Lu Ruicheng kept asking himself in his heart, why things became the way they are today.

All the beautiful scenes of the past are reproduced in front of my eyes.

"Rui Cheng, the teacher talked about me again today, but I'm really tired!" Lin Yueran hugged his arm and dangled it, with a cute and cute face.

"Okay, if you don't practice, no one can bully our family." Lu Ruicheng picked her up, hugged her in his arms, rubbed her top hair, and said dotingly.

"Okay, then you can accompany me to drink milk tea!" Saying that, Lin Yueran got up and picked up the bag next to him, and his eyes motioned for the man behind him to get up quickly.

"Yueran, how many times have I said it, I don't like to drink milk tea....." Lu Ruicheng looked at her helplessly, really didn't know what to do.

I don't know what the girl thinks every day, she yells to drink milk tea every time she only drinks a little and says that she is afraid of fat, and the rest almost goes into his stomach, and the milk tea she ordered is still sweet and greasy, and every time he drinks it, he has an urge to wash his stomach.

"No, get up! Come with me. Seeing that Lu Ruicheng had not moved, Lin Yueran had no choice but to walk back and continue to be coquettish.

"Okay, okay, I've served you, let's go!" Listening to her coquettish voice over and over again, Lu Ruicheng really couldn't bear to refuse.

But as soon as he turned around, he found that Lin Yueran, who was originally beside him, suddenly disappeared, and the entire classroom was empty, even the classmates who were talking before were gone. He ran like crazy towards the bubble tea shop they frequented, but he couldn't find her.

"On tiptoe

Smug smile

Newly bought ballet shoes

Pink lace flocks take off

He fantasized about being a butterfly

My heart was beating faster, and my face was red......"

A burst of melodious music pulled Lu Ruicheng's thoughts back, looking at Lin Yueran, who was still dancing wildly in front of him, not taking his body seriously at all. He was like a cone of pain, obviously she was still so happy when she first came back, but she had lost weight in just a few days, and the smile on her face gradually disappeared.

His original intention was to take her back and take good care of her, but he could only keep hurting her.

"Lin Yueran, you stop, can you stop?" Lu Ruicheng roared with a few tears, and there was a thick guilt in his voice.

Lin Yueran did stop, standing quietly in place and looking at him coldly.

Obviously, Lu Ruicheng was only a few steps away from her, but she felt as if there was a Pacific Ocean between the two of them, and she couldn't even see his face clearly, leaving only a vague outline.

"Leap? What's wrong with you, don't scare me, Yueran ......" Lu Ruicheng walked up to her with a big stride, picked up Lin Yueran, who had fainted on the ground, and shouted loudly.

Her breathing grew heavier and heavier, and her chest rose and fell violently.

"Lu Ruicheng, I thought you didn't care about my life or death anymore? Didn't you keep saying that you were busy when you called you before, how could you still have time to come back? Lin Yueran stood up weakly, hooked the corners of his lips, and looked at him mockingly.

These days, she remembers that every time he calls within three minutes, he will hang up the phone under the pretext of being busy, and the messages she carefully sent are also a short 'um'.

"Yueran, I'm sorry, I won't be in the future, I will accompany you well, don't worry......" Lu Ruicheng hurriedly explained, he was too bastard before, and Lin Yueran was so kind in the past, and it still hasn't changed. No matter how bad his attitude was, she never complained to him as before, but silently replaced the call with a message that would not disturb anyone, but he still did not respond to her.

"Rui Cheng, I have always believed in you! It's just that you've been betraying my heart's trust ever since I came back. Looking at Lu Ruicheng, whose eyes were already a little moist, Lin Yueran suddenly felt a joy of successful revenge in his heart. Lu Ruicheng, Lu Ruicheng, I never thought that there would be tears in your eyes.

"So Yueran, will you trust me again?" Lu Ruicheng looked at the smiling girl in front of her distressedly, she was still the same as before, even if she was wronged, she would not tell him directly, she would only secretly run to the practice room and dance desperately, using her body to vent the dissatisfaction in her heart.

