Xinyu came to the school gate on time at six o'clock in the afternoon, found Qin Zhiyi's car, opened the car door, and saw Xinyue, who was wearing a bloated school uniform, sitting in the back seat.

Xinyu didn't get into the car, and asked sharply: "You have to study late at seven o'clock, why are you in the car now?" ”

"Mom gave me a leave of absence, and I didn't study at night for the past two weeks."

Qin Zhiyi was looked at by Xinyu's gaze, "Get in the car first." ”

Xinyu suppressed the dissatisfaction in her heart and said to her mother: "Let her go to evening self-study, because Liang Xinyu will go." ”

Seeing that her mother didn't speak, Xinyu couldn't help but redden. turned to Xu Xinyue and said:

"Even if it's acting, you have to at least look like ......"

"Liang Xinyu! Are you finished? Qin Zhiyi only felt breathless in his heart.

"Get in the car."

Xinyu wiped away her tears, "You are scolding Liang Xinyu, and I am Xu Xinyue now." ”

He turned around and left.

The more Xinyu thought about it, the more angry he became, the faster he went, and soon disappeared into the crowd.

Seeing her mother lying weakly on the steering wheel, Xu Xinyue didn't make a sound.

Qin Zhiyi, who had eased up, said to her little daughter in a cold voice, "Forget it today, starting tomorrow, you have to do what needs to be done." ”

"I don't like the cafeteria of No. 1 Middle School, that's what people eat......"

"Your sister has eaten it for five or six years."

Tossing back and forth these days, Qin Zhiyi felt that he was about to collapse.

"If you can't take it anymore, end this ridiculous game right away, you continue to live in the flowers, and your sister can go back to her normal life. No matter how bad your grades are, your mother can always let you have a book to read. In the future, even if you can't raise yourself, you will still have a mother. After all, I spoiled you, and I deserved it. ”

These words were like a knife, piercing into Xu Xinyue's heart, and stirring her heart into a blur of flesh and blood.

After all, it came to this day, and even her own mother thought she was a burden, a sin, and a debt. The favors she clings to are just illusions, like colorful bubbles, which burst when you poke them.

"Mom, do you want to live without my daughter now?"

Qin Zhiyi was extremely tired, and this tiredness born from the bottom of her heart lingered like a shadow.

"Then do you hate having to be my daughter? Hate has to be Xinyu's sister? ”

Unable to wait for her answer, Qin Zhiyi started the car and drove to Dr. Jiang.

Xu Bingguo looked at his watch, it was almost ten o'clock in the evening, and the mother and daughter had not returned.

He first called his wife, and when he heard that she said that he would be there soon, he was relieved.

Qin Zhiyi asked her eldest daughter if she had gone home, Xu Bingguo looked at Xinyu who had just entered the door and replied truthfully

Putting down the phone, Xu Bingguo asked kindly: "Xinyu is back." Have you eaten? Why did you come back so late? Who sent you back? ”

Xinyu replied one by one: "It's about to be examine, so I'll read more books in the library." Ate in the school cafeteria. My classmate drove me to the door. ”

"Oh, good. But it's not good to trouble classmates to send it every day, how about calling home directly next time and letting the live-in helper pick you up? ”

Xinyu thought about it for a while, so he didn't shirk it.

"Thank you, Uncle Xu. I'll call home in advance if I need to. ”

"I know, because of Xinyue's matter, I wronged you. What can an uncle do, even if you talk to your uncle, it will be regarded as me and your mother as compensation for you, okay? ”

Xu Bingguo was able to consider this situation for Qin Zhiyi, but in fact, Xinyu felt comforted for his mother in his heart. She didn't pick the wrong person.

Outside the window, fireworks are being set off, and the bright fireworks are bursting in the night sky. Faintly you can hear the cheers of the people.

Xinyu took her eyes back from the window, and said with feeling: "Uncle Xu, do you really love your mother?" ”

Xu Bingguo's face flushed, and he smiled a little embarrassedly, "Of course, I will get married because I love each other." But after getting married, there is not only love. When you grow up, you'll understand. ”

Xinyu smiled, said goodnight to Xu Bingguo, and returned to his room.

People in this world shouldn't all get married because they love each other, right?

Xinyu thought of his father Liang Shide and mother Qin Zhiyi, was it because of love at the beginning of their union? If so, why did love disappear? In a loveless marriage, what motivates them to live together? Liability? Habit? Or someone else's gaze?

and father and stepmother Tan Hong, are they also united because they love each other? Even if you are willing to risk the infamy of a third party, even if you break up your original family.

She looked out the window at the colorful fireworks and flowers. So is the relationship between her and Zhang Ang considered love? Or is it just a shallow opposite-sex attraction? Like fireworks, the brilliance fades away, leaving only white and cold ashes.

What can be done to sustain this attachment for a long time? She thought of Lan Lan. She was originally just a little girl who liked to fantasize, and then one day, she told her that she was in love. There are fewer and fewer common topics between them.

Sometimes she is very happy, but more often, Xinyu sees her lack of confidence and anxiety.

Thinking of her friends, they hadn't been in touch for several days, so she picked up her phone and dialed Lan Lan's number.

Lan Lan, who was curled up in her quilt, looked at the caller ID, hesitated, and when she wanted to answer, the other party had already hung up. She held her phone, closed her obscure eyes, and buried her head back under her covers

Xinyu thought that she might be busy, and she would work again at noon tomorrow, and she would usually hold her mobile phone at lunchtime. So I put down the phone, took out the test paper, and raced against time to do the questions.

