Volume 1 Chapter 40 Xingqing decides to stay

"What's so surprising about this, you don't have a job now, this house is also rented, what are you still doing here. At first, I thought you could still be with Xu You, but I saw your attitude towards him during this time, and I also gave up. Come back to Chengdu with me, how to say that it is also my hometown, and I still have my parents by my side. ”

"But, but," Xie Xingqing frowned, she had never thought of leaving here.

"But what? What else is there to be nostalgic for in this place? Daughter, you're a dancer, you can't dance now, you're still here, what are you going to do in the future? How can you put your mother at ease. ”

Xie Xingqing was silent, and she suddenly realized that what her mother said was the truth. She can only dance, what else can she do but dance? In this place, love is lost, work is lost, what else is there to be nostalgic for.

Perhaps, leaving is also a good choice.

Seeing that Xie Xingqing didn't say anything, Xie Mu acquiesced to her. Stood up and patted her on the back, "Think about it again." ”

With that, a man left the room.

The next day, Xie's mother began to pack up her things back to Chengdu. Xie Xingqing stood at the door of the room, watching her mother busy packing things there, and she felt an indescribable sadness in her heart.

She wanted to stop it, but she couldn't stand it.

Is it really about to leave? She suddenly felt a strong ache welling up in her chest, and the feeling was so suffocating that she was about to suffocate.

At that moment, there was a knock on the door.

"What are you doing standing there, go open the door." Mother Xie shouted to her daughter who was stunned at the door.

Xie Xingqing sucked his slippers and went to open the door.

For a moment, she hoped that this person was Jian Tianyi.

The door opened, and Fang Wei stood outside with a smile, "Hello, Xingqing." I'll come and see you. ”

"Vicky? What are you doing here? ”

This was the first time Fang Wei came to the door after she was discharged from the hospital, he didn't know that she lived here before, so he thought it should have been Jian Tianyi who told him.

Her gaze involuntarily looked behind Fonvich.

"No one, just me." Fang Vich said.

An unexpected look of loss flashed in the corner of her eye.

"Why are you still standing at the door, don't let people in!" Mother Xie saw that Xie Xingqing was still stunned, and couldn't help shouting at her.

Xie Xingqing came back to her senses and hurriedly let Fang Wei into the house.

The two sat down on the sofa in the living room, and Xie's mother went to the cupboard to get water.

Fang Wei swept around with his eyes, and inadvertently saw some of the gift boxes that had just been prepared, so he asked, "Is your mother going back?" ”

Before Xingqing could answer, Xie Mu came over, put the water in front of Fang Wei, and said with a smile, "Go back, go back to Chengdu with Xingqing." After staying here for so long, I wanted to go back for a long time. ”

Fang Wei's face changed suddenly, he looked at Xie Xingqing in surprise, and the other party just turned his head to avoid his gaze.

"You guys talk first, I still have some salutes that haven't been sorted out." After Xie Mu finished speaking to Fang Wei, he went to the inner room.

"Are you going back to Chengdu too?" Waiting for Xie Mu to leave, he asked in disbelief, of course, the first thing he thought of was naturally Jian Tianyi.

Xie Xingqing pursed her lips and nodded.

"Does Jian Tianyi know?"

She still didn't look at him, but her voice sounded so sad—

"We haven't been in touch for a long time."

Fang Wei had already quickly scolded Jian Tianyi in his heart. Fortunately, Jian Tianyi asked himself to come over today, if he didn't come again, he was afraid that someone would go to the empty building soon.

"It seems that Jane has taken on a few more projects recently, and he has been busy, so he probably forgot to contact you for a while."

Xie Xingqing finally glanced up at him, thinking to himself, this is how the dead friends help each other.

"How are you doing?" She asked.

Fang Wei smiled heartily, "I guess the idleest person is me now." ”

Unexpectedly, after saying this, when he saw Xingqing's lowered head, he immediately realized that he had said the wrong thing. The other party can't dance now, and she should be the most idle now.

But Xingqing quickly raised her head and said with a soft smile, "Really? It's almost noon, let's eat together and then go, I'll go and see what dishes are in the refrigerator, do you want to buy some more. ”

When he was done, he had to get up. Fang Wei hurriedly stopped her.

"No, no, Xingqing, no, I came here after eating. Besides, I'll have something to do later, and I'm going to leave soon. ”

"It's really fake, don't you be polite with me?"

"Of course it's true, I'm polite to you." After Fang Nanqi finished speaking, he asked again, "Then when are you going to go back to Chengdu?" Is the time set? ”

"The day after tomorrow."

Fang Wei was taken aback and blurted out, "So fast!" ”

"It's okay to stay here."

The two chatted for a while, and Fang Wei got up to take his leave.

Xie Xingqing came to the room and found that her mother was packing up her things, because there were more things, Xie Xingqing was standing there with a sad face, and when she saw Xingqing coming in, she said, "I guess I have to mail some back first." ”

That feeling of uneasiness hit her heart again, and Xie Xingqing immediately stepped forward and shouted, "Mom, don't do it." I'll come, I'll get it myself tomorrow. ”

"Are you alone with so many things?"

"Yes, yes, yes." She nodded vigorously.

Xie Mu went out and closed the door.

Xie Xingqing sat on the bed, looked at the part of the salute that was cleaned up by her mother, and finally couldn't hold back her tears.

She has lived in this city for so many years, and now, is she really leaving?

At night, she sat at the head of the bed, no sleep, holding the mobile phone in her hand all the time, she thought about whether to talk to Jian Tianyi, they had loved each other after all.

But when she thought of the picture of him hugging another woman, she decided to give up again.

Just when she was extremely conflicted, the mobile phone in her hand suddenly vibrate.

It was an unfamiliar number.

