Chapter 45 Mixed feelings

Lu Jingshen didn't hesitate, nodded and responded, although he didn't know what Chu Ruoxi wanted to say to him, he had no reason to refuse.

Seeing that Lu Jingshen agreed, Chu Ruoxi finally breathed a sigh of relief, opened the door and made way for Lu Jingshen to wait in her room, while Chu Ruoxi herself packed up her pajamas and went to the bathroom to take a bath.

Lu Jingshen sat on the sofa in Chu Ruoxi's room, listening to the sound of water coming from the bathroom, and was actually a little apprehensive in his heart, mainly worried about what Chu Ruoxi wanted to say to him, in case he wanted to say that he wanted to reconcile with him......

As soon as he thought of this possibility, Lu Jingshen's palms couldn't help but sweat, hoping that it wouldn't develop like this.

And Chu Ruoxi's mood was also a little nervous, sorting out the wording while taking a shower, thinking about what to say to Lu Jingshen and how to say it for a while.

Chu Ruoxi hesitated inside for a long time, but thinking that it would not be good for Lu Jingshen to wait outside for too long, he turned off the shower and put on his pajamas, looked at himself in the mirror, took a deep breath and pushed open the door in the bathroom and walked out.

After hearing that there was no sound of water in the bathroom, Lu Jingshen's whole body straightened, and he sat upright on the sofa waiting for Chu Ruoxi to come out, because of the nervousness, his heartbeat involuntarily accelerated.

Seeing Chu Ruoxi who had changed into pajamas walking out, Lu Jingshen raised his eyes and glanced at it, and his heart suddenly "chuckled", although Chu Ruoxi was not as delicate as he saw during the day, but changing into pajamas added a sense of intimacy, and his tender cheeks made Lu Jingshen a little reluctant to kiss him fiercely, and as soon as he had this idea in his mind, Lu Jingshen quietly swallowed his saliva.

"Sorry, long waiting."

After the incident in the car just now, Chu Ruoxi somehow became polite to Lu Jingshen, and when he saw him, he couldn't help but be a little restrained.

"It's fine." Lu Jingshen waved his hand, "Don't you have something to say to me?" Let's talk about it. ”

Although he felt a little uneasy about what Chu Ruoxi was going to say next, Lu Jingshen had never been a grinding person, so he said it straight to the point.

"Okay," Chu Ruoxi nodded, sat on the edge of the bed in front of Lu Jingshen, took a deep breath, and said, "What I want to say is actually very simple, that is...... If you marry me because of my family background and talents, and if you have an affair with me, I hope we can end this relationship, and if you need my help, I appreciate your talents, so I will continue to support you, so there is no need for you to put me next to you anymore, and try to get close to me, or even ...... Please me, we can part ways and you can go your separate ways, and you can go to the person you really like to be with. ”

From the time Chu Ruoxi began to say this, Lu Jingshen's face suddenly became gloomy, and sure enough, his hunch had always been very accurate, this Chu Ruoxi really came to talk to him about peace and separation.

After saying this, Chu Ruoxi has also been paying attention to the reaction of the landing depth of field, in fact, Chu Ruoxi has also made a lot of determination to say this, because ...... Because the probability that Lu Jingshen really likes her is too low, although she has been more or less moved, but Lu Jingshen was able to say such an affectionate confession to her without blushing and heartbeat when they met for the first time, and Lu Jingshen's acting skills can also be seen.

So Chu Ruoxi is often confused, I don't know if Lu Jingshen really likes her or interests, instead of immersing himself in Lu Jingshen's acting skills, it is better to quickly cut through the chaos and grasp the initiative, otherwise if he is alone in this so-called love game, wouldn't it be too pitiful?

But seeing that Lu Jingshen has been silent, Chu Ruoxi doesn't know what Lu Jingshen thinks, but she said it so clearly, and she also said that even if he leaves Lu Jingshen, there will be no loss, and he won't still agree if he is like this, right?

"So you think I'm pretending to do all these things to you?" Lu Jingshen didn't know what expression to use, so he raised his head and only said such a sentence.

Chu Ruoxi panicked in his heart when he asked this, and he didn't know how to answer for a while, so he muttered for a moment and then said, "It's not that you are pretending...... That's not the point, the point is whether to end our relationship, you won't have anything to lose, and if you need help, I'll help you......"

Before Chu Ruoxi's words were finished, he was suddenly thrown on the bed by Lu Jingshen, who suddenly stood up, and before he could struggle, his hands were lifted over his head and restrained by Lu Jingshen's one hand.

"What are you doing here?!" Chu Ruoxi was also frightened by this sudden scene, and wanted to escape Lu Jingshen's confinement, but it was impossible for the two to have too big a gap in strength.