Three years later, Lin Yueran's performance is even worse, she used to take care of her body a little, but now it's like dying.

Lin Yueran raised his arm slightly, intending to finish the last action he hadn't done just now.

She twisted her body around, her hands and feet merged, and her movements were very natural and smooth, but the tight beads of sweat on her cheeks became more and more, gathering into a stream and sliding down her cheeks, and after returning, her body muscles really relaxed.

Lin Yueran suddenly felt that it was dark in front of him, and the whole person leaned back uncontrollably.

Lu Ruicheng sensed that something was wrong with her, so he ran towards her quickly, and steadily touched her gradually falling body.

"Yueran, are you alright?" In addition, Lu Ruicheng was already frightened after fainting just now, he was really afraid that Lin Yueran would have an accident, this place is so far away from the city, what can he do if something happens.

"I know, Rui Cheng, you still care about me, you won't let me fall to the ground like this." Lin Yueran raised his right hand tremblingly, wanting to touch his face.

Without waiting for Lu Ruicheng to answer, her facial features suddenly twisted together, her body couldn't stop trembling, and even the sound of breathing gradually increased.

"Rui Cheng, my body hurts, it hurts! You save me......" Lin Yueran grabbed his arm tightly, his slender nails digging deep into his flesh.

"Yueran, are you sick again, where is the medicine, tell me where it is." Lu Ruicheng gently carried her, and he didn't dare to use his strength at all for fear of hurting her.

"Yueran, can you tell me where the medicine is?" Lin Yueran was still silent, and Lu Ruicheng could only anxiously watch her face become more and more pale, and her body twitched even more.

"Medicine? Rui Cheng, as long as you are here, what is this pain? Lin Yueran slowly raised his hand, wrapped her arms around his neck, and let her lean against the crook of his arm.

Even if her body hurts like a tear, her heart is happy, at least this embrace is real, and Lu Ruicheng in front of her is also real. The pain of being ignored never wanted to be experienced again, she endured the pain on her body and forced herself to laugh.

"Yueran, the medicine is on you, right? It must be on you. Lu Ruicheng suddenly thought of something, and rummaged around her in a panic without caring about etiquette.

But Lin Yueran was only wearing a tight dance skirt, how could there be a place to put that big bottle of medicine?

When the doctor allowed her to be discharged from the hospital, he emphasized that she must ensure a good sleep time, not too much work, and absolutely not be stimulated. It's good that I haven't been discharged from the hospital for a few days now.

Lu Ruicheng painfully recalled what he had done these days? The promised care turned into harm little by little.

Obviously, he was so afraid of the girl who stayed alone before, he was very much like leaving her alone in the diving bay, she really didn't have to worry about food and shelter every day, but this didn't make his own life more difficult, and spiritual companionship could not replace anything.

"Rui Cheng, you know, I don't need to take medicine, and I'm not sick, why do I need to take medicine?" Lin Yueran held back the pain in her body and looked up at him, with a smile on her face, but the bright tears rolling in her eyes betrayed her strength.

"Yueran, don't talk, call the doctor as soon as you hold on." Lu Ruicheng put down her body, walked to the window, and shouted loudly downstairs. "Zhou Qi, Shen Yan, hurry up and call an ambulance and tell them to hurry up."

"Don't, Ruicheng, I don't want to go to the hospital, I don't want to go to the hospital." Lin Yueran struggled to get up and tried his best to resist going to the hospital.

"Leap, good. We're going to the hospital when we're sick, okay? If the doctor can cure you, you won't have that much pain. ”

"No, Ruicheng. If you take you to the hospital, I'll leave and never come back. ”

"Yueran ......" Lu Ruicheng roared and wanted to make her give in, but Lin Yueran's expression was also very firm, and he looked at him coldly, as if if you take her to the hospital, she will really leave.

