"The emperor has some urgent official business to do, so he left before dawn," Qin Luo explained, "He specially told me to stay and take care of my mother." ”

"Take care of me?" Feng Qingfang's heart was mixed, Mu Liancheng was really interested in her, after last night's incident, he could still think of her like this, "Then I will bother you." ”

Qin Luo smiled and said, "Why is Niangniang getting more and more polite?" We are subordinates, and our duty is to protect the Lord, where can we afford to be tired? Also, don't call me a girl anymore, just call me by my first name, I feel more used to it. ”

"Okay then."

Feng Qing sighed wildly, looked back at the direction of Mankou, and his eyes became a little misty.

Mu Liancheng left, Jiang Mingche completely relaxed, no longer had to worry about it all day long, afraid that Feng Qingfang would leave him, so his smile increased, and his body recovered quickly.

On this day, Feng Qingmad saw that he was recovering well and that it should not be a problem to hurry, so he offered to send him back to the original town to recuperate.

Jiang Mingche showed a vigilant look and said, "You want to send me back, so that you can get rid of my burden and go to Mu Liancheng, right?" ”

"Where do you think of it?" Feng couldn't help but laugh wildly, this person is too sensitive, right? "I just think it's too expensive to stay in an inn all the time, and it's not very convenient, your house is secluded and suitable for people who need to recuperate."

Hearing this, Jiang Mingche reluctantly believed his words, pondered for a while, and then asked, "Don't you want to look for him?" ”

"Yes." Feng replied calmly, "I had a fight with him that night, and I felt very sorry not to go, and I really wanted to apologize to him, but at present, your injury is not healed, and I have the responsibility to stay and take care of it, and I can't leave yet." ”

"Apologize?" Jiang Mingche frowned, "Why?" ”

Feng looked directly into the other party's eyes, and gradually revealed a smiling face, but the smile was mixed with a hint of scrutiny.

"Jiang Mingche, I know that the emperor didn't do anything to you, you hurt yourself, right?"

"How do you ......" At this moment, Jiang Mingche seemed to see the smart and cunning phoenix in the past, her eyes were clear and bright, revealing agility, and at the same time hating sharpness, as if she could see through people.

Jiang Mingche knew that he couldn't hide it from her, so he nodded and admitted.

"Yes, I deliberately fell to the ground and slandered him when you came in and didn't see the situation clearly."

"Why are you doing that?" Feng looked at him in bewilderment.

"To keep you, of course."

Feng Qingfang became more and more confused, "Didn't I already make up my mind, will I accompany you?" ”

Jiang Mingche smiled bitterly: "You said it, but that's only temporary, isn't it?" When I'm ready, you will go back to the capital with Mu Liancheng, and it will be difficult for me to see you again. ”

"You and I are friends, even if we are separated, you can go to the capital to find me, or I will come to Wuzhou to find you, why can't we meet?" Feng smiled maniacally and comforted him.

Unexpectedly, the other party suddenly held her hand, and his smile became sad.

"I don't want to be friends with you, I don't want to see you only a few times a year, I want to be with you forever, never separated again, frivolous, my mind has never changed, you should understand."

Feng sighed lightly, not knowing what to do to react so as not to hurt him too much.

In order to repay his kindness, she can give him anything, but this heart can't and can't give it.

She sighed again, as if she could feel her helpless state of mind when she faced Jiang Mingche's affection before.

"Jiang Mingche, I am a married woman, it is impossible to be with you, I am grateful to you and respect you, but I can't treat you like a lover, we can only be friends, do you understand?"

The two looked at each other and fell silent for a moment.

Feng's frantic eyes were full of sincerity, but Jiang Mingche's eyes were only sad.

He thought that he really thought that he still had a chance, after all, he didn't recover his memory, she and Mu Liancheng had only been together for a few days, and he didn't have any feelings for him, not to mention that he was not there now.

It was only at this moment that he understood that the obstacle between him and Feng Qingmad was not mainly Mu Liancheng, but Feng Qingmad's heart.

She only treats him as a friend and will never change anything again.

Suddenly, Jiang Mingche figured out a lot of things, and he understood that he couldn't pester Feng Qingmad anymore, because this would be fruitless, it was just a waste of time.

Because this thought was gone, and at the same time, his heart died.

Suddenly, it was as if all his strength had been drained, and he was too tired to say another word, not even blink his eyes.

Seeing him like this, Feng Qingmad only thought that he was tired, so he got up and helped him back to his room to rest.

She knew that what she said might have a big blow to Jiang Mingche, and he needed a little time to think calmly, so she didn't bother him, and the medicine and meals at noon and evening were all sent to the guys in the store.

In the evening, the guy came out of the guest room and said with a bitter face: "Jiang Gongzi is like an out-of-body soul, motionless, no matter how he calls people, he doesn't eat or drink medicine, it's useless to persuade me to dry my saliva, girl, I think he may have been stimulated by something, I have to quickly find a doctor to take a look." ”

Feng Qingfang didn't expect those few words in his heart to give Jiang Mingche such a big stimulus, and he suddenly felt remorseful, he is not injured yet, how can he do it without drinking medicine or eating?

