Chapter 941: Mental Trauma
Hearing his wife Chrysostom's words, what else did Wang Xinren feel uneasy about?
raised his baby girl, and raised a good one, it only took him 18 years.
Eighteen years later, he is no more than a young man under the age of 50.
And his wife was already seventy or eighty years old at that time.
The 80-year-old lady will have one foot in the coffin in a few years.
As long as she is gone at that time, aren't the properties under her hands his and his daughter's?
Wang Xinren actually knows very well in his heart how much furniture his wife has.
He felt that he could use an idiom to describe his wife, then he would be a rich country.
's own wife, that's a woman who is quite capable.
Wang Xinren felt that no one in this world could surpass her.
The wife is very capable, and if she marries her husband, she will be even more capable.
Wang Xinren felt that no matter whether his wife was alive or not, it showed that he, who was a husband, was capable.
Moreover, he, as a husband, will definitely not lose.
He had food and drink every day.
Take your daughter wherever she wants, travel wherever she wants, and have a driver to pick you up when you go out.
He didn't have to go out into the rivers and lakes. There is no need for a mixed society with idle and poor faces.
There is no need to beg my father to sue my grandmother every day in society, to earn a salary that is only a few thousand yuan a month.
He didn't have to live those hard days.
Live such a difficult life.
He only needs to listen to his wife's words now, raise the treasure girl in his arms, and raise his life, then he will definitely have a bright future in the future.
When a man has money in his hands, he doesn't panic in his heart.
Only a rich man has confidence.
When I go out, my waist is stiff.
A man without money is a bastard.
Wang Xinren feels that he is now a rich man. Who would dare to yell at him in front of him now?
When he used to work in some units, he felt that everyone was his boss. Anyone can yell at him, whether it's the guests who come and go, or some small leaders above him.
Tell him to drink, and he will drink.
Tell him to tell jokes and pretend to be a clown, and he has to tell jokes and pretend to be a clown.
At that time, he felt that he was not as good as a pig or a dog.
The pig slept better than him and ate well.
The dog did less than he did, and he was beaten and scolded less.
At that time, I was exploited by others all day long. Being treated as an improper person by others.
Regarded as a blood-pumping machine by his own relatives.
But for now, his life is up to him.
He is now free.
You can go wherever you want, and you can do whatever you want.
No one can get a penny from him.
He just doesn't want to give money to those people.
I will not be angry with those people because of money.
……
At this time, Gao Xinyue didn't know what her husband was thinking
She only knew that her husband's frowning look was really not good-looking.
"Husband, what are you thinking? I've been calling you for a long time......"
After Wang Xinren was suddenly pushed by this wife, he woke up from his past bad memories.
"Ah...... Wife, what should I do? I suddenly wanted to cry again......"
"I feel that the greatest luck in my life is to meet you, if I hadn't met you, I really wouldn't have had a good life. Wife, do you know how much I have suffered and how many sins I have suffered before? There was a time when I went from 170 pounds to 120 pounds. ”
"Think about how thin I was when I was a big man of 1.8 meters and only weighed 120 pounds...... In order to work, to earn more money to support my family and myself, I almost did my best, day and night. Sometimes, I can do third-class work in a day. ”
Gao Xinyue This is the first time she has heard her husband talk about his past.
What she used to hear her husband say was his glorious deeds in the past, those more glorious things.
But now, he was finally willing to be honest with her, and those old scars of his past were gone.
"Husband, listening to you say that, you used to have a pretty hard time."
"I actually know what life some people in the countryside are like. Although in this era, you don't have to worry about food and clothing. After all, they have all entered the era of food and clothing. However, I still know that many people don't make much money. But they all have a variety of needs. ”
"For example, some families have to give their children a cram school. For example, some parents want to give their children a tooth. It costs tens of thousands of dollars to go to a better cram school, and tens of thousands of dollars to complete a whole tooth. These expenses are still a huge expense for some ordinary families. ”
When Wang Xinren heard his wife say this, he suddenly realized that the gap between himself and his wife was still quite big.
Take their family as an example, he thinks that the living environment when he was a child is really bad.
The head of the family is really poor.
When he was young, he wore clothes and pants that his cousins didn't want.
When he was in high school, he wore an old pair of his cousin's shirts.
A pair of old leather shoes from my cousin.
A fifteen or sixteen-year-old, seventeen or eighteen-year-old boy wears women's leather shoes that others don't want.
How can he not feel ashamed of such a thing?
Besides, he had a very strong self-esteem at that time.
Every time he heard the ridicule of others, he felt that his heart was about to twist.
Because he was poor, he endured countless white eyes from others.
Because I am poor, I can't eat well, and I can't wear clothes well. Haven't read anything yet.
Because of poverty, he took countless detours in society and made himself miss a lot. Also lost a lot.
As soon as Wang Xinren thinks back to those days in the past, he feels that poverty, in a sense, is a kind of original sin.
It has inflicted countless indelible damage on him.
It was a traumatic wound.
It takes a lot of time, a lot of energy, to make up for it slowly.
"Wife, in fact, I feel very ashamed of my past."
"Sometimes, even I don't want to face them."
"I sometimes feel like I'm not strong. Thankfully, I've finally come out after all these years. After all, I met you. ”
"You are the noble man of my life."
When Gao Xinyue heard these words, her heart, which had already been numb, didn't seem to be shaken.
After all, when Wang Peng chased her back then, it was almost the same set of statements.
Even some of the words they use are exactly the same.
At that time, she heard Wang Peng say that his life was too hard when he was a child.
It was not easy to say that he was in those years.
At that time, she was very simple, and her compassion was particularly overflowing.
Because of sympathy, because of pity, because of the Virgin's disease, she compensated him with herself.
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