said that lovesickness is to the bone, I used to just think it was a joke, but when I opened my eyes and closed my eyes, it was you, several times, when I was on the line of life and death, all I thought of was you. I just know that love is deeply rooted, and it is not a matter of whether you want to or not, whether you are willing or not. ”

"At that time, I said to myself, I will not let you go again. Whether you want to or not...... In this life, you can only be mine! ”

You can only be mine! This sentence is loud and clear, it is a declaration, but also a promise.