Chapter 383: Healing
"Aunt, uncle, don't worry, I don't want to return to China for the time being, and by the way, I can also help take care of Ji Mu so much."
After Cousin Ji decided in his heart that he would not return to China, he directly called the Ji family's parents and told them the news of not returning to China for the time being.
And Xu Mu, who stayed in the hospital here, looked at her legs every day, and the doctor told her that her legs were recovering well, and she was very relieved at first, but after waiting for several days, her legs still didn't feel anything, which made her heart start to panic.
At first, Si Lin would compress everything at night, and then try to find time to accompany her in the hospital, but the time is still the same, although he still comes to see him every day, but Xu Muran's mood begins to collapse, and there is no one around to take care of him, so that his depression worsens.
One afternoon, Xu Muran sat on the hospital bed, looking at her legs intertwined with white sand fabric, and intuitively felt that her eyes were white, and suddenly, she raised her hand and punched her legs.
"Same! It's still the same! This doctor is lying to himself! He must have colluded with Si Linye! I can't cure my leg at all, I can't cure it! ”
The more she thought about what she was worried about, the more Xu Muran's horror became magnified, and she even thought that all this was a net that Si Linye had woven for herself, a net that deceived her.
It wasn't a good recovery, and the doctor in China said that it couldn't be cured at all, but now the doctor said that he could be cured.
But her legs haven't healed yet, and this must be a lie to her! It's all lying to her!
The fear in her heart began to amplify infinitely, and her desire to survive gradually shrunk, she has become a waste, is it interesting that they still lie to her like this?
She might as well go straight to death like this!
Yu Guang glanced at the knife on the fruit basket next to the bed, his eyes fell straight on it, his eyes began to brighten, and his hand involuntarily stretched out towards it.
......
"What? Are people alright? I'll go over now. ”
As soon as Si Lin finished an impromptu meeting at night, he received bad news from the hospital, Xu Muran actually committed suicide!
When he heard the news, he was stunned, his mind was blank, his heart suddenly contracted, his pupils dilated slightly, and his breathing began to be a little difficult.
Knowing that the other side had been shouting at him several times, he reacted and hurriedly went in to inquire about the other party's situation with Xu Muran.
He breathed a sigh of relief when he learned that she was out of danger, God knows how helpless and desperate he was at the moment when he knew that she had committed suicide.
When I came back to my senses, it was endless self-blame and guilt.
He shouldn't have left her, he knew that she was suffering from depression, but he left her alone in the hospital, what kind of meeting, can't the meeting be held online?
Why did he have to leave her!
"Wife."
With shame, Si Lin hurried to the hospital at night, and his eyes fell on Xu Muran, who was lying on his back on the hospital bed, her face was very pale, her lips were chapped, her eyes were closed, and she looked like a rag doll that was lifeless.
Si Lin stretched out his hand tremblingly, and when he wanted to hold her hand, he suddenly paused, he saw a piercing gauze on her wrist, the gauze on her feet had not decreased, but there was a heavy touch on his hands.
This made Si Linye's heart fall into the abyss even more, his eyes were full of grief, it was all his fault, he made her so insecure.
"Don't worry, the patient just lost too much blood, fortunately it was stopped in time, the patient's behavior this time, we suspect that it is caused by her emotions, and the family should pay more attention to the patient."
When the doctor came to inspect, he saw this scene, and he was still very angry, but at this moment, his heart was inexplicably calm.
Seeing him so grief-stricken, he was also dissatisfied with soft-heartedness, and went up to tell Si Linye about Xu Muran's situation, he could see that Xu Muran's suicide was not an accident at all, but seemed to be intentional.
During the operation, he found that her legs were wrapped in thick gauze last time, and it looked like she had injuries on her legs, which was probably caused by the injuries on her legs.
He is not the attending doctor of Xu Muran's leg injury, so he doesn't know the situation on her leg, but looking at the injury on her wrist, he knows that she can't think about it.
This time it was saved, and it was hard to guarantee that there would be a next time, so he specially reminded Si Linye.
"Emotions, okay, I see, thank you doctor."
When he heard the doctor say that she was like this because of her emotions, he immediately reacted, Xu Muran himself has depression, and he can't think about it at this time, it must be depression again!
This matter can't be delayed any longer, Xu Muran has to be treated quickly, if it drags on like this, he can't guard against her all the time.
This time, whether she wants to or not, let her go to treatment!
Thinking so, Si Linye did the same.