She tried to press the answer button, "Hey~"

"Xingqing, it's me, I'm downstairs with you now, you come down."

Her heart thumped, it was a familiar voice.

It's Jian Tianyi.

Her body was trembling slightly, "It's too late, let's talk about it tomorrow." ”

"No, I'm going to see you now, you come down."

"Don't."

"Come down, I must see you today."

"If you have anything to say, just say it on the phone."

"No, I can't tell you on the phone, you come down, I'll see you and leave."

"What else is there to see between us."

"I'm downstairs, I won't leave if you don't come down, I must see you tonight."

He stubbornly said this and hung up the phone.

Xie Xingqing took her mobile phone, came to the window for the first time, gently lifted some curtains and looked downstairs, under the moonlight, the black Land Rover really stopped on the edge of the flower bed downstairs.

She felt her heart pounding.

After a while, she persuaded herself to sit down on the bed again, but her heart was still flustered.

After a while, she seemed to hear a gurgling sound, like the sound of rain.

She hurried to the window, and as soon as she lifted the curtains, the endless darkness mixed with the storm came upon her.

Thankfully, the glass blocked everything, so what about him. She was desperate to find the black Land Rover.

The moon was gone, and by the dim streetlights on the side, she could see the car parked motionless on a stormy winter night, the rain washing over it.

There was no pedestrian, and everyone had taken refuge in the house early, but she knew that there was another person, and he was sitting in the car that had been washed away by the rainstorm.

At this moment, as if sensing that someone was looking at the car, the car door suddenly opened, and Jian Tianyi walked out, standing next to the car, looking up in her direction.

The rain drenched him in an instant, and more and more rain fell from the sky, through his body and to the ground. He just stood there like that, letting the storm ravage his body.

Her pupils dilated rapidly, her face turned pale, she couldn't bear it any longer, and her heart felt like someone had ripped off a piece of blood.

She immediately rushed to the living room, grabbed an umbrella and ran out the door.

"Xingqing, it's so late, where are you?" Mother Xie heard the movement, and when she opened the door, she saw Xie Xingqing's panicked back.

"Mom, I'll go out for a while, and don't come back right away. Leave me alone. ”

She rushed out as she spoke.

Downstairs, she ran towards the man who was still standing stupidly in the rain with her umbrella.

"Xingqing!" When he saw her, he shouted excitedly and ran towards her.

He hugged her tightly in his arms.

His body was covered in rain and his body was cold and biting, so she simply threw away the umbrella and hugged him tightly.

Tears fell instantly.

Just be willful for once. Let's indulge like this. Nothing else, don't worry about anything, at this moment, she only knows that her heart hurts, it hurts, and only by holding him tightly can she be relieved for a moment.

And she could feel it, and so did he.

In the deep dark winter night, the wind howled, the torrential rain poured in, and the whole city was shrouded in a rain and fog, and under this rain pillar, two poor figures were wet and hugged each other tightly. If time could freeze the picture in that moment, it would be the most heartbreaking movie poster.

Xie Xingqing returned to the room, took a hot shower, climbed on the bed and sat down, wrapped her thick back again, and her body still couldn't stop trembling.

"Don't go, Xingqing, don't go."

Over and over again, Jian Tianyi said such a sentence when she hugged her.

The hoarse and mournful voice hit her entire chest, again and again, and the pain made her tears flow.

"I don't know. I don't know, Tianyi, I don't know what to do? ”

She answered him with tears in her eyes.

Until now, she sat on the bed with a little calmer, still in a mood, she didn't know what to do?

Should she trust him again? For his sake, he was left alone in this city.

She didn't know. She wanted to believe it, but she couldn't convince herself. She also suffers when she sees him suffering, but who is causing this pain?

When did they get to such an involuntary situation step by step?

The next morning, when she was still asleep, Xie's mother walked in and urged her to get up.

"It's almost ten o'clock, hurry up, we have to pack up and mail it."

Xie Xingqing was woken up and muttered reluctantly, "I know, Mom, you let me sleep for a while, just for a while." It's not good. ”

"Alas, good. I'll call you again in a moment. ”

Mother Xie finally went out, and Xie Xingqing was wrapped in the quilt and ready to go to bed again, but this time she couldn't sleep at all.

Mom just said that she had packed her things and wanted to mail them, and in her subconscious, they were going back to Chengdu together.

She simply sat up, tugged at her loose hair, and finally sat down on the bed in annoyance.

Sure enough, Xie Mu walked in after a while, and seeing that Xie Xingqing had already sat up, she decided to take action.

She walked over and opened her closet, and couldn't help frowning, "You have too many clothes, you have to send several bags." ”

Xie Xingqing glanced at her mother, and her heart was horizontal, let's die, "Mom, come here, I have something to say to you." ”

Mother Xie closed the cabinet door, walked over suspiciously, and sat down on the edge of her bed.

"Mom, I thought about it seriously, and I think it's better for me to stay here."

"Daughter, what are you crazy about, haven't we all said it? Go back to Chengdu together and be with your parents. Why do you want to stay here alone now, no, you have to go with me. Xie Mu screamed immediately.

"Mom, listen to me."

"What else is there to say?" Mother Xie was resolute.

"Didn't you always want me to be with Xu You?"

"I hope, but you don't seem to look down on others if you have too high an eye."

"I've figured it out now, and I've decided to give it a try."

Xie Mu narrowed her eyes and looked at Xie Xingqing suspiciously, "Really? ”

Xie Xingqing said with a serious face, "Really." ”

"But I'm leaving, I'm separated from him, and I can't try to have a relationship anymore, right?"

Xie Mu nodded, pondering for a moment on the side, "If you really want to be with Xu You, then I can rest assured." ”

After speaking, she looked up at her daughter again, "Why don't I believe it too much?" ”