In S City, one afternoon during the National Day holiday, the sky was clear, and our two girls sat by the flower beds in the square drinking coffee and chatting after shopping in the street.

My name is Mo Yuhan, this young lady next to me is my friend for many years, Da Nan, we are very important in each other's lives, we are junior high school classmates, high school alumni, and university in the same city. Later, for the sake of their respective dreams, they all came to S City, thinking about it, this year should be the fifth year of coming to S City, and we are exactly 30 years old this year. When I was a child, I dreamed of 30 years old, I should be stepping on high heels, commanding a team of my own, going out with a sports car, and having a big house of my own.

However, the reality responds to us, often not so wishy-washy, neither sports cars, nor buying a house in this unattainable S city, working hard every day, but not very bad, because we are still together, and good friends are still around.

"Hey, konjac silk, you say, when we were in school, did you think about what we would look like when we were 30 years old? How do you feel that we have thought of the 20s at the farthest possible, how can we be 30 years old in the blink of an eye? ”

Danan crossed Erlang's legs, sipped his coffee and asked me, oh, by the way, konjac silk is the nickname she gave me, and no one calls me that except her.

"Why haven't you ever thought about driving a sports car and living in a villa when you're 30 years old, haha?"

"I'm serious with you, I feel like 30 years old was a distant word in our lives at that time." Danan said seriously

"It's true that we haven't thought about 30 years old, and it feels like it's too far away for us; After going to college, I didn't deliberately think about age, maybe more like, what will happen in five years, what will happen in ten years, maybe, we have neglected the imagination and respect for age. Do you remember the book of Xin Da that you read at that time, and later Zhao Wei made a movie, To Youth, in which Ruan Guan said, 'If I reach the age of 30, I will commit suicide.' At that time, when I watched it, I still thought, what's wrong with being 30 years old, isn't it just an age, why do you want to commit suicide, as for it, now, it's really at this age, and I seem to understand her. "I said it just as seriously.

"Why don't you remember, I still remember that this book seemed to be read to me after you finished reading it, and when I read this novel at the time, it was just a lively look, but Ruan Wan also stayed in his 20s. Hey, I still remember that later this book seemed to spread in the class, and in the end, it still reached Big Bear. Danan said with a smile.

She paused, and when I was still reminiscing about our big bear teacher, Dan Nan said again: "Do you remember, we eat sugar gourds, sometimes we don't eat at night, eat sugar gourds, and then press the playground, it's almost time, and then go back to study at night." Sometimes you go to a rehearsal, and I eat it myself when you're not there, and I think the disease that I want to eat when I see sugar gourds until now is left at that time, and it's really interesting to think about when I was in school. She smiled as she recalled our childhood.

"Yes, sometimes I often think about the past, when I was a child, I felt that time was slow, and I always wanted to hurry up and see the outside world." I said to her.

"Also, you know, I sometimes think now, the lights in our class are so high, so dark, and we don't wear thick glasses, it's really amazing." Danan said as he gave me a thumbs up.

"Hey, Qin Nan, can you recall something normal, what kind of lamp can you recall." I said as I patted her hand.

We both seemed to be reminiscing about the lights that never lit up in our memories, the stickers that stuck on our books, and the noisy classmates.

I said: "The years of youth and ignorance are really good, I remember that at that time, several of us were fighting every day, and encouraging each other, sometimes quarreling, but soon they will be reconciled, the two of us go to school together every day and go home from school, and then your family moved away, I was sad for a while, fortunately, the university stayed in a city, and fortunately, after graduation, we all came to S City." ”

"Hey, it's really unforgiving, why is it so old, I feel like my middle school days are still a few days ago, and now I'm looking through the circle of friends, all of them are this baby, that one is married, this child is crying, that child is going to school, you look at the two of us, hey, no one has anything serious, you can't also hurry up and have a child, play with me."

"You're embarrassed to talk about me, why don't you say give birth to one for me to play with."

The two of them were still happy as when they were children, laughing and making trouble.

"Okay, let's talk about it, what's wrong, you've sighed several times today, what's going on to make our brother Nan, a heartless woman, so sad, which little fresh meat do you like? Be careful, I've always been a helper, I won't be you. I put my hand on her shoulder and smiled.

"Are you looking for a fight, besides, we are all women." Da Nan said to me while raising his fist, and I responded with a smile.

At this time, she said: "I just feel that I am already 30 years old before I know it, you know, recently I took an intern, it was 98 years, I have to count my fingers to calculate what this child belongs to, how old is it." Think about when we first entered the society, those seniors also sighed and said, 'Young', I really had the same feeling. ”

At this time, I understood that I was "soured" by the young appearance of my new colleagues, which is too normal at our age. I subconsciously laughed twice and said, "You shouldn't ask." I don't even ask about the children who come to our company now, and I don't have to worry about finding it myself. You, this is self-inflicted, jealous of other people's youth and beauty, isn't it? However, don't worry, although we have reached three, we are still very young, and now the average life expectancy of people has increased, 8 or 90 years old is no problem, maybe 100 years old will be more and more, this is compared, where is our life. Okay, come, coffee instead of wine, toast our past youth, don't do it, I'm afraid I won't be able to sleep at night. ”

"Come, konjac silk, thank you too, you have put up with my temper for so many years, of course, you have to thank me, because your temper is not much better."

"Okay, thank you, come, we'll go back after drinking, and we'll continue to work tomorrow, although it's a holiday, this debt will have to be paid after all, and I'm going to work in a small class tomorrow."

"Then tomorrow I'm busy at home, go to the company to find you, accompany you to work overtime, let's go eat sauerkraut fish in the evening, I haven't eaten it for a long time."

"Do you want to call them, or just the two of us eating alone."

"If you don't say that I forgot, then let's see it tomorrow, come, respect our youth." Danan held his coffee and reached out to me.

"Come, and salute tomorrow's sauerkraut fish"

Hahaha......

The two of them continued to talk and laugh, reminiscing about the things of the past, and complaining about their current lives, and their faces were full of happiness.

At this time, a few students wearing school uniforms walked in front of us, and the eyes of both of us drifted past, their school uniforms were too similar to ours back then, and they were all girls with ponytails, and boys with inch heads, as if they saw us at that time, walking on the playground and on the road, the spirit was in a trance, and thoughts and memories seemed to float back to the era that belonged to them.