Chapter Seventy-One: Suddenly Unaccustomed to It
"Qin Nan, why are you so partial, I haven't heard of you waiting for me or something, how can you wait for Ouyang. Eccentric woman. Tong Zelin pulled Danan next to him and said.
"Can you not make trouble, are we taking the exam in the middle of the day, do you want me to wait outside for you to take the exam? Don't I take exams? You're not a psychopath. ”
"Okay, don't be angry, I'll just say that." Tong Zelin seemed to be a little aggrieved and said.
"Hahaha, I'm leaving soon, don't make trouble, I don't need you to accompany me, I'll call you after the exam, don't contact me, I'll turn off my phone in the next two days and sharpen my gun." Besides, my mom will accompany me to the exam, so you don't have to worry. Okay, let's go, I'm going home, Su Yixuan, I'm leaving this time, you don't have to worry, I haven't written a classmate record for you yet, don't worry, I won't write it for you, goodbye. After Ouyang said this, before we could say anything, he left with his schoolbag on his back and didn't look back.
A few of us were still stunned, and I glanced at Su Yixuan: "This is leaving, how do I feel that in the end he only said goodbye to you and didn't talk to us, you two, what's the situation?" ”
The three of us all looked at Su Yixuan, he was uncomfortable, slapped Tong Zelin on the shoulder with his fist, knocked on Danan's schoolbag, rubbed my hair, and then said: "You guys be sober, wake up, don't sleep, it's already out of school, let's go, hurry up, it's getting colder and colder." ”
We are all ready to go home, and today the two of them will send us home, Da Nan and I will walk in the front, and the two of them will walk in the back. After the downstairs of Da Nan's house, they watched me from the side, and it was not until I was taken away by my mother that they turned around and prepared to go home.
Thank you very much for their efforts in the recent period, I didn't tell anyone about the last QQ thing, recently, I haven't been online, and I don't know if those people have sent me any more messages, but I don't know if it's because I haven't completely let go of my heart, when I see Su Yixuan now, I still think of those messages, and I always feel that something is between me and Su Yixuan, is that person really Su Yixuan's girlfriend? The two of them are so close to each other, could there really be something I don't know?
I feel like this kind of thought is surrounding me every day, and I don't dare to face it, but I don't want to lose it, so I get stuck in this cycle and don't know how to deal with it.
After going home in the evening, I took out the list of classmates that everyone gave me today, and looked at what everyone said to me, which were basically some words of blessing, as well as words of blessing for me and Su Yixuan.
I finally looked at what Ouyang had written for me, and Ouyang said, "You are a girl who is as gentle as water, but hard as iron; is also a very assertive, but often helpless girl. I hope that in the days to come, you can continue to move forward towards your goals and will definitely reach where you want to go. But the scenery on the road is also beautiful, don't be in a hurry to ignore the beautiful scenery on the side of the road, when you can stop and admire the bent willow tree, the plum tree full of fruit, you may find that perhaps, your destination is getting closer and closer. Don't think too much about it, and don't care too much about what other people think. On your way forward, I must be by your side to accompany you, I will definitely bring you beauty, let you continue to immerse yourself in your fairy tale world, maintain your innocence and innocence, and we will grow up together. ”
I read this string of "blessings" that Ouyang wrote to me that are not quite the same as others, to be honest, I didn't fully understand what he wanted to express to me, but I think he was quite right in some places, I would be a little entangled, and I would care a little too much about other people's opinions, these were all seen by Ouyang, how could I not understand him, he saw me quite clearly. He was suitable to study psychology in the future.
The next day, we still make papers, it is a small test made by the teacher of each subject when he is in class, about half a class, and then talk about half a class, this time mathematics, probably because it is relatively simple, so my test score is not bad, mathematics test 85 points, if the high school entrance examination, can have this result, it would be good, Su Yixuan is still very stable, this time it may be really simple, he took the test 116, Danan 99, Tong Zelin 97, I looked at the papers of several of us, I fell into contemplation again, How can I be so close to everyone else?
Tong Zelin said to me: "Look, I'll just say that I can surpass you, look at this math, I'm better than you." ”
I said to him: "We are going to be better than all subjects, and you are better than me in this single subject of mathematics, it doesn't count, it depends on all subjects, and when have you ever been worse than me in this mathematics." ”
Tong Zelin thought for a while and said, "Yes, I am better than you in mathematics every time, so let's see you in the mock exam next time, let's look at the results of all subjects." ”
"Okay, come on."
At the end of class, I also looked at the door of the classroom, and said to Danan: "Ouyang should come to inform us what to eat at noon in a while." ”
Su Yixuan heard it, and before Danan could speak, Su Yixuan said first: "I didn't adapt to it on the first day I left, do you miss others?" ”
I just reacted, Ouyang is no longer in school, so what I said just now, isn't it very embarrassing, so I said: "I'm sorry, I forgot, maybe I'm used to it." ”
"It's okay, no need to say I'm sorry, this kid won't come to you after class, I'm still a little unused to it. I've gone out to buy food, do you want anything to eat? Qin Nan, what do you eat? "Su Yixuan doesn't mind that I suddenly remembered Ouyang, should I be happy, or should I feel that something is wrong.
"No, there's nothing you want to eat, you guys should eat less junk food, can we eat together at noon?" Da Nan asked Su Yixuan.
"Okay, got it, then what do you have to eat at noon?" After Su Yixuan finished speaking, he walked outside.
The day was spent in "unaccustomedness", and during the evening self-study, Su Yixuan passed me a note and said to me, "What's wrong with you lately?" Is there something going on? How do you feel that something is wrong with you recently, today's math test is also the same, and the big question in the back, didn't I tell you about it yesterday or the day before yesterday? Why is it still so wrong today? What's wrong? ”
Shall I tell him? Forget it, let's not talk about it, I'll go back: it's nothing, I may not have slept well lately, it's okay, don't worry, it's okay for the next exam, nothing happened.
It took him a long time to come back: Okay, don't be bored if something happens, remember to tell me.
I replied that he understood, and reminded him to remember to write me a classmate.