Parking the car in the small garden, Qin Zhiyi let her little daughter go into the house, sat in the car by herself, amplified the music, and lay on her back on the seat to watch the fireworks in the night sky outside the car window.

After the second 'visit', Dr. Jiang told her that Xinyue's condition was more complicated than she had imagined.

"There is no doubt that your daughter is very perceptive. She dared to make those excessive demands of you and her twin sister because she already knew why you had brought her to me. Use your weaknesses to achieve your own goals in order to maximize your benefits. Very clever approach. ”

"It's not like that...... She simply wanted to stay in her familiar environment. ”

Dr. Jiang did not contradict her and continued, "This is also a good sign. You don't have to feel bad, at least she knows what she wants. However, you have to learn to say 'no' to her, or the booming desire will lead her to further hold you hostage to do more things you don't want to do. ”

"I'm not a good mother...... Neither of my daughters is happy with me. ”

Doctor Jiang said softly: "I know that you are just sad for a while, and you are still a sassy Ms. Qin when you go out of this door, so I won't comfort you." ”

Qin Zhiyi was amused.

"It's good to laugh, how can there be a perfect person in this world, and we psychiatrists also have times when we can't treat ourselves, don't be too ourselves. However, your fragility can also be a powerful weapon to suppress the demons of the heart. Because she cares about you. ”

Let her feel that your love for her is unconditional, and slowly she will build self-confidence and not be discouraged. She's not in a bad situation.

Qin Zhiyi cheered himself up, he hadn't seen anything in the wind and rain, this was nothing. Qin Zhiyi sorted out her emotions and drove the car to the basement. She needs to rest well, and life does not allow her to be decadent.

A new day arrives with the first light of dawn.

Xinyu met her mother at the dining table and said hello in a low voice. Qin Zhiyi asked the youngest daughter who arrived later to sit down as well.

"Xinyu, if you want to study at school at night, I won't pick you up from school; As for Xinyue, you don't want to waste your time in No. 1 Middle School, I signed up for a winter vacation study tour in Europe for you, you have to prepare well. I'll pick you up at nine o'clock in the evening. Did you hear that? ”

"Mom, I don't want to ......"

"It's not a matter of discussion. I'll go with you when the time comes. Xinyu is going to participate in an English speech contest during the summer vacation, I watched the time, there is a holiday after the competition, and then Xinyu will participate in a cruise with us. ”

"I'm not going on a cruise, I want to go to Tongli to accompany my grandmother."

"Grandma

Go along, too. Qin Zhiyi cut the railroad categorically, "Hurry up and eat, pay attention to the time." ”

Everyone bowed their heads to eat breakfast, and there was nothing to say at the table for a while.

Xu Bingguo clamped corn for his wife, and the couple looked at each other and smiled. Although the dining table is quiet, it rarely has some fireworks.

It's a bit of a family.

As soon as Xinyu arrived in the classroom of the elite class of the second year of high school, he devoted himself to learning.

At noon, Mei Gui and others came to ask her to have lunch as usual. Xinyu happily walked along.

This time, it was still chosen in Sanyouxuan, and as soon as the four of them put the bag down, they scattered around to get food from the self-service area.

Xinyu was picking up dim sum in the Cantonese dim sum section when she turned around and saw two or three girls in tennis club uniforms behind her. Xinyu thought they were going to get some snacks, so she gave up the place.

They felt a little strange as they watched her return to the table with a full plate of food to eat.

"How did she eat so much all of a sudden?"

"It must be that I practiced secretly behind everyone's back after class, and if I practice more, I will naturally eat more!"

Chen Jian, who heard the discussion of the three of them, took a basket of shrimp dumplings and came to the nearest position of Xinyu's table.

The students at this table looked at Chen Jian and the others standing in front of them, and consciously packed up their things and gave up their places.

DC bumped into Xinyu, who was concentrating on eating. Xinyu looked up inexplicably and followed her prompts to look at the table opposite.

The cheeks were still moving, and his eyes were clear and he looked at Chen Jian and them without a trace of wavering, and then withdrew and continued to concentrate on eating.

I look pretty cute when I eat seriously. Chen Jian picked up a shrimp dumpling and put it in his mouth, but his eyes were not dreaded.

He felt that he didn't mind punishing her in another way.

Zhong Min saw the doorway from Chen Jian's eyes, and offered a plan: "James, otherwise, let's talk to Captain Wang, after class today, the men's and women's teams will practice together and make progress together." ”

Chen Jian smiled and nodded, "You go and arrange it." ”

Seeing that Xinyu pulled his companion to stand up again, Chen Jian also got up and followed.

Xinyu asked for a bowl of hot dry noodles, Peking duck, and pork liver and intestine noodles, and a full plate.

"Classmate, please let me." Looking at Chen Jian, who deliberately blocked in front of her, Xinyu didn't have a good airway.

"I can't see that you're small, and you eat a lot."

She said casually, "I didn't eat your family." ”

Bypassing him, he returned to the table with DC.

"Luna, don't you really know?"

Xinyu looked at DC who wanted to popularize science, and motioned for her to continue.

"The school cafeteria is all from James' house. There is also the Crystal Apple Hotel. ”

Xinyu paused and asked, "Why is there a hotel in the school?" ”

The trio is full of black lines again, and your focus is off, classmate.

(End of chapter)

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