When Xu Muran came to her senses, Si Linye cared about her, and after feeding her porridge, he told her about it.
As soon as he heard that he was going to receive treatment, Xu Muran's head instantly lowered.
"Can't you go without it?"
Proud as she is! She had always been reluctant to admit that she was sick in her heart, but this time she came to her senses and found that she had committed suicide, and she was also surprised, but in her heart she felt that she had done something wrong.
But it was impossible for her to say this to Si Linye.
If she really said this to Si Linye, I was afraid that he would not be able to sit still immediately, and he would have to drag himself to see a doctor in the next second.
"No, if you don't want to go, I'll force you to go."
For Xu Muran's treatment, he is absolutely non-negotiable!
In the end, Xu Muran still agreed to receive treatment.
Through the treatment of the psychiatrist, Xu Muran's depression gradually improved, although it could not be completely cured, but at least there would be no more soft thoughts.
Seeing this scene, Si Linye was very comforted, he didn't worry about anything else, he was afraid that something would happen to her.
And here Xu Muran's depression was alleviated, and after Jian Hill in China experienced a love injury, the whole person became unexpectedly silent, and he couldn't arouse his interest in doing anything.
As long as she is free, she can't help but think that she finally likes someone, and that person still likes her best friend, the key is that her best friend is still a person who wants her husband and children!
It's really devastating! It broke her heart so much!
In the end, after a few days of confusion, she couldn't stand herself anymore, so she packed herself up and went abroad to relax.
"Isn't that Xu Muran's best friend Jane Hill? Where is she going? ”
Jian Hill wanted to go to Xu Muran and take a break by the way, but was discovered by An Lan when he was at the airport.
An Lan stared at her back for a long time, and after confirming that she was Jane Hill, he secretly followed her abroad.
"Mu Ran, how are you now?"
After going abroad to settle her luggage, she went to the hospital to find Xu Muran, although she came out to relax, but she still cared about her best friend.
"I'm already recovering, the doctor said that my leg is saved, these days, I also feel it, why are you here?"
Xu Muran was very happy when she saw Jane Hill appear in her hospital room, and she was even happier when she asked about her condition.
She didn't have any hope, after all, in China, the doctor said that she might not be able to stand up in the future, so she gave up, because they have been unwilling to give up on themselves, so she will follow Si Lin to go abroad for treatment at night.
But to her surprise, her leg could be healed!
So she was very happy, she could only see Si Lin Ye here, and no one shared the joy in her heart with her, and now she was even happier when she saw Jane Hill's appearance.
I saw that I shared my condition with her one by one, including the doctor who said that she would be able to return to normal in a short time, and then she would be able to walk on the ground.
Hearing the news, Jane Hill was also very happy for her, and the two of them talked about Xu Muran and had the idea of wanting to go to the ground.
"Ciel, let's hang out together!"
Lying in the hospital all the time, Si Lin was worried about her at night, but he was also very busy, so she had never walked on the ground since she went abroad, and when she thought about it, she felt itchy in her heart.
I can't wait to get off the ground right away.
"Is that okay with you? Didn't the doctor say it would take a while? What if you recover well, but then you will be left with sequelae? ”
Seeing Xu Muran so excited, Jian Hill hesitated a little, she stared at Xu Muran's legs for a while, looking at the thick gauze wrapped around her legs, and felt a little worried.
If you go down to the ground like this, will there be anything bad, then wouldn't it be a big trouble?
Thinking like this, she was even more reluctant in her heart, and shook her head at Xu Muran, with a look of displeasure.
She really can't afford this consequence, so it's better to let her be wronged for a while, after all, one is a short-term torment, and the other is indeed a lifetime of pain!
"Mu Ran! Otherwise, let's just sit in a wheelchair, and don't go to the ground. ”
But looking at the expectations in her eyes, Jian Hill felt a little unbearable, she wanted to help her, but forget about this matter.
Still in a wheelchair, the two of them go out to play, and take her to breathe!
Thinking so, Xu Muran gave up and chose to sit in a wheelchair, and Jian Hill hurriedly stepped forward to push the wheelchair when he saw this.
The two of them just wandered around the garden of the hospital.
"Sister, sister, my mother is gone, can you help me find it?"
Just as the two stopped to chat, suddenly a child came out of the side, ran straight to the two, and bumped into Jane Hill's arms.
With an anxious face, her eyes full of worry and fear, her small hands clenched the hem of her clothes lightly and strongly, and she looked at her with big eyes.