Volume 1 Chapter 23 Tianyi proposes a temporary separation
Xie Xingqing took a sip of porridge, glanced at the clock on the wall, lowered his head to drink porridge, and said casually, "It's this point, why haven't you gone to work yet?" ”
"I have something to tell you."
She paused with the spoon in her hand, and most of her good mood was gone, and her mind remembered the quarrel the night before, and her instincts told her that what he was about to say had something to do with it.
I thought that I could wake up and do nothing without happening, but the truth is that some things are destined to be inescapable.
She put down the spoon, looked at him and said, "Say what." ”
"Don't worry, you eat first, and then talk after eating."
"I'm done." She affirmed.
He frowned at the bowl of porridge in front of her, which was still full, and sighed.
"Would you like to eat more?" He persuaded.
"I said I was ready to eat. If you have anything to say, don't worry, I won't quarrel with you. ”
"Really?" He looked surprised, "You won't be angry at what I say?" ”
"Looks like something that really me off."
He immediately became dejected again, "I knew you would, you just said you wouldn't be angry." ”
"Didn't I just say I'm not going to be angry?"
"Got it."
"I just said I wouldn't argue with you."
"Isn't arguing a kind of anger?"
"These are two different things, do you say it or not?"
"I'm afraid you'll be angry if I say it."
"If you don't say it again, I guess I'm going to have a seizure!" Xie Xingqing gritted her teeth and said.
"What do you want to do?" He feigned fear.
She glared at him fiercely, "You don't say it!" ”
"Say, say right away, yes, that is, I'm going to move out for a while." After he said this nervously, he began to carefully observe the reaction of the woman opposite, and his heart went up and down.
She was stunned for a long time, as if she didn't hear clearly, "What did you just say?" ”
"I want to move out for a while." He repeated it in a low voice, obviously lacking confidence, and did not dare to look at her again after speaking, and his heart was ready for a storm.
However, he waited quietly for a long time, nothing happened, and he couldn't help but raise his head, and immediately met her gaze.
She's actually laughing! She covered her mouth and pointed at him and smiled, "Don't you just want to live alone, look at your low eyebrows and pleasing eyes, what's so angry about this, I didn't agree with you moving here in the first place." ”
He didn't dare to touch the ground in his heart, and confirmed in disbelief, "Are you sure you're not angry." ”
"I'm sure and sure! It's best not to live together until you get married, but," she said, giving him a teasing look, "are you sure you can stand it if you live alone?" You can't stand running in the middle of the night, I can't stand that. ”
He only felt a fever at the root of his ears, and of course he understood what she meant, and he was about to punish her when he heard her next words. It was this sentence that made his face, which had just been a little hot, lose color in an instant.
"By the way, when are we going to get married? Didn't you say last time that I would end it when I came back from a business trip? Do you want to give everyone some freedom before you get married? ”
Jian Tianyi was stunned there, only to feel tormented, pity his heart, he was made by Xie Xingqing to be in the sky and the earth for a while, hot for a while and cold for a while.
In the end, he simply thought, let's die, if she gets it like this, I'm afraid it's not far from death. Thinking about it, he was not apprehensive, his face became calm, he looked at her, and said flatly, "I thought about it seriously later, there are more things in the company at present, and now is indeed not the best time to get married, so I want to slow down and not get married for the time being." ”
Xie Xingqing's face suddenly lost a smile, she looked at him in disbelief, and even wondered if she had heard it wrong, but looking at his serious expression, she knew that everything was true, even if she was as dull as her, she knew what was happening at the moment.
He first said he would move out, but then he regretted marrying her. All of this is not a coincidence at all, it is very clear that he wants to break up with her!
Xie Xingqing sat there, uncontrollable sadness spread in her heart, her body trembled slightly because of sadness, she didn't look at him, as if she asked from her chest, "What is the reason?" ”
"Didn't I just say that the company is in difficulty now, and it's not the best time to get married."
"I mean the reason for the breakup." She said this in pain, her voice a little hoarse, her body still facing him, and tears began to roll in her eyes.
He was obviously stunned, "I, when did I say we were going to break up?" That's not what I mean, okay? Xingqing, I didn't expect your comprehension to be like this. ”
"That's bad, isn't it? It doesn't matter anymore anyway. But you've decided to break up, why do you suddenly buy flowers? Because of guilt? I said why did you suddenly give me flowers, it turns out that you have already thought about everything. ”
Jian Tianyi's whole person was like being struck by lightning, and he was completely stupid, what is this doing! Didn't she praise the flowers a moment ago? Now no matter how you say it, you will turn your face. What does this flower have to do with the breakup in her mouth!
