Nodding his head, he sat down in his seat, thinking about the cause and effect of this incident, and all the things that seemed to be just.

I chose alone, but there were many people involved in all aspects, including that classmate, that hospital, and Jiang Qinqin.

and Chen Jiaming, they are all involved, and even Xie Yan is also involved, if it weren't for Xie Yan, I'm afraid I wouldn't be so guilty.

Because without him, it is easy for me to agree to Chen Jiaming's various requests, and I will not have any guilt in my heart, because I can start a new relationship, but because of Xie Yan's existence, I can't do this, because once I do this, it is equivalent to betraying Xie Yan, which is completely impossible for me, and the feelings must be loyal, if there is no loyalty, then the feelings are not feelings, but are mixed with stains, this kind of thing is, I will never allow it.

The whole thing is caused by the misunderstanding between me and Chen Jiaming before, as well as Yan's incomprehension, if Xie Yan was a little more generous, this matter would not have become so difficult, if he would not have been so embarrassed because of the careful eyes between me and Chen Jiaming, I would not have had a showdown with Chen Jiaming so early, Chen Jiaming maybe, will be happy to donate to this matter, and will not, ask me anything, but now Chen Jiaming already knows that ordinary means are useless to me, and it is easy for me to waver, So this time he is likely to take this opportunity to have a showdown with me and make some substantive demands.

What should I do when that happens? Although Chen Jiaming's usual performance is not so utilitarian, he will definitely not drag on this matter for too long, if it is not what I expected, he will definitely make a request to me, will I agree or not to agree when the time comes? If I don't agree, I'm afraid this classmate will soon be critically ill, and even if I want to agree, it's useless at all, once this classmate dies, no matter whether I can borrow money or not, it's useless, if I agree now, but I feel sorry Xie Yan, even if Chen Jiaming doesn't make any excessive requests, it is tantamount to betrayal for me.

For me, spiritual betrayal and physical betrayal are the same, both are unforgivable, so I am very cautious in the matter of Chen Jiaming, I can't take a step beyond Lei Chi, and I take any step very cautiously, for fear that Chen Jiaming will turn around because of my own carelessness, maybe it is precisely because of this that Chen Jiaming will, so eager for quick success, may have a showdown with me in this matter.

Now I am a little skeptical, why would I, so, easily, go to Chen Jiaming for help, is there no other way? For example, if you think about those, the people of the Mage Association borrow money, and those people do a Dharma service, often tens of thousands, or hundreds of thousands, the price, they can deduct a little bit and make up a little bit, they should be able to save this classmate's life, but I don't know the bottom in my heart, if I go to those people for help, will they sneer at me? Even if they just sneered at me, I put up with it, as long as they could borrow money, and I was afraid that they would just sneer at me and not lend me money, which would be a big joke for me.

This time, if I borrow money from them, they will definitely sneer at me because of this kind of thing, after all, I used to be a mage, and I was also very profitable, and I could earn hundreds of thousands of hundreds of thousands of dollars in a ceremony, but I gave all the money, Xie Yan bought a cold jade bed, so that Xie Yan's ghost could be quickly recovered, and the cold jade bed was originally, a very expensive and precious treasure, but at that time, due to my low price, there was still Xie Yan's means were able to, easily, use my savings and buy it, but that time was too thrilling, and even if Xie Yan used the means, I almost exhausted all my savings Now it is almost impossible to use my savings to help that classmate.

It's just that I didn't tell the mages about it, so they definitely didn't know, they thought I was, a rich man with a lot of money, and they would definitely say, why didn't I donate myself, but encouraged them to donate, was it ill-intentioned, hypocrite?

So it is absolutely not feasible to ask them to donate, these people will only give their own hearts to the belly of others, and when it comes to themselves, they will definitely not say that.

I can say that I am anxious now, I want to help this classmate, but I don't know how to help, do I really want to beg Chen Jiaming, but then I can't be ruthless, although I just bow my head, but once Chen Jiaming asks me for something, it is equivalent to pulling me into the water and pulling me into the fire pit.