"Zhou Qi, Shen Yan, you come up and hurry up to find Yueran's medicine." The anger made his voice tremble a little, but he was really too afraid that Lin Yueran was leaving him once, and he didn't want to experience the feeling of having it and then losing it.

Seeing Lu Ruicheng's anxious look because he was worried about her safety, and now he was desperately shouting downstairs, his slightly moist eyes, Lin Yueran smiled bitterly in his heart.

"Lu Ruicheng, if you had cared so much about me before, everything would not have come to this point I have always felt that it was a mistake for me to survive that car accident, and it was also a mistake to be able to appear alive, and the memories between us have made you stay three years ago. Now that I'm back, and your life has been disrupted because of me, I'm now in your world like a superfluous person, do you blame me? Every time he said a word, it was like a knife stuck in Lu Ruicheng's heart, and one knife after another was like Ling Chi.

"No, Yueran. It's not like that, I'm worried about you and I'm worried about you. You are not superfluous, you are the most important thing in my heart. Lu Ruicheng couldn't wait to slap himself twice, Ye Peiyu and Lin Yueran were both in pain because of him, and Ye Peiyu that day was also full of sadness, even if she was wearing thick winter clothes, he could see that she was even thinner.

"No, Yueran, you believe me, I love you and the only person I love is you." Lu Ruicheng hurriedly admitted, as if he wanted to prove something.

"But we have all changed, and your love has gone bad! The person you love is no longer Lin Yueran, or you have forgotten the Lin Yueran who once lived in your heart. Lin Yueran stood up and poked Lu Ruicheng's heart with his index finger.

Lu Ruicheng clearly knew that she was even breaking out in a cold sweat on her fingertips, and she didn't notice her words at all.

"Yueran, are you alright? Zhou Qi, Shen Yan, have you found the medicine you are looking for? Lu Ruicheng hurriedly shouted downstairs.

"Young master, I found the medicine, Miss Lin, you, what's wrong with you?" As soon as Shen Yan pushed open the door, she saw Lin Yueran covered in sweat, and the surprise in her heart was about to overflow, and she felt as if she had been soaked in water.

"Give it to me, where is the water? Quickly pour a glass of water. Lu Ruicheng took the medicine, hurriedly poured out two pills from it and was about to send them to her mouth, only then did she remember that there was no water.

"Young master, I'll go right away." Shen Yan looked at him with a painful look on his face, and hurriedly walked downstairs.

"Here." Zhou Qi handed the water cup in his hand to Lu Ruicheng, and when he came up just now, he saw that Shen Yan didn't bring water, so he knew that he would have to go down to catch the water in a while, so he took it directly.

Shen Yan looked at Lu Ruicheng and Lin Yueran on the ground in a trance, since Lin Yueran had a car accident three years ago, this should be the first time that the four of them have gotten together like this, and it is also because of Lin Yueran, if it weren't for his illness this time, I'm afraid they wouldn't be reunited, right?

Why did the four best people in college come to this point?

Looking at Lin Yueran who was twitching on the ground, and her pale face, Shen Yan couldn't help but feel distressed in her heart, she really wanted to know what she had experienced in the past three years? Why did her body become like this?

She had always resented Lin Yueran for being alive before, but she didn't come to Lu Ruicheng and let him suffer for three years, so when she saw him again, she was upset for Lu Ruicheng, obviously her life was on the right track, but he wanted to come back and disrupt her life.

But seeing her twitching figure on the ground, Shen Yan couldn't hate it anymore, but felt a little sorry for her, and lived with such a painful body for three years, how did she do it?

"Why did you save me? Why! After taking the medicine, her body's convulsions were much better, and her face gradually returned to ruddy, but Lin Yueran collapsed, and she almost roared and questioned. It's better to live like her than to die, she used to barely have his mind to support her, but now he is also in love with another woman, and even wants to give up on her for that woman, leaving her alone in Flowing Water Bay, what's the point of her living like this? If she was allowed to watch Lu Ruicheng with other women, she would rather die herself.