I wouldn't have said those words if I had known.

"Girl, why don't you go in and persuade you." The guy said again.

"I'm afraid I'll make him even more stimulated." Feng shook his head wildly and said, In the end, he could only let out a sigh.

The next morning, the guy went to deliver food and medicine again, and when he came out, he still had the same sad expression, Chong Feng shook his head lightly, "Still don't eat." ”

Feng was so anxious that he hurriedly called someone to ask for a doctor.

But what she didn't expect was that after the doctor saw Jiang Mingche, he also came out with a bitter face.

"Doctor, how is he?" Feng Qing asked eagerly.

The doctor sighed and shook his head: "Alas, the old man can heal the sick and heal the wounds, but he can't cure the heart, in the face of the person whose heart is dead, no matter how skilled the person is, he is helpless, and the old man has no choice, so he will leave." ”

Dead hearts?

These words were like knives, stabbing into Feng Qing's heart, it was she who caused Jiang Mingche's heart to die and made him lose his will to live.

Turning his head to look at the door of the guest room, his eyes were red, Jiang Mingche, Jiang Mingche, what should I do with you?

After standing in place for a long time, Feng Qing frantically cleaned up his mood, wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, went to the kitchen, and personally re-boiled Jiang Mingche's medicine.

She thought to herself, Jiang Mingche is a big man after all, he shouldn't be looking for death and life for emotional injury, as long as he is enlightened, slowly, he will definitely be able to figure it out himself.

After boiling the medicine, Feng Qingyan went to the room in person.

The light in the room was very dim, there was almost no sound, and there was a sense of depression in the air, she first glanced at Jiang Mingche, who was asleep with her eyes closed on the bed, put the medicine on the table, and then walked to the side of the bed to open the curtain, and simply pushed the window open, letting the fresh air with the fragrance of flowers outside pour in.

The bright sunlight came in, and the room was instantly brightened.

Jiang Mingche frowned slightly and opened his eyes.

"Awake? Drink the medicine quickly," Feng walked over frantically, looked at him with a smile, brought a pillow for him to sit up, and scooped a spoonful of the medicine with a spoon and sent it over, "This is what I spent in front of the stove for two hours, and it took a lot of effort, you have to drink it all anyway, come, open your mouth." ”

Jiang Mingche raised his eyelids, his stagnant eyes did not wave, he just looked straight at Feng Qingmad.

"What's wrong? It's not hot anymore, the temperature is just right, drink it quickly, are you still afraid of bitterness? Why don't I have someone bring you some preserves? Feng coaxed softly, as if coaxing a child.

Men are afraid of drinking medicine, and it is always bad to spread it, and generally speaking, when people hear this, they will definitely take the bowl over and drink it in one go.

But Jiang Mingche still didn't react.

The agitation method was not used, Feng Qingfang had to persuade hard: "Jiang Mingche, the injuries on your body are not healed yet, it is not okay not to drink medicine, in addition, you have not eaten for a few meals, you have lost weight from hunger, and your complexion is very poor, you don't want to starve yourself to death like this, right?" I've heard that starving ghosts are ugly, and you're discriminated against when you go to the underworld, you're so handsome and chic, don't you want to be ridiculed by ghosts after you die? ”

Hearing this, Jiang Mingche finally blinked his eyes and made a little movement, just when Feng Qingfang thought there was hope, he heard him say: "You go out, don't worry about me." ”

Feng's frantic heart suddenly became cool, wow, cool.

"Whatever you want? How can I leave you alone? It's all my fault that you become what you are today, if I don't care about you, then am I still human? ”

Jiang Mingche said calmly: "I said it, everything I do is voluntary, it is my own responsibility, it has nothing to do with you, you don't need to ......"

"There's no need to blame yourself, do you?" Feng lightly interrupted his words, and his heart became more and more angry, "The fact is that you were injured to save me, and your hands are ...... because of me Becoming like this, I have an unshirkable responsibility, it's not that you say you don't need to blame yourself, I can really not blame myself! ”

"Why are you doing this?" Jiang Mingche's backwater-like eyes were clouded with an indescribable layer of emotion, and the light in his eyes flowed, but he quickly returned to his original state, "You go, leave me alone." ”

"You ......" Feng Qingyan was not a very patient person, if she had changed others, she would have exploded a long time ago, but because Jiang Ming was clear about her kindness, she said to herself, no matter how annoyed she was, she had to endure it, and she must not get angry.

So, she suppressed the anger in her chest and finally managed to calm down.

"The medicine is cold, I'll heat it up, the porridge on the table tastes good, why don't you drink some."

Feng turned around and walked out of the room, Jiang Mingche looked sideways at her back, and there was still no fluctuation in her emotions.

After the medicine was heated, Feng Qingfang sent it over again, but he failed to persuade Jiang Mingche to drink it, and the same was true at noon and evening.

Looking at Jiang Mingche's posture, it seems that he is determined to starve himself to death.