Chapter 13: In vain
"Sister, don't be sad, in this family, you still have me." Jian Jialang pulled Jian Sangyu to the dessert area, and when he was already a little taller than Jian Sangyu, he raised his hand and patted Jian Sangyu's head to comfort him, "You will always be my sister." ”
Jian Sangyu hooked the corners of her lips, smiled in a low voice, shook her head, and saw Jian Jialang's friend shouting at Jian Jialang not far away, so she pushed the person out and asked him to play with him.
Jian Sangyu looked at the home where she grew up and got married, before, this was her harbor, but now, this place made her feel depressed and wanted to escape.
When she reached the age of legal license, she married Gu Shen because she couldn't wait to escape from this home that made her a little suffocated.
She doesn't love Gu Shen, and naturally knows that Gu Shen doesn't love her either, Gu Shen married her because of responsibility, because the two have had a marriage contract since childhood, and she married Gu Shen because she had no choice, except for Gu Shen, no one could save her from the deep mud of the Jian family.
is also in order to firmly grasp this marriage with Gu Shen, she has been playing the role of Gu Shen's wife, and requires herself according to the standard of a good wife
She and Gu Shen have been married for many years, but she failed to fall in love with Gu Shen, and Gu Shen did not fall in love with her either.
But Jian Sangyu knows that Gu Shen is a person with a very strong sense of responsibility, marrying Gu Shen, as long as she is cautious and does not make mistakes, this marriage can last a lifetime.
Even if she doesn't have children, even if she and Gu Shen can't see each other a few times a year.
But it doesn't matter, as long as her marriage with Gu Shen is still there, she will always have a home in this world, a home that really belongs to her.
Jian Sangyu has been acting since she was sixteen years old, playing the child that her parents and elders like, and playing Gu Shen, the wife who will like Gu Shen, and after acting for a long time, she can't take off her mask.
Jian Sangyu wanted to divorce Gu Shen, it was because she was disgusted with acting, disgusted with living cautiously, and disgusted with herself who lived all the time to please others.
It took Jian Sangyu a long time to understand that everything she did was in vain.
People who don't love her won't look at her more because of her changes, people who don't love her, and they won't pity her a little more because of her grievances.
She can't stop the people who have given and want to take it back.
Jian Sangyu looked at Jian Jiayue who had changed into a skirt and went downstairs, and when she met her eyes, Jian Sangyu even raised her wine glass from a distance.
In Jian Sangyu's eyes, no matter how many expensive dresses Jian Jiayue wears, how many expensive jewelry she wears, how much precious red wine she drinks, and how reserved she laughs, she will always have a lingering rustic atmosphere on her body.
It's like Jian Jiayue's previous name.
Jian Sangyu thought hard for a long time before remembering Jian Jiayue's previous name, which seemed to be Chen Chunhua.
The name Jian Jiayue was changed after she returned to Jian's house, probably to respond to her, so she deliberately added the same word as Jian Jialang to her name, Jia.
Jian Jiayue, Jian Jialang, only she is Jian Sangyu, and she looks like an outsider's name.
Gu Shen finally broke free from the crowd, he was tired of dealing with human contacts, but he had to follow Father Jian's to deal with it, for the sake of Jian Sangyu's face, he also had to give Father Jian's face.
It's just that he kept a cold face the whole time, and when he found a chance to leave, he searched around the living room, and then found the demonic figure in a corner of the dessert area.