Chapter 611: Don't Go Anywhere
Until the evening when he was about to go to bed, Fu Shen had not come out of the room, and Shen Xian was really a little lost and sad.
She had been thinking about giving Fu Shen a chance, but it seemed that he had never taken advantage of this kind of opportunity, Shen Xian sighed in disappointment and prepared to go to bed.
She can't show the sadness in her heart no matter what, at least she can't make the children worry, this time she came out to have fun, and she can't make the family unhappy because of her affairs.
Just when Shen Xian was about to go to bed to rest, she suddenly remembered the knock on the door, which startled her.
"Who? It's so late. ”
"It's me who opens the door first!"
Fu Shen stood at the door and opened his mouth a little embarrassed, he was worried in his heart, he didn't know how to speak after he came face to face with Shen Xian, but he had to speak.
After Professor Shen scolded him, he stayed in the room and thought about what to do, thinking for a long time, constantly reflecting on the things he had done before, and finally Fu Shen mustered up the courage to apologize at the door of Shen Xian's room, which was walking in the dead of night when everyone was asleep.
He is actually not an indecisive or timid person, but every time he faces Shen Xian, it becomes different.
"Wait a minute, I'll come here."
Shen Xian thought for a moment and said nothing, put on a dress and got up to open the door.
"It's so late, don't you come to me without a break?"
Shen Xian was very expectant and guessed in her heart, it was very likely that Fu Shen came to confess to herself, or to seek her forgiveness.
"I'll ......"
Fu Shen was suddenly a little speechless, and stood there cramped and a little uneasy: "Can I go in and say?" ”
Standing at the door, he seemed to hear the sound of someone moving in the next room, Fu Shen was startled and hurried into the room.
Shen Xian didn't really want to think about it, she didn't want to have too close contact with Fu Shen recently, but before she could speak, Fu Shen walked in with a brisk walk.
Shen Xian was stunned and looked at Fu Shen, who had already run in, and after closing the door with some embarrassment, he got up and walked to the side and took a glass of water for Fu Shen and put it in front of him.
"Is there something to discuss when you came to me so late? Tell me straight, I'm going to rest in a minute. ”
Shen Xian was polite and detached from him, and this attitude was still in Fu Shen's eyes, so as not to make him even more sad.
"Are you so unwilling to be alone with me?"
Fu Shen opened his mouth a little sour in his heart, and said with some grievances.
"How do you say that?"
Shen Xian turned her head to look at Fu Shen in some surprise, and said with some tears and laughter: "Is there anything between us that is willing or unwilling?" If there's anything you can just say, I'm really a little tired and want to rest early. ”
Shen Xian actually said this quite casually, because wasn't this how she and Fu Shen got along in the past? But what Shen Xian didn't notice at all was how sad Fu Shen felt when he heard Shen Xian say this.
He felt that Shen Xian was accusing him of his previous domineering behavior, why was he willing or not, as long as he wanted to do it, he could do it, Shen Xian must be satirizing this matter.
Fu Shen inexplicably felt a lump of depression in his heart, and when the words came to his mouth, he tossed and turned several times, but he still didn't say it, he smiled bitterly.
"I'm just here to see if you're okay? Since you're going to rest, I'll go first. ”
"Stop!"
Shen Xian was angry in her heart, she thought that Fu Shen had come to apologize to herself, or to ask what she had done with Albert today, but she didn't expect to leave as soon as she said such a sentence after coming in.
According to her understanding of Fu Shen, she must be making up some mess in her brain, and today she has to help Fu Shen change this habit.
Fu Shen didn't expect Shen Xian to open his mouth to give him to the sect leader, and he was a little happy and a little apprehensive for a while, and more at a loss, he got up and was ready to run away from the door.
Shen Xian had been paying attention to him for a long time, and when he saw Fu Shen's movements, he suddenly snorted coldly and rushed to the door faster than Fu Shen, and closed the door as soon as he closed it.
"If you don't make your words clear today, you won't be allowed to leave, I'll guard this door today to see where you go?"
Shen Xian's domineering attitude was not to let Fu Shen leave, and Fu Shen, who was stared at by Shen Xian for a while, was anxious and even had a layer of fine sweat on his forehead.
"I just came to see you, I'll leave if there's nothing to do, don't you want to rest?"
Fu Shen got up and prepared to pull Shen Xian away and hurry up.
