Chapter 242: Reason
Countless memories rushed into my mind, and at this moment I remembered everything that had happened before, remembered myself, and everyone who was related to me.
I trembled and folded the Dawn Sword in my hand and roared angrily: "Qing'er, I'm sorry for you......"
The water directly soaked into the eye sockets at this time, and the incomparably sad and incomparably resentful in your heart, even if I killed all the people there and finally let the Dutian Demon Emperor escape, my Qing'er will never come back.
Crying and crying, I suddenly laughed, the laughter was so bleak and so evil, even I couldn't believe that I could make such a terrible laugh.
The wooden man who was holding me still hugged me hard, if he heard me shout Qing'er the moment he suddenly felt a trace of pain in his heart, but the love for me in his heart did not weaken at all but became stronger.
At this moment, I felt disheartened, and fainted in endless pain.
I seemed to have had a long dream, in which I watched Qing'er slowly disappear from my eyes over and over again, watching myself over and over with my anger and endless killing.
I shouted Qing'er over and over again, but the picture of her disappearing was staged over and over again, how tormenting, how much I wanted to wake up, how much I wanted to see the woman who haunted me the moment I opened my eyes.
Muzi sat on the bed and held my hand tightly, although I called out to the other woman over and over again, she didn't seem to mind so much, and her face was full of pity and heartache.
"Grandpa Divine Doctor, please save Ah Qi quickly, it will be even more painful for him to fall asleep like this." Muzi said in a pleading tone to the old divine doctor.
The old doctor shook his head and said: "Muzi, it's not that the old man doesn't save him, it's that he is controlled by the demons in his heart, and he will never be able to wake up from the dream, this matter can only rely on himself, others can't help him at all, the strength he showed that day is enough to prove that he is not a mortal, so believe in him." ”
Mu Zi could only nod when he heard the words of the old doctor, but his eyes were already flashing with tears, it was obvious that he cared very much about Ah Qi lying on the bed, no matter what kind of person he was in the past, but now she is his husband and the person he loves, no matter what, he will not want any accidents to happen to this person.
And this time
I was going through what I had been going through over and over again, sinking in grief and killing over and over again, losing myself.
The pain of losing Qing'er and the thrill of killing made me emotionally polarized, or rather, I became numb to these things, and gradually my thoughts were no longer out of my control, but my thoughts were controlling me, over and over again, in an endless cycle.
"Concubine Su Qing'er has seen her husband, and she is willing to protect her husband for the rest of her life and never be separated."
Unconsciously, my consciousness came to the time when I first met Qing'er, wearing a blood-colored wedding dress and a phoenix crown, put her two jade hands on her waist and bowed to me slightly.
I really wanted to reach out and touch her delicate face, but as soon as my hand reached out, I found that I couldn't touch her at all, and then I remembered a person's words behind my back: "What do you mean by this, sister?" Why do you call me husband? ”
I'm familiar with this voice, isn't this me, when I first saw Qing'er, I was just a hairy boy who was just about to step into the path of cultivation, and there was a slight sense of immaturity in my voice, but all of this was so vivid, forever engraved in my heart that I can't forget.
I slowly closed my eyes, at this moment I seemed to understand the cause and effect of the world, Kuroko once said that I was a cursed god, but his eyes kept staring at Qing'er when he said this, and now I finally understand what the curse he said is, this is cause and effect, I can't avoid cause and effect.
Qing'er is my wife, yes, it's also my curse, my sister can't escape if she doesn't leave, and the final outcome will only make me watch her leave, forever and forever.
I felt a lot relieved after thinking about this problem, but the guilt in my heart for Qing'er did not decrease, the reason why Qing'er did that was to let me live, if I kept sinking like this, I kept falling into grief and killing like this, how could I be worthy of Qing'er sacrificing my life to save me, I had to cheer up and must use my own strength to get back everything I lost.
This night, I suddenly opened my eyes suddenly, and hugged the wood that was about to feed me medicine in my arms, it should be said that I subconsciously regarded the wood as Qing'er, and I hugged it very hard, even if I was going to spill it, I didn't care.
Maybe it was because I was pushing too hard that Muzi felt pain, she gasped and patted me on the shoulder and said, "Ah Qi hurt me." ”
This sentence pulled me back to reality, and I glanced at Muzi in my arms with a hint of loss in my eyes, but then I showed a bright smile again, and my clasped hands relaxed a lot.
Muzi Shizhi has been staring at my eyes, but he also noticed the change in my eyes, and his eyes were a little dim, but they were only fleeting.
I know she must have heard what I said, Muzi is my savior and now my wife, now that I have regained my memory, I should tell her what I really want, and if she doesn't want to accept it, I will choose to leave.
"Muzi, I'm fine." I said with a smile.
Or after hearing me say that it was okay, the worry on her face dissipated a little, and she gently leaned into my arms and did not speak, as if she was waiting for me to speak.
I knew what she was thinking, so I told her exactly what she was thinking, including my real name and the wives.
Muzi just listened to me quietly from beginning to end, and when I said that Qing'er burned the source to protect me, it dissipated straight up.
I don't know if it's because I have so many wives or because of Qing'er, but I didn't ask, and I can't help this kind of thing if she can't accept it.
I just kept holding her, and she snuggled up to me like a little sheep.
After a long time, she said slowly: "Compared to those sisters, I don't seem to be able to help you, if so, will you always love me and always be with me?" ”
I raised my hand and touched her delicate pretty face, and then said slowly: "My life was saved by you, I have been your person all my life, I will love you and accompany you as much as I love them, because you are my wife." ”
After finishing speaking, I kissed her deeply on her pink lips, and the two lingered all night, this is still the first night of Muzi, what a precious first night.
The next day, I got up and pressed the little bit of pink on the flyer, and I smiled, and Muzi buried her head in my arms with a shy face, because it was the first time, I was still very careful and gentle, and I was really afraid that it would hurt her.
After I got up, I made a hearty breakfast, and the two of us ate very deliciously, so that the whole house was filled with sweet taste, how beautiful this life is!