"There will be no loss?" Lu Jingshen's tone was a little angry, and he originally thought that if Chu Ruoxi really wanted to say this, he would be ready to talk to her, but he didn't expect that he still couldn't control his emotions, "I lost you, isn't this loss big enough?" ”

Chu Ruoxi originally wanted to open his mouth to refute, but raised his eyes to meet Lu Jingshen's blood-red eyes, and was shocked in his heart, and suddenly he didn't dare to speak.

Lu Jingshen's expression can't be pretended, right? Chu Ruoxi was a little panicked, and quietly glanced at Lu Jingshen again, and then avoided his gaze again, if this was really pretending...... So Lu Jingshen's acting skills are inevitably too good? But...... But what exactly did he mean by that?

Lu Jingshen seemed to feel that his reaction was a little too aggressive, and seeing that Chu Ruoxi didn't speak, he also got up and stood up, turning his back to Chu Ruoxi.

"I'm sorry, I was impulsive." There was no joy or anger in Lu Jingshen's tone, "But what you said, I'll still ...... for the time being I can't say yes, but I'll try not to bother you, but I hope you'll think about it again. ”

Lu Jingshen's tone had a hint of imperceptible trembling, he admitted that at first, it was just because he wanted to kill the Feng family and fell in love with Chu Ruoxi's assets and talents, but he really fell in love with Chu Ruoxi, which he never expected, if he didn't have this feeling, Lu Jingshen would definitely agree to today's proposal, but the situation is different.

Besides, Lu Jingshen is not good at words, and he has no experience in dealing with girls, and he doesn't know how to express his feelings.

Looking at Lu Jingshen's back, Chu Ruoxi also felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, and he didn't know how to describe it, why didn't Lu Jingshen agree? Isn't that what he wants? Could it be that he really likes himself?

Chu Ruoxi couldn't believe this idea, after all, the person who fell in love first was the loser, and Chu Ruoxi didn't want to be a loser.

"Then let's leave it at this today, it's not too early, rest early." Lu Jingshen didn't reply and said, looking at the roses covered in this room, Lu Jingshen felt like a joke, and walked out of the room without waiting for Chu Ruoxi to answer, and gently closed the door.

Looking at the room where she was alone, Chu Ruoxi was a little stunned, she really didn't understand, she couldn't understand what the situation was now, if she could, she also wanted to have a good time with Lu Jingshen, but Lu Jingshen was too powerful, she didn't dare to give her heart to him easily.

The more I thought about it in my heart, the more annoyed and chaotic I became, and I couldn't figure it out after thinking about it for a long time, Chu Ruoxi had to sigh, it's really not too early now, since I didn't talk about it today, let's talk about it later, anyway, there is an opportunity, if there is no relationship between the two people, sooner or later they will not be able to go on.

Chu Ruoxi tried her best to empty the thoughts in her head, and got into the quilt to fall asleep quickly, but unfortunately the sky did not fulfill her wish, and she rolled over and over on the bed for more than half an hour without sleep, and her mind was always replaying the situation just now.

Damn it.

Chu Ruoxi was a little irritable, so she simply got up and wanted to go to the balcony to blow the wind, but she couldn't sleep anyway.

So he got up and opened the door, wanting to go to the kitchen to get a bottle of drink, but saw Aunt Zhao cleaning in the kitchen.

"Aunt Zhao, it's so late, you haven't slept yet?" Chu Ruoxi glanced at the clock, it was two o'clock in the morning, and even if there was something to do, it should be put until tomorrow.

"Haven't you slept yet?" Aunt Zhao smiled slightly, "Miss Chu, did you have a conflict with the young master today?" ”

Seeing Aunt Zhao ask Chu Ruoxi like this, it was still a little surprised, could it be that Lu Jingshen also told Aunt Zhao?

Aunt Zhao saw the expression on Chu Ruoxi's face, so she explained, "It's not that the young master told me, it's that I saw that the young master just took several bottles of wine into the room, he is an extremely self-disciplined person, and he rarely indulges himself like this, I wonder if you came back so late today, did you quarrel." ”

"It's not a quarrel, is it......"

When Chu Ruoxi saw Aunt Zhao say this, she was in no mood to drink drinks, why did Lu Jingshen still look deeply shocked?

"Forget it, Aunt Zhao, you should rest early, don't be too late, I'm ready to go back to sleep." Originally, I was going to come out to relax my mood, but I didn't expect the mood to get worse and worse, Chu Ruoxi sighed, turned around and walked towards his room, what is this.

Aunt Zhao looked at Chu Ruoxi's figure, and also shook her head slightly, in fact, she saw it very clearly, but she didn't want to break it, Lu Jingshen grew up with her, his heart has a thick layer of armor, which is used to protect himself from being injured, and he will only take off the armor after meeting someone he trusts, but he is the most vulnerable in front of someone he trusts.