Gu Yao stretched out his hand and caught a few traces of rain.

She saw a loop of clear silk thread wrapped around her wrist at some point.

"Once when I woke up, I found myself at home, the lights were turned off, and the plates and rice bowls on the dinner table were confiscated," Gu Yao withdrew her hand, "I searched around the house and found him on the balcony, he was sitting on the ground, sitting there crying, I had been dead for three years at that time." ”

"I just ordered a milk tea for takeout." Jiang lobbied.

"Milk tea?"

"Peach yogurt, it's delicious, I ordered two cups, you can drink it slowly and slowly."

"You're a man," she laughed, "you're ......."

"It's the weekend, it's a rainy day again," Jiang You stretched his legs forward, "It's good for drinking some sweet, strawberry and peach-flavored drinks are good, and last month there were a lot of cherry blossom-flavored soda milk tea and potato chips." ”

"Is it delicious?" Gu Yao couldn't help but ask.

"The smell of cherries, I don't appreciate it too much."

After chatting a few words, Jiang You's mobile phone vibrated and the takeaway was delivered. He walked out of the courtyard and came back with takeout, he took out a cup and handed it to Gu Yao and sat down on the steps again.

Gu Yao held the milk tea cup in both hands, and she watched as the raindrops fell from the eaves, fell to the ground, and soaked into the dirt.

"He planted a lot of things on the balcony, in addition to all kinds of flowers, mint, bell peppers, these can be cooked."

"I'm good at life." Jiang You commented.

"His hands are very skillful, and he can also make that kind of handmade small house, which will shine, he made it and put it on the balcony, and put it together with the flowers and plants," Gu Yao's voice slowly lowered, "There were a few clothes hanging on the balcony that day, there were empty flower pots piled up in the corner, and the small house was gone." ”

Gu Yao snorted, she inserted the straw into the milk tea cup, and took a small sip, sweet and sour.

"He's blaming himself," she said. ”

"Didn't you get checked in time?"

"It's not just this," Gu Yao shook her head, "If I hadn't been pregnant with Xiaohui, maybe we would have divorced a long time ago." ”

"Why?"

"Wen Song and I are in the same university, different majors, after graduation he went to the Justice Bureau, I entered a company to do business, both parents felt that we had been talking for two years, and the work was stable, so they urged us to get married, and we got married," Gu Yao bit her lip, "I, the personality is relatively strong, his mother has a strong personality, I travel a lot for this job, the busiest time, I have been on a business trip for a month, and when I wake up every day, I am in a trance and don't know where I am." ”

"You have to combine work and rest."

"At that time, the people around me were all a kind of idea, to fight hard while they were young, everyone cheered each other up, and then despised those who only wanted stability, and did not work hard, did not pay, and did not fight."

"Your husband like that?" Jiang You asked.

"Yes, I have a family, so compared to other people, it's definitely not the same as being single, I feel like he's holding me back from ......"

"Just want a divorce?"

"Yes, plus the contradiction with her mother-in-law," Gu Yao sighed, "At that time, how to divide the property was negotiated, but it turned out that I was pregnant, I, I originally wanted to go and get rid of it, the month was not very big, and he agreed, but that day, I suddenly cried on the day I said I was going to go, and I didn't know why I was crying at that time, and then the divorce was over, and none of us mentioned it again." ”

"Reluctantly."

"After Xiaohui was born, I weaned her after maternity leave and went back to work. I've been behind for a long time. ”

"Working harder?"

"That's right, and then there was a little problem with the body, I always thought it was because I gave birth, so my energy and physical strength couldn't keep up, and I didn't think about it anywhere else, when Xiaohui was one year old, during the physical examination, the doctor asked me to go to the outpatient clinic for a review, and I didn't care too much, it dragged on for a while, and as a result, the time of the review has been transferred."

"And then?"

"At that time, I still felt that God was so unfair, I worked so hard, why did I get such a disease."

"It's stupid to go to work."

"Yes," Gu Yao smiled bitterly, "I still think I'm smart, beautiful, and motivated......"

"Just see that my husband is getting more and more unpleasant?"

"yes." Gu Yao admitted.

"I'll say more," Jiang You shook the cup of milk tea, "I think your husband is good, and it's not easy to take a little girl, so I didn't want to do this business at first." ”

"Really?"

