Chapter Eighty-Eight: It turns out that liking someone can be so embarrassing
Then the boy let go of me, and I was busy sorting out my clothes, and while I was tidying up, her brother said to me, "You better believe what my sister says, she won't let you go, and you better get out of the city." Also, as I told you last time, my sister will be transferred to Chengdong, so you'd better not go to this school. ”
I said to him, "If Su Yixuan doesn't go to Chengdong, will Tong Feifan still transfer to another school?" ”
His brother was stunned for a moment, thought for a while and said to me: "Yes, my sister's transfer procedures have been completed, and she will go to Chengdong at the beginning of next semester, and it is impossible for Su Yixuan not to go to Chengdong, even if he doesn't want to go, he will go in the end." ”
I turned around and left, I should say, turned around and ran.
When I came out, I didn't care too much, I just kept running, and when I ran to the school with 100 meters, I really couldn't run, I bent over and gasped, I found that I was really embarrassed, and my clothes were not neat enough, looking at the glass of the merchant next to me, I reflected myself, it was terrible, looking at myself in the glass, I cried.
It turns out that I like to be alone so painfully, not only in my heart but also physically, and I feel a little scared.
I don't want to go to school anymore, I'm a little scared, I'm afraid that my classmates will see me like this, I'm afraid that everyone will talk about me, I'm afraid that everyone will look down on me. I want to escape, I want to get out of here, out of this city, I don't want to take so much anymore.
Just when I was a little crying, I heard my phone ringing all the time, it was Da Nan who called me, after I picked it up, Da Nan said, "Konjac silk, are you lost?" Today is the last day of our junior high school, aren't you coming? Everyone arrived, Lao Liu asked where you went, and specially delayed it for you for five minutes, Lao Liu Ke said, the last class meeting, no one can be missing, why haven't you come yet? Breakfast has been bought for you. ”
Danan was talking to me enthusiastically on the phone as usual. Her words seemed to have a power to summon the passionate me lurking in the valley of despair. My desperate mood calmed down a little in an instant. Yes, there are so many people who like me and protect me, and today is my last day of junior high school.
My favorite junior high school is coming to an end today, how can I not go, I still want everyone to hug, and I want to say goodbye to Lao Liu, as well as my Chinese teacher and political teacher. And also...... Let's go, go to school, they won't come to the school to find me, the school should be the safest place compared to the road.
Danan was still talking about something over there, and I didn't wait for her to finish, so I said to her: "It's okay, I'm here soon, help me talk to Lao Liu, I fell on the road in the morning, so I'm walking a little slowly, I'm going to be late." ”
Danan said in a mocking tone: "Konjac silk, you are really stupid, how many years have you been walking this road, can't you even walk the road without me?" But are you okay, did you fall badly? ”
I was afraid that her crying would be discovered by her, so I suppressed my voice and said to her, "It's okay, it's not serious, it'll be fine in a while, I'll be in class in 3 minutes, I'm running, okay, don't talk about it." ”
I hung up before she could finish and started sprinting again.
When I arrived at the class, Lao Liu had already started to speak on the podium, I knocked on the door, and everyone's eyes were focused on me, which made me a little embarrassed. Fortunately, I just tidied up my clothes, so I shouldn't be too embarrassed, and I shouldn't be able to see it.
Lao Liu said to me, "Go back quickly, we are ready for a meeting." ”
Maybe it's because of the separation that I want to cherish it, I see that today's Lao Liu is particularly pleasing to the eye, and seems to exude a kind look.
After I returned to my seat, I checked with Da Nan's eyes, and then listened to Lao Liu's class meeting. I said a lot of precautions during the exam, what to go to the exam room in advance, don't forget to bring the admission ticket, stationery bag, and so on. Let's write all of this down into a note and stick it on the door of our home.
Lao Liu said: "Let me take a good look at you again, I have beaten and scolded you in the past few years, and I have been bitter, and now I see that you are about to graduate, and I am still very reluctant to everyone." I hope that you will succeed in your studies in the future, and remember to come back to see the teacher. ”
It can be seen that Lao Liu has tears in his eyes, and several classmates have also cried, these are all our green years, all our youth, I hope that one day in the future, when I miss them, I can remember and remember these beautiful things, and forget the pain like today.
Later, everyone said goodbye to each other and took graduation photos, and when the photo was taken, Danan and I were in the second row near the middle position, and Tong Zelin and Su Yixuan were behind us.
After coming, a few of us haven't talked well, although the marks of my crying are quite obvious, but Da Nan and they didn't see anything, thinking that it might be because they were about to graduate, and I fell in the morning. I'm a person who is emotional and afraid of pain, and now that these two things have come together, there are traces of crying, and everyone thinks that there is nothing wrong with it, it's more normal.
After taking pictures, some students brought their cameras, and everyone took pictures of each other.
Tong Zelin also brought a camera today, grabbing a few of us to take pictures on the playground, but my mood was not very high, and Danan seemed to notice that something was wrong, so he said to me: "Konjac silk, what's wrong with you?" Did something happen? ”
I quickly adjusted my emotions and said, "No, no, no." Nothing happened, let's go, let's go take pictures. ”
We're taking photos with almost everyone, and I don't know if Tong Zelin's camera can fit so many photos.
Da Nan said to me, "Come, I'll take a picture of you and Su Yixuan." ”
I remembered what happened this morning, and I said to her, "Forget it, don't shoot anymore, I'll shoot later." ”
Danan said: "Today's day is very special, let's shoot it today, come to Su Yixuan, quickly talk to konjac silk, you two pose well, I'll shoot it for you." ”
Then he turned to Tong Zelin and said, "Come, give me the camera, I'll take a picture of the two of them, I don't believe in your skills." ”
Su Yixuan said to me: "What, don't you want to shoot with me?" But I want to take a picture with you, come on, just take a picture, everyone is taking pictures today, it's okay. You took pictures with Hao Shuai just now, I remember which boy you took pictures with. ”
Actually, I don't want to take pictures with Su Yixuan like this today, although I have disguised myself very well, and everyone can't see it, but I am very mindful in my heart, today's embarrassed self has already taken many people's photos, and I don't want to let myself stay in his impression, having an embarrassed impression.
But in the end, I couldn't resist the three of them, I stood beside him, Da Nan raised the camera and took a picture of us first, and then looked at the finished photo, shook his head while looking at it, and then said to us: "Take a new picture, konjac silk, why are your clothes so tight, you put it a little, you are not hot, put it down and look good." ”