Chapter 472: I've been too tired to carry in the past six years
"What are you doing here?" Jiang Yihan spoke in a light tone.
"I've thought a lot about it during this time, what you said, what Xiaobei persuaded me, and what Chenfeng said before, let me understand something, maybe some things should be put down, after you left, Xiaobei once called me, she told me that I should try to find your good, some people should let go of some things, persistence is not necessarily a good thing
During this time I tried to think about the time we spent together, it was because I cared too much about how important Coco was to me and neglected you, I admit... When you're away, I'm starting to get used to it, and I always feel like there's something missing in life~"
"So what? What exactly are you trying to say? Jiang Yihan asked, admitting that she was still shaken by Luo Yang's words.
"Come with me somewhere" Luo Yang had a sadness in his eyes that could not be hidden.
Jiang Yihan moved his lips, just about to ask where to go.
"Don't ask, follow me," Luo Yang said, and then pretended to be relaxed and quipped: "Are you still afraid that I will sell you?" ”
Jiang Yihan glanced at him deeply, she got up and went to the room to change her clothes, and then left with Luo Yang.
On the way, she didn't ask where to go, Luo Yang drove her to buy a bouquet of flowers, white roses, and then he drove the car to a cemetery and said, "Get out of the car."
She glanced at him, then got out of the car, followed him, until she walked to a grave and stopped, she saw the words 'Qi Nuannuan' written on the tombstone, and then looked at the photo above, she had seen it at Luoyang's house, this is Luoyang's first love, Coco's mother.
"Nuan Nuan, I'm coming to see you," Luo Yang said, and then put the bouquet of white roses in front of the tombstone, "This is your favorite rose, I specially went to buy it."
"I'm sorry, I haven't come to see you for so long" He only came in the first year of Nuan Nuan's death, and he didn't come for a few years since, not because he didn't want to come, but because he couldn't get over that hurdle in his heart, he always thought that Nuan Nuan's death had a lot to do with himself, and he couldn't forgive himself.
It's been six years, no one knows how tired he has been carrying in the past six years, he once thought that he had lost the ability to love someone, and then he met Xiaobei and got along for three years, only to find that he seemed to be used to having her, but is that love?
He thought about it a lot during this time, and originally thought it was love, but now the answer is that he doesn't know, but when he sees her and Mu Chenfeng together, he will feel uncomfortable, just like the discomfort of 'you were originally friends, but your friend has a new friend', or maybe it was the discomfort that Mu Chenfeng's appearance disturbed their originally peaceful life...
If Mu Chenfeng hadn't appeared at the beginning, he wouldn't have felt this way, love may have existed, but it was only fleeting~
But for Yihan, he thought it was the same as for Xiaobei, but there was no other man involved between them, but he couldn't let go of her, he liked her kind of attachment to feelings, he could remember the bits and pieces of their relationship, he could remember her preferences, remember her little habits... It turned out that it was love, and he hadn't felt it for years.
"Do you blame me for not coming to see you?" Luo Yang said in front of Nuan Nuan's tomb, as if chatting with a friend.
"I don't think she will blame you" Jiang Yihan looked at his side face, and said in a deep thought: "If you love someone, how can you be willing to blame him?" ”
"Really? What about you? Luo Yang looked at her and asked seriously.
"Me? What does this have to do with me? ”
"I realize I did something wrong this time, can you forgive me?"
Jiang Yihan bit his lip tightly, looked at him stunned, and didn't speak.
"Don't speak, then I should forgive me by default" Luo Yang grabbed her hand and interlocked her fingers, she struggled and didn't struggle away, he looked at her affectionately, and then looked at the photo of the tombstone, and said: "Nuan Nuan, I waited for six years, I know I can't wait anymore, I don't want to wait any longer, I'm too tired in the past six years, I'm going to start again."
As he spoke, tears slipped out of the corners of his eyes, Jiang Yihan seemed to be able to understand the pain in his heart, holding his hand, he looked at her, and said with a light smile: "Don't worry, I'm fine."
Looking at the tombstone, he continued: "Today I brought a person, her name is Jiang Yihan, she..." Yihan is also very good to Coco."
Jiang Yihan looked at Luo Yang's side face, feeling both relieved and uncomfortable, Luo Yang said a few more words, she stood next to her without saying a word, until he said, "Let's go", she nodded and left the cemetery together.
Walking to the car, Luo Yang hugged her in his arms, and said in a hoarse voice with crying: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean not to look for you before, because I didn't know how to face you, it seems... Everything I did was wrong."
Jiang Yihan patted him on the back and comforted him, and on the way, she asked, "Why did you suddenly bring me here?" ”
"I think I've sorted out my heart," Luo Yang said, looking ahead, turning his gaze to her, "Yihan, let's start again."