"You know what you're talking about? Xie Xingqing, is the word breakup so casual? How can you say a breakup so casually! He was also a little angry at her nonsense.
"Are you still afraid to say it when you've done it?"
"What did I do!" He stood up and angrily shouted at her that she couldn't frame him over and over again.
She looked at him with tears on her face, and replied in a hoarse voice, "What are you yelling at?" You can yell at me like this now, can you? ”
Looking at her tears, he was anxious and irritated, and he tried to take deep breaths to calm himself.
He walked in front of him, turned her face and let her face him, and there was invisible sadness and pain hidden in his deep eyes, "Okay, don't cry, I was wrong, I shouldn't have yelled at you, I was not good, I didn't make it clear." He pressed her head in his arms.
"What should I do if you're like this?" He said bitterly.
His arms were so warm and soft, his breath was so familiar and so fascinating, she leaned into his arms, her heart suddenly softened, she was still crying, but her tone had become sad, what dignity, what face, compared to the pain of losing him, these were not worth mentioning.
At this moment, she decided that she didn't care about anything, she just wanted to keep her love, she wrapped her hands around him, and said with tears in her eyes, "Tianyi, let's not separate, okay?" I don't want to be separated from you. Don't leave me, I'm really going to be sad. If I do something wrong, you tell me, am I okay to change it? But I don't want to be separated from you, I don't want to. I don't want to at all. ”
Her voice sounded so sad and sad, he only felt as uncomfortable as a thousand insects gnawing at it, she had always taken her self-esteem so seriously, she was so proud in her heart, it was him, it was she who made her ignore it.
He knew that she was really injured, so he hugged her harder, rubbing one hand on her back, trying his best to comfort her, "I don't want to be separated from you, how can I be willing to part with you." Xingqing, I will never be separated from you. ”
"Really?" She was sobbing in his arms.
"Yes," he nodded, "of course it's true." I just meant to say for the time being, let's be apart for a while. Now there are really too many things in the company, I run at two ends every day, and I can't break up, I hope you can give me some time, so that I can devote myself to dealing with the work during this time, and when the company's situation improves, we will ....."
Before the word marriage could be spoken, she interrupted, "So, you still have to separate." ”
"It's only temporary."
"That's not the same thing."
"How can it be the same? The relationship between us is a lifetime, not bad for these few months, we have to go a long way together, Xingqing, you have to have confidence in the relationship between us, but also in yourself. ”
"A few months? As soon as you open your mouth, you will be separated for a few months. "A woman in grief always picks only her own key words to listen to.
"No," he explained in a rambling manner, but she didn't seem to listen, and at the moment in her heart she only knew clearly and desperately that he was determined to be separated from her, and for a few months.
The hand that wrapped around him slowly let go.
The expression on his face became stiff and indifferent.
Seeing her abnormality, he panicked, looked at her deeply with a pair of eyes, and said hurriedly, "Xingqing, what's wrong with you, you speak." Why are you like this, I just said so much, why didn't you listen to it at all. ”
"I listened, understood. You go to work, I want to be alone for a while. Her tone was as cold as water, but her body trembled slightly, her empty gaze fell in the distance, and the whole person was like a grass uprooted by the wind, lifeless, but tears were still falling silently.
"How do I get to work like this?" He said worriedly.
"If you don't go, I'll go." She stubbornly said that she was about to stand up.
"Okay, you sit, I'll go to work." He wiped her tears with his hands, his eyes filled with grief.
Does he hurt too? Will it be sad too? It's obvious that he proposed to break up, why does he still look painful.
She knocked his hand off and turned her head away, no longer looking at him.
I don't know how long it took, but the sound of the door closing, she turned around, and her eyes swept around, the room was empty, and there was still him.
She leaned on the table, hiding her face and weeping.
I don't know how long I cried, I guess I was tired of crying, she fell asleep on the table in a daze, and when she woke up, she felt hungry, and suddenly she wanted to eat spicy, so she picked up her mobile phone and ordered a boiled fish.
When she opened the lid of the takeaway, a smell of chili oil mixed with the smell of fish came to her face, and she couldn't wait to pick up a piece of fish, and before she could put it in her mouth, she felt a surge in her stomach.
She turned around and rushed into the bathroom, retching into the toilet for a long time, and finally stopped, and her strength was exhausted. Looking up and glancing at myself in the mirror, a face was frighteningly pale. She turned on the faucet, wiped the water on her face, and suddenly stopped.
It seems that her best friend hasn't been here for a long time, and it should have arrived a long time ago. Suddenly startled in her heart, a thought came to her, she walked out in a trance, and sat outside for a long time. In the end, I simply changed my clothes and went to the hospital.