"People have to look forward, after four years, he may want to remarry, or find a confidante or something, if you suddenly appear in front of him, he may be stagnant again."

"I know, so I have to see him," Gu Yao took a big sip of milk tea, her eyes were very firm, "At first, I wanted to find that little girl, I searched for a long time in the hospital, but I never found it, one day I saw Jiang Mo, I could see him, at that time I already knew some common sense of being a ghost, he was not full of souls at that time." ”

"And then?"

"On the winter solstice, Wen Song went to my grave and burned some paper for me, I followed him, and that day my neighbor was buried, I saw him again, and his soul had been completed."

"Craft work."

"I asked them, and I knew about you, but then I lost consciousness again, and when I woke up again, it was this year."

"It's a coincidence, I thought they had been reincarnated."

"It's gone."

"That's good."

"I heard what the man who buried them said, and he cried for a long time, saying that he was sorry for them, and that it took so long to raise the money to buy a cemetery so that my sister and brother-in-law could be buried in peace."

"Would you like something else to eat?" Jiang You asked.

"When I was alive, the last time I was awake, I was in the intensive care unit, with straps on my hands and feet, tubes in my mouth, looking for it with my breath, I wanted to speak, but there was no way, I couldn't say it, I, I knew then that I was going to die, I wanted to speak, but I couldn't say it......"

Gu Yao took a deep breath, she tried hard to suppress her emotions, "When Wen Song was studying, he was very popular in college, he was very clever and meticulous, he would record the interesting things in life with paintings, he was still on the school cycling team, he always said that he had three goals, to ride to Tibet, to Qinghai, to the Qilian Mountain Prairie." ”

"I was also very adventurous when I was younger."

"After marriage, he was sandwiched between me and his parents, even between me and my parents, my parents have always said that I, a girl, just get by at work, I think they don't understand me, it has always been Wen Song who is making paste in it, so that the conflict does not escalate, in order to let everyone live a peaceful life, he has always been doing things at home, so that I can fight my so-called career, what is the career, I thought I met a lot of partners, went to some occasions to meet some cattle, I felt like I had become a very powerful person. ”

"It's also useful."

"But I don't like my job that much, I don't like it as much as I thought I would."

"Enterprise management is also a science, those, particularly awesome enterprises, in order to let employees work hard, how many psychologists, anthropologists, sociologists and sociologists have been hired at a high price, just to find a way to make employees willing to work hard, company culture, team cohesion, self-improvement, this system is made by countless elites with an annual salary of millions of millions, you don't have to blame yourself, the opponent is too strong."

"But I'm running away, escaping the relationship between my mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, evading family responsibilities, all thrown to him to bear, and I despise him for not being motivated, as a result, he still feels that it's his responsibility, he thinks it's not good, he didn't force me to check, he didn't care more about me, he didn't become very powerful, so I don't need to fight so much, after I die, his parents, he will go to see every week, they are not in good health, he still has to take care of Xiaohui, but what does he want to do, even if it's not riding, even if I'm destined to die early, I could have taken some time out of the year with him to go where he wanted to go, or I could have stayed at home and watched soap operas together. ”

Gu Yao raised his head.

She looked at the dripping water on the eaves, and the water in her eyes flowed down.

"I realized why I was crying at that time, because I couldn't bear it."

Spring thunder sounded.

The rain was louder.

Jiang You handed the white postcard to her, "Here you go." ”

Gu Yao picked up the postcard, and she asked, "What is this?" ”

"Postcard."

Gu Yao saw her fingers begin to melt, the spider silk broke off, and her soul slowly melted into the postcard.

"He's a guy who can live a good life, you don't have to worry too much." Jiang lobbied.

"I know."

The postcard falls to the ground.

Above is a little girl with a big smile.

Jiang You picked up the postcard and stuffed it into his pocket.

He heard the door open.

He turned around, Fang Wensong stood behind the door a little dazed, and after seeing Jiang You, he said, "I fell asleep, I'm sorry, it thundered just now, right, I woke up when I heard thunder." ”

"Yes, it's thundering," Jiang You asked, "Did you dream of something?" ”

"I, I dreamed of dreaming of my wife, she, she ......"

"What did she say to you?"

Fang Wensong's expression was a little stunned, and he said, "She said thank you to me......"