Chapter 377 Unforgivable
"Why did you save me? Why don't you let me die? Lu Huating suddenly became excited, he clenched his fist and hammered the bed, the needle inserted in his hand was touched, and blood immediately oozed out of the back of his hand.
"Uncle, don't do this."
"You ......". He Jinghuan didn't know how to persuade Lu Huating for a while, and looked at Yin Sujin a little helplessly.
Seeing this, Yin Sujin was very calm, she frowned, and then said to He Jinghuan: "You go out first, I have something to say to him."
"Oh, good". He Jinghuan nodded, and when she walked to the door, she glanced back at ease before opening the door and going out.
The sound of closing the door sounded, Yin Sujin sighed, she turned around, took out a few tissues, pulled Lu Huating's hand again, and forcibly pressed the tissue on the eye of the needle, for a while, and then took it down, and the blood almost stopped.
"What are you doing to save me? Just let me die." After speaking, Lu Huating tilted his head and no longer looked at Yin Sujin.
Yin Sujin was silent for a while, as if he had mustered up a lot of courage, before he spoke: "I'm sorry."
"Huh?" Lu Huating was a little surprised.
"Why do you want to tell me you're sorry?"
"It was me and Lin Xiazhi who deceived you, actually...... Actually, you don't get love* disease, I ......".
"I know it all". Lu Huating didn't let Yin Sujin finish his words.
"You know everything?" Yin Sujin's eyes widened subconsciously.
"Well, Kasumibashi told me when she left."
"That'...... Why would you still kill yourself? Yin Sujin was puzzled.
Hearing this, Lu Huating pulled the corners of his mouth bitterly.
"Why don't you kill yourself?"
"Do you think it makes sense for me to live in this world now?"
"Why doesn't it make sense?"
"Don't you want me dead?" Lu Huating asked rhetorically.
"I used to have this thought." Yin Sujin did not hide it.
"But can you be a hundred dead and die?"
"You are wrong, you are dead, I will not be happy, and Gui Nan will not, because you are his father, and he has your blood in his body." Yin Sujin tried to enlighten Lu Huating, but what she said was also true.
Maybe at the moment when Old Lady Lu died, she didn't hate Lu Huating anymore.
At the beginning, she married him because she fell in love with Lu Huating, and later, in order to give Lu Guinan a complete home, she did not divorce Lu Huating, in the final analysis, all this is her choice, and she can't blame others.
"But I ......." Listening to Yin Sujin's words, Lu Huating's eyes gradually turned red.
"So, what you have to do now is not death, but atonement, you and Gui Nan are father and son, break the bones and tendons, he will forgive you sooner or later."
"Right".
"I will atone for my sins". Lu Huating repeated, and hope suddenly ignited in his dead eyes.
"That's... What about you? Lu Huating looked at Yin Sujin and asked cautiously.
"I don't hate you for a long time".
"It's useless to hate, I'm too tired, I've been stumbling for half my life, and I don't want to let myself drill anymore." Yin Sujin sighed, a relieved smile on his face.
"Thank you". Lu Huating muttered.
"What's there to be thankful for? To put it bluntly, I'm also doing it for myself." Yin Sujin smiled, there was no trace of haze in her eyes, and it seemed that she had completely let go.
"Then you take a rest a little longer, I'm leaving".
"Hmm". Lu Huating nodded.
Yin Sujin stood up, she tucked the quilt for Lu Huating, and then walked out of the ward with her purse.
"Auntie, how is my uncle?" As soon as he saw Yin Sujin coming out of the ward, Lu Ning hurriedly greeted him.
"It's all right".
"That's good". He Jinghuan breathed a sigh of relief.
"By the way, you can call and tell your mother later, your uncle's illness is actually a misdiagnosis." Yin Sujin thought about it, and still made a decision for Lu Huating without authorization.
"Really?" He Jinghuan's eyes widened in surprise.
"Hmm".
"That's great."
"I ...... I'll call her right now and let her know."
"Good".
"That's fine, I'll go back first." For some reason, at this moment, Yin Sujin left tired.
"Well, go back, I've got you."
"Good". Yin Sujin tugged at the corners of He Jinghuan's mouth, turned around and left.
"Hey, Mom". He Jinghuan couldn't wait to dial Lu Huarong's phone.
