Both he and I looked a little embarrassed and stood there at a loss.

I glanced at the bed, and it was still a big bed, oh my God, what should I do? What should I do?

I'll go get my suitcase.

I went to pull my suitcase, packed my things briefly, and stood on the edge of the bed, not knowing what to do.

He said to me, "Don't get me wrong, I really want the two of you to live in one room, I live in one, don't think too much, I didn't think about it that way, I ...... Hey, forget it, I don't know what to say, anyway, I hope you believe me, or if you mind, I'll open another one, or, or I, I'll go back to the unit. ”

Before I could say anything, he walked in the direction of the door, and I quickly ran to him, hugged him from behind, and said to him, "Didn't you say that our time together is very short, and we should not focus on those meaningless eyes or worldly things?" Why can't you just finish talking about me? ”

He turned around and hugged me and said, "So, then you agree that I will live here?" ”

I said, "Well, I agree. ”

He hugged me tightly and said, "Thank you, Mo Yuhan, actually, I have long wanted to stay with you all night, but don't think about it, I didn't think about what you wanted, I won't do anything to you." ”

I hit him and said, "You know what I'm thinking, huh?" ”

"Of course I do," he said. By the way, did you feel scared when you were alone with me? ”

I pushed him away, smiled, and said, "You're worried, I'm going to think of something, right?" ”

He was a little surprised and said to me, "You, you know? Who said that? ”

I said to him, "No, I don't know anything, no one told me anything, don't be nervous."

However, I guessed something, and I guessed it may or may not be right, but I still haven't remembered what I shouldn't remember, and I don't want to know what that part of my memory is. ”

He seemed to be more surprised than before, and said to me, "Do you really think so?" That's great, I admire you very much, you have so much courage, it's amazing. But aren't you really curious? ”

I said, "Yes, of course, but if that memory is painful for me, why do I have to know it?" Now that I have this ephemeral 'special function', why should I revert to it? I'm just going to keep doing this, I should be happy and happy, I should cry, isn't it good? Since you're all doing so hard to help me maintain my memory wall, why do I have to smash it myself? You're right? ”

He came over and hugged me and said, "I'm so lucky that you can be so good, or rather, you can be so good, thank you and thank God." ”

I said, "Okay, let me go, I'm going to pack up my things, you ordered such an expensive hotel, don't waste it, look at this bed, it's too big, this room, it's very expensive, right?" ”

He said: "It's not very expensive, I can afford it, if I can't afford it, I'll ask you for help, and when the time comes, don't leave me alone." ”

I said, "No money, no matter." ”

He said, "Go and take a bath and rest for a while." ”

He said it naturally, but I was embarrassed and didn't know what to say, I was quite a shower, but he was here, and I still didn't know what to do.

He said, "I'll sit on the couch so I can't see it, I'll look out the window, you close the door, don't worry, I'm not going to be a hooligan." ”

I've been struggling in my heart for a long time, we've been together for a long time, and we're adults, and there are some things that we may have to face, and ...... I...... If I'm right, am I already ...... It's not clean, me, what should I do?

He shouldn't have been with any other girl, right? Isn't that unfair to him? Is it for my own good that he's pushing me out like this now? Still is...... A little disgusted with me?

When I thought about this, I suddenly couldn't hold my head up.

I'd better go take a shower first, and I'll talk about it later, and see if I can come up with some ideas when I take a shower.

I took a change of clothes from the suitcase and went to the bathroom, so embarrassed and nervous. I took a shower for nearly half an hour that day, because I didn't know how to face him.

As a result, after drying it, I found that I didn't bring my pajamas in, and when I just hung up my clothes, I saw that there seemed to be a yukata in the closet, and I forgot to take it.

I opened my mouth embarrassedly and said, "Su, Su Yixuan, can you help me get a bathrobe?" I didn't come in with any clothes to change into. ”

He seemed a little surprised, coughed twice, and said, "Oh, oh, okay, you wait a minute." ”

After less than a minute, he said, "Open the door." ”

I stood behind the door, pulled it open halfway, and after taking the yukata, I said, "Thank you." Then I quickly closed the door, and when I got dressed and came out, I found him still standing in the doorway, and I said, "Why don't you go back?" What are you standing here for? ”

He came over and hugged me and said to me, "I think I might be making a mistake, I overestimated my concentration, and I'm afraid I can't help but want to touch you." ”

I said, "I, I, I might, not ready." ”

He said: "I know, I won't force you, I just want to express my impulse, say it, maybe it will be better, after all, this is also the first time I am alone with a girl, I am also a normal boy." ”

I hit him and said, "I'll wash it for you." ”

He said, "Let me hold it a little longer, let me feel this wonderful feeling." Ahem, in fact, just now, I accidentally saw your figure, it was really tempting, I always heard the people in the dormitory or the unit say that there will be a very peculiar feeling, I think, today I may have felt it. Mo Yuhan, you are so beautiful. ”

My face turned red all at once, and I said, "You, how did you see that?" ”

He said, "Just now you opened half of the door, although I didn't see you, but you forgot, there is a mirror behind you, I'm sorry, angry, right?" ”

I said, "If I didn't mean to, I wouldn't be angry." ”

He let go of me and said, "I didn't mean to, but, I'm sorry, I didn't notice that there was a mirror, so I didn't look down." ”

I hugged him back and said, "It's okay, I forgive you." ”

His nerves tensed suddenly, he felt his muscles stiffen a little, and he ......