After returning home at night, I looked at the mobile phone that still had no movement, and I couldn't help but be a little disappointed, and I thought about it for a long time, whether I wanted to send a text message to ask him, but after the words were typed, I couldn't send it, I deleted it, I wrote it, I don't know how long it was repeated, until I finally fell asleep, and this message was not sent.

When I went to school on Monday, I wondered if Su Yixuan would say something to me? But after two classes, my little note still hasn't arrived, should I write a note to him first? But what am I going to say?

In the third class, I received a small note from him.

It reads: I'm sorry for making you wronged, it's all because of me. Because when she had a little affection for me, I didn't stop it in time; Later, when other people spread rumors, I didn't stop her, which caused her to be a little arrogant now. I talked to her yesterday, I don't know if she listened, but I will do what I can, in the future I will turn from light to dark, I will silently protect you, accompany you by your side, and please believe in my heart. I really want to be with you, and I must be with you, if you can't be together in a short period of time, for various reasons, you must wait for me. There is a saying that doesn't say that if the two love for a long time, how can it be in the morning and twilight?

I looked at this little note, and to be honest, I didn't know what he meant by what he was trying to say, was he leaving me? Or broke up with me, or what?

I replied to him: Su Yixuan, although I am a representative of the Chinese class and I think I am literate, but I know all the words you wrote, but I can't understand what it means. Sorry, I didn't get what you really wanted to say, could you write a little bit more clearly, or tell me what you think?

Although I don't care about Asato, I care about Twilight and you.

After I finished writing, I realized that I also seemed to be a little incoherent, because my heart was beating fast at the moment, and I was afraid that we would break up, and I was afraid that we would become strangers from now on.

After a while, his note came back: Recently, you are still the same as before, walking with Qin Nan every day, don't wait for me, during the day, we will also keep a proper distance a little, and wait until we are over after the high school entrance examination. Tong Feifan is a little crazy now, I found out that she has really become a bad teenager, I am afraid that you will get hurt. So, for now, ...... Let's just break up, just pretending, not real.

After seeing this, I understood, it turned out that yesterday's worries were true, we really "broke up", although we haven't really started yet, everything is "secretly" and "quietly", but, really at this moment I was really sad, and then I lay on the table and cried for a while.

At this time, his little note came again: Mo Yuhan, don't cry, I will be sad if you cry. I hope you can know my heart for you, and you can understand that I do have a lot of unspeakable secrets now, and it is not only because of Tong Feifan. I'll make it clear to you in the future, and besides, we didn't really break up, I'll call you every day, okay, don't cry. Shrewd~

I didn't reply, I thought, this is a boy I don't understand, but when I think about it, I don't seem to understand a lot of people. I don't understand what he thinks, why he can come and go when he wants.

After a few classes that day, Su Yixuan tried to talk to me, but I saw him coming over, and before he could speak, I had already run out with Danan.

The little note didn't come again, and Da Nan noticed that something was wrong and asked me what was going on. I told her the content of the small note I passed on to Su Yixuan, and after I finished speaking, Da Nan said to me: "I think he may have encountered something, except for this Tong Feifan, there should be other things, so that he can't pull away, wait for me to ask Tong Zelin." Don't think about it, and even if you're not together, there will be other boys, we have a long road ahead, and there's no need to be sad because of this one person, and there's no need to hang yourself on a tree, don't be sad, okay? ”

I listened to what Da Nan said, and felt that my tears were about to flow again, and I said to her, "Da Nan, do you know? The time I miss the most now is the time when I had a crush on him. When I saw him, I blushed, and when I heard his voice, I felt as if I was deaf, and I could only hear his voice, and the sounds around me disappeared automatically. If he looked at me, I felt like my heart was going to jump out.

I would be happy to see the two of us next to each other with our homework books or papers. Later, he appeared downstairs at my house, took me to the station, and took me on the bus with me, and then he asked me: Is it true that your classmates said you like me? When he asked me, I was so happy, I didn't sleep all night that day, and the feeling of love was like that.

That day, I had a lot of memories in my mind. I thought that in the future we would go to a big city, and we would not be in this small town anymore, we would have our own house and then we would have a dog as good as Diandian (my grandfather's puppy) and we would live together every day. Then when we were in school, we would secretly go on dates, go to the movies, play games, roller skate, and so on. You know what? Every time I think of these and fantasize about this, I am very happy, and the corners of my mouth unconsciously rise, even if I just think about it, I am very happy. ”

When I said this, I was already full of tears, Da Nan gave me a tissue, I wiped it, and then said to her: "I'm sad Actually, why is it only for such a short time, or is it that at the beginning, he was not serious and was teasing me?" If it doesn't make me happier, then why destroy my happiness? I didn't do anything wrong, why should I be punished like this. Da Nan, did you say I did something wrong? ”

Danan came over and hugged me and said to me, "You didn't do anything wrong, it's all his fault." Don't cry, I'm so uncomfortable crying, you see so many people around you, don't cry, okay? If you ignore him in the future, you should not know him, just treat him as a normal classmate, didn't you say that the most important thing for us is to be admitted to Chengdong and then eat chicken fillet. The others are not the main ones, don't be sad, okay, let's go, go to the shop on the first floor, buy you something delicious, you can pick it up or not, I'll treat you. ”

I wiped my tears and was amused by her, and I said to her, "Oh, don't regret what you said, you have a treat." ”

Danan said: "Okay, you are waiting for me here, right, dead girl, you stand for me." ”

In fact, we all know that this is a distraction from each other, and she can also see how sad I am in my heart, on the surface, I will look so strong.

On the way to the store, I said to her: "Oh yes, it turns out that people's Fei is the Fei with the prefix of the grass word, it is Fei Fan, and I also call people extraordinary, such a gentle name, I call it like a boy." ”

We pretended to be strong and hid our inner joy with jokes, and ran to the shop on the first floor.