Yihan didn't agree immediately, she thought about it for a while, and when she went to Luo Yang's house again, she found that he had put away all the photos of his home and Nuan Nuan, and he really planned to start a new life.
Afterward... They got back together and remarried, and she gave birth to a daughter for Luo Yang, named Luo Lele.
Mo Xiaobei was very happy to know the news, she and Jiang Yihan also became friends, and now Jiang Yihan finally understood why Mu Chenfeng loved Mo Xiaobei so much, because her personality was really likable, she did things in a relaxed manner, and never overstepped the rules.
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One night, Huo Ying'er called Mu Chenfeng, but at that time he was taking a bath, Mo Xiaobei had already finished washing and was applying skin care products, she saw that it was Huo Yinger's phone, so she picked it up and said, "Mom, it's so late, is there something wrong?" ”
"No, I just told you, come to the house for dinner tomorrow, grandparents are coming back," Huo Yinger said.
"Grandpa and grandma are coming back?" Mo Xiaobei was a little surprised, but there was a hint of happiness in his words.
It is a pity that her grandparents did not show up for her wedding with Morrowind, because they were too old and the distance was a little far, so they did not let the two old people toss, but the two old people wanted to come and wanted to meet their granddaughter-in-law, so after the wedding and the child, they made a special trip to Canada.
She liked to chat with the two old people, cook with them, walk the dog, learn to play chess with them...
"Well, tomorrow's plane, just in time for our family to have a meal"
"Okay, I'll tell Morrowind in a moment"
The two chatted a few more words, then hung up the phone, she continued to apply skin care products, Mu Chenfeng came out of the shower, and asked, "Whose phone is it?" ”
"You guess" Mo Xiaobei deliberately teased him.
"It's my phone ringing~" Mu Chenfeng saw her phone next to her, guessing that she should have answered her phone just now.
"Well, a woman called"
"Woman? Which woman do I see contacting me? Mu Chenfeng said, reaching out to get his mobile phone.
Mo Xiaobei grabbed it first and said, "What are you doing?" The heart is weak~"
"I have something to worry about, I look at the phone casually, I'm worried about something"
(ˉ▽ ̄~) cut~~"Mo Xiaobei said I believe you are a ghost."
"Okay, I won't look at it, you can see it yourself, anyway, you know the password, look at it casually, I have no secrets with you" Mu Chenfeng sat next to her, put his arm around her shoulders and said.
Mo Xiaobei stared at his side face and said, "How do I remember that you still have a mobile phone?" ”
"Well, that one is for work, this one is private, why do you want to see that?" Mu Chenfeng never denied his own affairs, and in front of his wife, he had no secrets.
"If you don't look at it, I'll ask" Mo Xiaobei said, in fact, she has never checked Mu Chenfeng's mobile phone, and she doesn't like to check it, the most important thing for the two of them to be together is trust, she believes in him.
"If you want to see it, just say it, kiss me, and everything will satisfy you"
Mo Xiaobei kissed him, he picked her up directly, walked to the bed, she put her arms around his neck and said, "You think about those messes again, don't you?" ”
"You kiss me, I satisfy you, why is this a mess?" Mu Chenfeng put her on the bed and leaned over to look at her.
"That's not what you said..."
"Well, everything is satisfied, including in bed~"
"Hooligan" Mo Xiaobei put his hand against his chest, pushed him and said, "Don't make trouble, hurry up and go to sleep."
"Wife, you are playing hooligan on me" Mu Chenfeng looked at her little hand on his strong chest muscles, and said evilly.
Mo Xiaobei hurriedly withdrew his hand and said, "Who played hooligan on you, I didn't."
"I don't care, I have to get it back"
"No... Ah~itchy~"
The two of them fought on the bed, and in the end Mo Xiaobei admitted defeat, after all, men have more strength than women, and Mu Chenfeng still has a height advantage, and in the end she can only be pressed on the bed by him and beg to be spared~
Mu Chenfeng knew that she was tired, so he didn't bother her anymore, the two of them lay on the bed, panting heavily, but they looked at each other and smiled.
"It was my mother who called just now, saying that my grandparents will be back tomorrow," Mo Xiaobei said.
"Huh? They didn't stay well in Canada, so why did they want to return home? ”
"I don't know, I'll know tomorrow"
"I guess I want to see my great-grandson, when we went to Canada, those two little things were just born, and Qiqi's child, they haven't seen it, they definitely want to see it~" Mu Chenfeng hugged her in his arms and said, and during the New Year, they were not together, only Huo Yinger and Mu Yaowei would go to see it during the New Year~