What if Xie Yan knew about this matter? Will he think I'm a frivolous woman, and will he leave me forever? Although I was very scared when I was with him at the beginning, but after so many things, now I have been able to accept him, you know that he really loves me, and I really love her now, the two of us can be said to be happy with each other, I don't want to affect the relationship between us because of other things, but now it seems that even if I don't want to, I can only be passively influenced by others, if I don't make a decision, it will definitely cause immeasurable damage to this classmate's life, But if I make a decision, Chen Jiaming will definitely be a thorn in the gap between me and Xie Yan, I don't know when it will hurt us, if this matter can be easily passed, it is still possible to become a turning point, but how can this matter pass so easily? Chen Jiaming will definitely not let go of such a good opportunity, he will definitely insert a cylinder sideways, so that Xie Yan has doubts in my heart, and then he will be able to take advantage of the situation.

Now I can say that my heart is very chaotic, and I don't know what to do, but I do know that as long as I think about it a little bit, it would be good to be cruel to myself, by the way, why don't I go and show Chen Jiaming? Maybe what he thinks, if he doesn't mean that to me at all, I think it's not in vain, by the way, test her mind first, if he doesn't have that kind of thought, I can boldly tell him, if he really has that kind of thought, I'm thinking about the next countermeasures, it's not impossible, anyway, there is still a long time, if he, has that kind of thought, I can still decide whether to plead with him at that time, and then the initiative will be in my hands.

No matter how I think about it, it will do all kinds of harm and no benefit, so that I can easily get through this difficulty, thinking of this, I can't help but raise my head and say to Jiang Qinqin not far away, "I have thought about it now, I can, go and communicate with Chen Jiaming, but I really can't guarantee what the final result will be, in case he doesn't have so much savings on hand, I'm afraid this matter will be difficult to complete, and I don't know what his family background is, you also said before that her family background is very good, simple, and doesn't seem to have too much savings, In case we all misunderstand her, it will be a big joke. ”

Jiang Qinqin couldn't hide his excitement and said, "Don't worry!" My vision is absolutely not wrong, a person like Chen Jiaming, if it is not supported by a big family, it is difficult for him to cultivate such a temperament, and the family is definitely very solid if he can cultivate such a temperament, even if he is not a billionaire or a famous person on the Forbes list, the children of big people must be a family with a lot of money, at least at the level of a multimillionaire, to be able to cultivate such a nobleman, such a person must not be bad for money, even if he only has tens of millions of assets, let him give a million, then, it's nothing to him, since he wants to soak you, he must pay a certain price, otherwise he won't be sincere. ”

I couldn't help but shake my head, I didn't expect Jiang Qinqin to be able to get to that kind of thing in anything, I really misjudged him, he looks like a good girl on weekdays, and he is very principled in his life, but once he gets to this kind of thing, he becomes very nonsensical, all kinds of nonsense, which makes me feel a little embarrassed when I hear it, but he himself is boastful, and he doesn't seem to realize that this is very inappropriate.

I hurriedly stopped, he shook his head and said, Okay, okay, I already know about this matter, I will definitely find a way to communicate with him well, ask him out first, ask him about his tone to see what he wants? If he really wants to do that to me, I'm afraid I can't do anything, because I really can't get over this level in my heart, I not only have a physical cleanliness but also a spiritual cleanliness, if you want me, it is better to let me die like that? Do you have to figure it out, should I try it or not? ”

Jiang Qinqin nodded hurriedly and said with a smile: "Of course you have to try, how can you know what he thinks of you if you don't try, and don't have too much burden in your heart, anyway, this matter is ultimately Chen Jiaming's decision, if he doesn't want to donate, even if you force it, you can't force it, if he really wants to donate, you might as well go, take the opportunity to borrow money from him, and then help this classmate, when the time comes, you can blatantly shirk his requests in the name of this classmate, Anyway, the money has already been spent on that classmate, and even if he wants to recover it, there is nothing he can do, so don't tell him now, where will the money be spent? Let's just say that it is spent in a very useful place, anyway, when he knows about it, there is no excuse for you to pay it back, and you have no money at all, and you can't go back at all if you want to change it. ”

I couldn't help but shake my head, I didn't expect Jiang Qinqin to have a lot of ideas, and he could come up with such a bad idea, but this idea is still quite good, first hide it from her and don't let her know what I want to use it to focus on a showdown with him, so that he can reduce some of his concerns.