"Yueran, don't you be like this, I'm uncomfortable." In the face of Lin Yueran's shouting, Lu Ruicheng's face was full of unbearable, Lin Yueran used to be so confident and bright, but now he blindly denies himself, which is all his fault.

If time came again, he would definitely not just leave her in Repulse Bay and ignore her, even if he was busy, he would find time to come back to accompany her, instead of leaving her alone here, facing the empty house alone every day

"Lu Ruicheng, even if you leave me a little more time, I can stay in your memory forever, then I am still that beautiful girl, that is my best memory in your heart, now I am becoming more and more embarrassed, even I look down on myself, let alone you?" The tears in Lin Yueran's eyes were like pearls with broken threads, dripping to the ground. He clutched Lu Ruicheng's clothes tightly to prevent himself from falling to the ground.

"Lin Yueran, if I don't allow you to die, you can't die." He knew that she had been dancing for so long and had even been reluctant to take medicine, in order to end her life in this way.

Lu Ruicheng didn't dare to imagine what it would be like if he hadn't suddenly thought of coming to Repulse Bay today, would this little woman really leave his life completely and leave him behind.

"Yueran, it's not easy for you to come back to me, how can I let you leave easily, I didn't protect you three years ago, and I will never allow you to have any more accidents in my world after three years." Lu Ruicheng closed his eyes in pain, not daring to look at Lin Yueran beside him anymore.

"What if I'm back? You are married, and you have feelings for him, Lu Ruicheng, do you know what the people around me say about me now? Lin Yueran paused, calmed the anger in his heart and continued. They all said that I was a junior, that I was involved in your marriage, Lu Ruicheng obviously met you first, why am I a junior? Why? Lin Yueran's eyes were full of unwillingness, she was just absent from him for three years, and when she came back, she was accused of being a junior, how could the world be so unfair.

"No, believe me, I'll get everything back to the way it was, and we'll start over."

"Really? Do we still have a chance? ”

"Yes, Yueran, you have to believe me." Lu Ruicheng hugged the woman in his arms tightly.

"Rui Cheng, I'm believing in you for the last time, really for the last time, I'm really scared."

Lu Ruicheng closed his eyes, and when he remembered the picture just now, his heart ached, he never knew what she had endured, he never really understood how he had come over in the past three years?

She had done so much for him, and had endured so much pain, that he had jerked in turn and asked him why he hadn't come back sooner.

And when she came back, she found that he was married, so she chose to wait silently behind her, she thought that if it wasn't for that day's assassination, I am afraid that he would never meet him again in his life, he would really disappear in his world He would fall in love with her wife, and gradually forget that there was once a girl who loved him so much.

She gave up so much for him, endured so much pain, and was always alone, all of which she spent her whole life repaying, and she may not be able to pay it off.

Thinking of that bright and bright-toothed girl, Lu Ruicheng was also very guilty, but she had a family and a mother who loved her, and an older brother who put her on the tip of her heart, and there were so many people to accompany her, but Lin Yueran was only one person, and no one was with her anymore except her.

"You two go first, I'll live here from now on." After lulling Lin Yueran to sleep, Lu Ruicheng wanted the two of them to leave

"Huh? But young master, do you really want to live here all the time? ”

"Zhou Qi take Shen Yan back."

"Okay young master."

Seeing that Shen Yan wanted to continue to say something, Zhou Qi hurriedly pulled her towards the door.

"Why are you pulling me not to finish my words for the sake of the cycle?" Shen Yan was a little angry, walked to the car, and obviously when he proposed, he said that he would listen to him, and it didn't take a few days to forget what he said.

"Let you say anything, I can also see that the young master still has feelings for the young lady, but in Lin Yueran's situation, who do you think the young master will choose?" Zhou Qi also knew what Shen Yan was thinking, but the situation in front of him was not something they could decide at all.

"I'm ......" Shen Yan suddenly wilted and obediently closed her mouth.

"Shen Yan, as the young master's right-hand man, we only need to help him do things, and we can't interfere with his decisions, you know?"