"Pull it down, stay here for me!"
Shen Xian didn't want to let him go at all, and after stopping the person, he pointed to another stool and stared at his face and shouted, "You let me go there and sit down, don't go anywhere?" ”
When had Fu Shen seen Shen Xian so domineering and angry, he was really shocked for a while, subconsciously got up, sat on the stool obediently, and looked at Shen Xian precariously, like a good baby, as if waiting for Shen Xian's next order.
Shen Xian was a little helpless, and looked at these actions made by Fu Shen at this moment with some amusement in her heart, suppressed the urge to laugh out loud in her heart, and made a straight face.
"Don't you want to ask me? You must have something to say here, but I don't know what is going on in my head, and what am I misunderstanding? ”
Fu Shen moved the corners of his mouth a little nervously, not knowing what to say, and finally chose to shut up.
"You're really ......"
Shen Xian looked at Fu Shen who didn't say a word a little helplessly: "Here today, we will make it clear, what do you think of me?" Is there any misunderstanding, what do you want to ask, you can ask me at any time, absolutely not angry, okay? ”
"Really?"
Fu Shen looked at Shen Xian with some apprehension: "Are you sure you won't be angry about anything I ask?" ”
"I'm not as stingy as you to ask casually, since I said that I won't be angry, then I will definitely not be angry."
Shen Xian was really convinced by Fu Shen sometimes, and sat on the side angrily, staring at Fu Shen with his eyes, waiting for him to ask himself some questions next.
After thinking for a while, Fu Shen asked with some apprehension, "Do you really forgive me for those things I did before?" In your heart, are you still a little indignant at the domineering things I did before? ”
Shen Xian asked about it, she originally thought that Fu Shen would ask about the matter between herself and Albert, and she was ready to explain what they were doing outside today, but she didn't expect Fu Shen to ask such an unrelated thing.
But thinking of what he had just said, Shen Xian still responded seriously: "For the things you did before, those things that were overbearing and did without regard to my wishes, I won't forgive me, and it is impossible for me to forgive in this life." ”
Fu Shen's whole person calmed down in an instant, he knew that it was absolutely impossible for Shen Xian to forgive the things he had done before, and it was absolutely impossible for him to forgive him, since there was no way to forgive this matter, did it mean that there would never be a possibility between them?
Even if they are reluctantly together for the sake of their children, they will never be happy, and they will never return to the feeling they had before.
Shen Xian looked at Fu Shen with a lost look on his face, and couldn't help but be stunned, and finally quickly explained: "I won't forgive those things, it doesn't mean that I won't look forward." ”
Shen Xian walked over and sat down with Fu Shen and said from the bottom of his heart by the way: "Since something has already been done and happened, and you have no way to change it, don't beg for forgiveness or other things." ”
Fu Shen's heart sank even further, and he seemed to understand something.
Shen Xian glanced at it angrily and continued: "But I think the relationship between us has also happened to him, and it is also something that can never be extinguished, sometimes a mistake will not cover up other things, we should look forward, put that thing all in the back of our minds, and forget about them." ”
After Fu Shen heard this, his eyes instantly lit up, and he asked a little happily: "Does this mean that you still have me in your heart?" Our feelings are still there, right? ”
"When did I say that the feelings between us don't exist, they exist, and they are deep-rooted, from the heart, and grow in the bone marrow."
Shen Xian nodded very seriously, for the relationship between the two of them, from beginning to end, Shen Xian never thought of completely forgetting it, or completely putting aside the things that Fu Shen had done for a while, Shen Xian could feel that he was a little far away from this relationship.
Even in her heart, she sealed this feeling in the bottom of her heart, and she didn't want to lift it, but when Fu Shen flattered them very sincerely, Shen Xian found that the dusty feelings slowly emerged and continued to take root.
She seems to understand that some things can't be changed by her own will, and she won't forgive or forgive what Fu Shen did before, but what she can't forgive is Fu Shen at that time, not Fu Shen at this moment.
Fu Shen didn't quite understand what Shen Xian was thinking in his heart, but one thing he knew very well was that Shen Xian valued the relationship between them very much, and he was not willing to give up this relationship, so he still had a chance to save all this.
The things he had done before were his faults, and he admitted that he was willing to spend the rest of his life making up for the mistakes he had done.
"Xian Xian, thank you really for accepting me, don't worry, I will never do those things before in the future, I will definitely give you happiness."