Yu Yang pursed his lips and said:

"Then I'm worried. It's still in the military academy, and I don't usually see each other. ”

Bai Nan pursed her lips, "It's okay." ”

"Let's go to the restaurant for a bite to eat first." Bai Nan's exams in the past two days were also very hard.

She shook her head, "No." Just get on the plane and eat the plane meal, so as not to be recognized, which is a bit troublesome. ”

"Okay." Yu Yang shook his head helplessly.

In the past two years, Bai Nan has also grown a lot, but she rarely smiles. For the past two years, she has been obediently lying on the hospital bed every day, and she can't go out. After that, he was wheeled into the operating room again and again.

Once at night, Yu Yang got up to help her tuck the quilt, afraid that she would kick the quilt, but she hadn't slept yet.

Glaring, staring at the ceiling with vacant eyes.

She didn't seem to hear him when he talked to her, and she ignored whatever he said. It was three o'clock in the morning.

After that, he didn't dare to leave, so he sat on the chair with her. It wasn't until seven o'clock in the morning that he saw her move.

What she said at that time, Yu Yang still remembers.

"People are really vulnerable. I don't want to struggle anymore. Can you pull the needle out of my hand, I want to die. ”

As she said this, tears slipped from her eyes, dripping onto the pillow, and slowly faded away.

It was the first time since she was treated that the world was hopeless and disappointed in herself.

She closed her eyes tiredly, looking really tired and tired.

At that time, he couldn't hold back, grabbed her hand without a needle and cried directly. While crying, he persuaded her, telling her that there was still hope and that she could survive!

Bai Nan at that time said that she finally understood why Gu Nanli did not choose to continue treatment, but left the hospital.

Because lying on a hospital bed, every day is like fish on a chopping board, to be slaughtered, you can only obey, you can't do anything, like a puppet, being fiddled with.

Faced with a lot of instruments every day, the pillow on the back of my hand was pierced again and again, blood was drawn every three or five days, a whole body examination was done, and I had to enter the operating room every half a month.

People who are not strong in their hearts have given up on themselves a long time ago.

Repeating this every day, every second, is an ordeal. It's like being imprisoned in a dark cage all the time, never seeing hope and light.

From then on, Bai Nan would not laugh.

In the past, even if she took medicine and needles every day, she would smile to comfort him and the boss, saying that she was fine and there was nothing uncomfortable.

But after that, she changed. It's like I'm suffering from autism, and I don't even talk much. Almost every day, she was looking at the ceiling in a daze, and when others talked to her, she only replied with a few words.

After she was well, he and the boss took her out for a walk. It was the first time in two years that Bai Nan had left the gate of the hospital. But after going out, looking at the colorful world of flowers outside, Bai Nan didn't say anything, he didn't look very interested, he was expressionless the whole time, and no smile appeared.

At that time, the boss realized the seriousness of the matter.

Her body was alive, but her soul was dead.

She didn't like the things she liked before, either.

No matter what she asked, the most she answered was casual, and she gradually lost her self.

"There's a supermarket in front, why don't I go down and buy you something to eat first?" Anyway, the flight will be two hours away. ”

"Whatever."

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