"What's wrong? Is your uncle awake? Lu Huarong hurriedly asked.
"Hmm".
"And how is he feeling?"
"I was a little excited at first, but my aunt had already persuaded him."
"You see, I'll just say that your uncle and aunt still have a relationship, they ......."
"Okay, don't talk about it." He Jinghuan impatiently interrupted Lu Huarong's words.
"By the way, I have good news for you".
"What good news can there be?" Lu Huarong sighed.
"Don't you be so sad, can you?" Lu Huarong is like this, and He Jinghuan is in no mood.
"Can I not be mourned?! Your uncle is fine this time, but he won't live long." Speaking of this, Lu Huarong choked up again.
"That's what I'm going to tell you."
"My aunt just told me that my uncle's illness was misdiagnosed." He Jinghuan didn't want to hear Lu Huarong cry anymore, so she didn't sell Guan Zi anymore.
"Misdiagnosis?"
"Is this true?" Lu Huarong couldn't believe it.
"Of course, what did my aunt lie to me about?"
"It's just wonderful."
"It must be your grandfather who blesses you in heaven, and the ancestors and ancestors ......." Lu Huarong began to be superstitious again, He Jinghuan couldn't get used to it, so she hung up the phone directly.
Half an hour later, Yin Sujin returned home, she changed her shoes, and she was crooked on the sofa, ignoring even the nanny's call to eat.
In this way, she sat until nightfall, and when she heard the sound of a car engine outside, she slowly turned her head and asked, "Is Guinan coming back?" ”
"Yes". The nanny glanced out the window, then walked quickly to the hallway and pushed the door open.
"Mr. Lu". The nanny said hello to Lu Guinan, then bent down and took out a pair of slippers from the shoe cabinet and put them at Lu Guinan's feet.
"Is Madame back?" Changing into slippers, Lu Guinan thought for a while and asked.
"Came back and sat in the living room". The babysitter pointed.
"Hmm". Lu Guinan nodded, and walked slowly to the living room.
"The company is busy today?" Yin Sujin asked first.
"It's okay". Lu Guinan replied, raised his feet and stepped up the stairs.
"Actually...... You should go see your dad." After hesitating for a moment, Yin Sujin said.
Hearing this, Lu Guinan paused, he was silent for a moment, and then said: "You forgot, I have amnesia, I don't remember who is my father, I only know who wants my life."
After speaking, Lu Guinan went upstairs one after another, his legs and feet were inconvenient, so the footsteps were not very even, and Yin Sujin panicked when he heard it.
The sound of closing the door sounded, Yin Sujin dared to move, she turned her head to look out the window, her eyes were a little lonely.
If she had known that this would be the case, she would have chosen to divorce Lu Huating at the beginning, and then take Lu Guinan far away, so that even if she didn't have a complete family, Lu Guinan would have a happier childhood.
It's a pity that I didn't know it early in this world, and Lu Guinan also lacked character because of his original family, which is an eternal regret in Yin Sujin's heart.
"Ma'am, dinner is ready." The nanny tentatively called Yin Sujin, and Yin Sujin woke up like a dream.
"Hmm".
"I'll go up and call Mr. Lu."
"I'll go." After speaking, Yin Sujin got up and went upstairs with difficulty.
When the knock sounded, Lu Guinan was standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and smoking, he frowned before he spoke: "Come in."
As soon as Yin Sujin pushed the door open, he smelled the smell of smoke, but he didn't say anything.
"Dinner is ready, let's go down and eat." Yin Sujin stood at the door and did not walk in.
"I don't have an appetite". Lu Guinan still had his back to him and didn't turn around.
The room was not lit up, but fortunately, the moonlight was bright, illuminating most of the room, and at the same time, it also cast Lu Guinan's shadow on the ground, which was very long.
"Hmm".
"That...... I'm sorry". Yin Sujin thought about it and apologized to Lu Guinan, but not only for this matter, but also for her indecisiveness.
"I shouldn't have asked you what I thought".
Lu Guinan didn't speak, but the hand hanging on one side was slowly clenching.
"Then I'll bother you". After speaking, Yin Sujin closed the door, but her words still echoed in Lu Guinan's ears and lingered for a long time.