Chapter 37: Confusion. white

It's a long life, so long that we go from black hair to white hair, and our straight body becomes curved. However, for Xia Mu, it seems to be just a fleeting moment.

She watched Xuanyuan Jiamu's heartbeat disappear little by little, and tears slipped down her face little by little.

Many things can be used to, but parting and death can never be used to it. Even though he has experienced several worlds, that heart-rending pain still keeps hitting Xia Mu's heart.

You said that people often say that people die three times, the first is when the body dies, the second is when the soul leaves, and the third time is forgotten. So will every man who died in the story who loved her dearly be remembered?

If she can't forget it, they will all live forever in the Garden of Eden of the soul.

Even if she knew that those people were all alone, the unstoppable panic still made her helpless. It also made her not realize that the place she was in was not a space.

Xia Mu silently hugged her legs and sat on the ground for a long time, and she didn't open her eyes until she really calmed down.

"Why didn't 001 speak up? Did he be lazy and ran away? ”

Xia Mu opened his eyes and didn't find the figure of 001, what was in front of him was only white. The white expanse seems to have everything, and it seems to have nothing.

Xia Mu shouted tentatively, "Is there anyone?" What is this place? ”

There was only silence in her reply, not even the sound of the wind, as if she had been abandoned in a corner of the world.

As a result, it didn't take long for the scene in front of me to begin to change, like a giant hand painting a movie theater scene.

I saw the picture suddenly appear!!

"Bang!" A loud bang dyed the originally silent night with a touch of red that did not belong to it, red dazzling, red bloodthirsty.

A woman named Shen Yi was lying on the cold ground, she could feel her blood flowing, her heart was beating, but she couldn't move.

She watched the crowd around her whispering, screaming, running away, but no one could help her, she was screaming for help, help me, help me, but no one could hear her.

Shen Yi never thought that the ground was so cold, even the days in the orphanage were not so cold and painful, she didn't dare to think about what to do if she died so cold, at this moment she really wanted to cry, that woman who would never shed tears in the eyes of ordinary people She really wanted a hug, just as her eyelids fell little by little, she seemed to see a man in her heart - Gu Chen, I saw him staggering over, the one who was not shocked in the face of everything, The man who never bows his head is running wildly.

Shen Yi suddenly felt that it seemed worth it to see him disregard for his image so much, and hoped that they would meet just right in the next life.

Her eyes slowly closed, leaving only a man kneeling on the ground holding her and crying, at this time the relentless rain slapped on the ground, washing away the blood on the ground, and when the ambulance arrived, only a man who had been transformed into a statue in the rain, he kept hugging motionless. Keep saying: I'm sorry, I'm sorry! The moment he saw the ambulance, he stood up, lowered his head and kissed the woman on the face, without looking at the doctor, and turned to leave.

Under the wind and rain, only left to take you home.

I don't know how long it took, Shen Yi finally opened his eyes again, and what caught his eye was Gu Chen's handsome face, seeing them lying on the same bed, Shen Yi was a little puzzled, they stopped contacting each other as early as five years ago, even if she was rescued because of a car accident, she would definitely not sleep in the same bed at such a time according to Gu Chen's temperament, he knew how much he hated it.

Before Shen Yi could figure out why, one arm quickly wrapped around her waist, and the people around her quickly hugged him, whispering in her ear in his unique low voice, "Wife, why did you wake up so early today?" Sleep with me for a while, right? ”

Shen Yi here was still immersed in the shock of finding out that he had no clothes just now, and was frightened by this wife. What the hell is going on?

Sensing the stiffness of the people around him, Gu Chen immediately came to his senses, "Yiyi, what's wrong?" Is the wound painful again, do you want to go to the hospital to see if it hurts" As she spoke, she was about to get up, Shen Yi observed his expression, she wouldn't admit that this was indeed Gu Chen, how did they get married?

In order to calm Gu Chen's emotions, she changed the topic, "Gu Chen, what's wrong with me?" I saw that the man's gaze was a little evasive, "Didn't I say that?" You're nothing, you still don't believe me? ”

The man thought that his acting skills were bland, but Shen Yi could see it at a glance, "What are you hiding from me, if you don't tell the truth, don't pay attention to me anymore." ”

You say that Shen Yi is hypocritical or playful, not to mention how panicked she is now, just being concealed makes her really unacceptable, I think when they were just together, it was because one didn't say it, and the other didn't ask, which eventually led to a breakup. Gu Chen is a man who carries everything by himself, and Shen Yi blames him for being distressed.

Although he didn't know why they were married now, Shen Yi was still afraid of being abandoned again because of the secret he was hiding. "Okay, fine, I say, but don't think about it." The man hugged his hand with a doting face.

"Didn't the doctor say you had a concussion and had amnesia after the last car accident? Didn't we do a full body examination by the way, the report came out yesterday, the doctor said that there is no need to force the amnesia, and you are pregnant, but the fetus is not very stable, so for the sake of our child, you should take care of the fetus, don't think too much, okay? ”

"Pregnant?" Shen Yi knows her physical condition better than anyone else, not to mention that judging from the injuries in the car accident at that time, she will not survive at all, let alone be diagnosed with a slight concussion. Secondly, because of an accident when they were still together, Shen Yi lost the right to be a mother forever, which is a regret for her life.

Although she accepted this harsh reality over time, what a luxury it was to have a child.

Although, Shen Yi didn't want to admit it, but everything here was what she longed for the most in her heart, after so many years, Shen Yi and Gu Chen knew that they cared about each other, but some of the gaps between each other could not be filled no matter what.

Some people are not in love, they are unable to hug. It's not uncompromising, it's helpless. They had no choice but to miss it. But Shen Yi is like this, the happier he is, the more scared he is, and the more scared he is, the more rational he becomes. In fact, life is not like this, everything is empty.

Gu Chen smiled bitterly, "I thought I could survive at least an hour, but I didn't expect it to be over in 5 minutes." You are rational but also very cold, I thought Gu Chen was different in your eyes, but I didn't expect it to be only five minutes. ”

Shen Yi was silent for a few seconds, unable to refute and powerless to refute. Even if she knows that this is the life she wants, but so what, knowing that it is a life that does not belong to her, why deceive herself in her heart. She is envious and sober, and she should not force things that do not belong to her.

Xia Mu looked at it, obviously the woman's name was Shen Yike, why did she always have a feeling that she was her. Why is the man named Gu Chen so familiar?

Before Xia Mu could take a closer look, he saw that the picture in front of him had changed again.

A man in a white robe stood stunned in a snowfield, and countless people persuaded him without changing his mind in the slightest. He just stood expressionless, but there was an indescribable sadness in his face.

Xia Mu's heart thumped twice, why did her heart hurt? Where the hell is this, have they seen it?

When Xia Mu was about to approach, the man turned around, "I'll wait for you, right?" As he spoke, he vanished into a plume of smoke.

Countless questions were intertwined in Xia Mu's mind, what kind of story had been here, and who was he?