I gradually fell asleep, and Na Jintang lay next to me, to tell the story she had thought she had been, and in the process I knew that there were many things to do, and if I couldn't do this better rhythm in the process, then I couldn't show myself the whole state.

The brocade hall is very gentle, like a piece of music that comes from a story.

"It's been going on for years, and after all these years, I still remember what happened."

"I remember when I was very young, my father went out one day and he never came back, I waited at home for a long, long time, noon and when I came back, I was taken to a family member. The people in that house were strangers, but I knew that place was luxurious......"

"It's a very beautiful villa, there is a very beautiful and noble woman in it, but everyone seems very strange, I don't know anyone, they are also very, they don't have any function for me, they are arranged to live in a small room, I live on the 2nd floor of this villa, the whole environment is better for me to arrange, because this is a detail of everyone's arrangement, so I think this thing is still good for you."

"I was only eight years old, I finally left home that year, I left my mother for the first time, I don't know where my father went, so I arranged to be sent to this place, I don't know what happened, but all of them took care of me here, and they took good care of me."

"I waited and never waited for my father to arrive, I was in this villa for almost a whole year"

At this time, I asked him in a daze.

"If you follow such a plan, then where will your father go? Will he leave you temporarily for work reasons or some other mobile phone thing, if you leave you so that you can't notify anyone in time, and you can't get his information now, will this be the case? ”

He touched my head and said lightly.

"At first, I thought the same thing as you, I thought it was okay, he had something to identify and want to leave or leave for a while, I thought the same way at the time, that thought this thing was almost the same as you imagined, but in fact it was not, because if my father and mother were away for a while, they would definitely tell me through a message or through someone else's way, but until now I haven't gotten any of their sources."

I said, "In my case, isn't it very panicked, very helpless, very lonely, a child leaves his parents, is this a very lonely idea, if so, how can there be such an accident?" ”

He felt that the matter was immersed in a world of his own, and he even understood it according to his own ideas.

He didn't answer my words and continued to tell the story, probably because what he said was long, long.

I just sounded serious, not knowing that this was a very important moment for me and for anybody, that I was just a very unspeakable story for everybody.

Because this thing is really important to me, if there is no way to use such a process to connect with the best effect, because I know that he should be under a lot of pressure for the whole project now, maybe everyone has their own past, everyone has their own story that they can't forget, but everyone should be their own protagonist in this story.

I heard it in his language, and he was cowardly, so lonely, and I heard that indescribable sense of childlike confusion.

I kissed his hand gently, I wanted to give him this encouragement, or I wanted to give him such a comfort, and I hoped that in the process I could show a state of mind that made him feel stable.

Will he be serious too? Because he responded to me so sincerely.

Because I feel like being able to be completely like two lonely souls in need of comfort in this dark night.

Perhaps this truly lonely person will be able to experience the other party's inexorable feeling of loneliness in this process.

He quietly took my hand and continued.

"That's a lot of young things, I really didn't understand at that time, I thought that something really important happened to my father, or that my father must do something very important, you know, I know that my father was a very important person, a businessman, he has a very strong business ability in this aspect of business, and because the main business of all parties involved in the procurement also often go on business trips, or disappear or because of this aspect of things, away for a period of time in the depths of my childhood memory, recently it seems to be a habitual thing."

"At that time, I also thought it should be normal, and I also thought that this kind of thing was very strange, and I also felt that there was nothing that made me feel very scared of this kind of thing, and when I was taken to the villa by someone else, I just felt very surprised, because when I was waiting for my father before, I always waited at home, and I would not wait anywhere else."

"At that time, I didn't know what was going to happen, I thought that my father might have to go to a far away place, no one could take care of me, no one could help me, although there were women in the family, but I was always not very worried, I was relieved to have these English to take care of me, maybe I might have pinned my hopes on a friend's house without ......"

When Na Jintang finished saying this, he let out a sigh that often sighed, what kind of person felt a chilling sense of guilt.

"It's all gone, and it seems like trying to re-imagine the panicked scene just now, as if it happened yesterday......"

I looked at his helpless eyes, and I knew that he must have an important wave in this memory, because I have never had parents, so I would rather not be the lonely feeling of being away from my parents, but I know that this loneliness is something that everyone will have, maybe it is because he has lost it and felt more painful.

I touched his hand lightly.

"It's all in the past, isn't it? Then what happened tomorrow and what happened that day must have changed all of your things to make a major change, is it that your father didn't come back that day, or that you waited for a long time and you didn't wait for your father, right? ”

Najin Tang let out a deep and wordless sigh.

The sigh was long, long, like an ancient bell, emitting a long-standing cicada chirp.

But in the darkness, he had his own and lit a black cigarette.

Maybe cigarettes can relax his spirit, maybe his whole mental state can be relaxed, so that he can continue to maintain this calm.

He was in the dark, spitting in circles.

"That's right, that year, I really didn't wait for my father's return as in the past, I waited for a long, long time, it is estimated that if I want to go out, it is generally as short as three days and no more than three months, this time I waited for a year and did not get my father's return, that thing, I really think that my father should have gone abroad, or that something very important happened, that is a very bad premonition, because I don't know how to tell anyone about this situation, I often cry in embarrassment, I'd already go to someone to talk to ......."

I watched him enter this silent place, and I felt in my heart that he was already in deep pain.

If it weren't for the painful feeling, how could he have allowed himself to sink into this state of desire so quickly.

"It's that I'm a kid, I don't understand anything, I really feel miserable, if it weren't for that when it all happened, maybe I'd still be a carefree kid, and I'm still playing with my favorite Transformers, a whole kind of creative activity that I like a lot......"

"But all this is gone, and on the way to disappearing, I don't know why it can disappear, what is the reason for its disappearance, I just feel that I am completely a world that I can't see through, the world has changed too much, there is a kind of mutual responsibility between people, a kind of burning scene between people who can't communicate with each other......"

I asked him because I thought it might be painful for him, and for me there was a greater curiosity within his painful understanding.

"Did you go to your father's house with a friend that year, then according to this, then you should live well in their house, didn't you say that many of them should have more people to accompany you, did you still feel lonely at that time? Does this shared feeling really have to be so strong? Is it because you feel comfortable in someone else's house, you weren't that kind of life at all, right? ”

At this time, he hugged me tightly, as if he was strongly restraining his trembling when he recalled the past time, perhaps after this trembling, there must have been a painful experience, otherwise how could he have such a trembling, and he trembled unspeakably from the heart.

He said: "It was really cruel to an 8-year-old, so cruel that it was completely unprepared, you know what happened that year, I didn't know what there were going to be so many faces, I just knew that I had been gone for a long time and didn't come back, I would run to ask my father's friends later, I wanted to find out where my father had gone, when his father would come back, this is what my father wanted to know, because I felt that I couldn't leave my father." ”

"The friend who entrusted it, but never told the answer......"

I've been surprised lately because this happened when he was 10 years old.

I know very well about this time node, that is, if I can understand it from this time node, then this time node is actually very close to the time node of the mysterious woman that Anna said.

Suddenly, when I thought of this question, I couldn't help but get serious, and I couldn't help but sober up a little more immediately, because of this matter, and lawyer Zhang must have the concept of a foreigner with that mysterious woman, if we foreigners' point of view, how can it be possible to have this kind of confession of time, you look at his whole state, completely immersed in the depths of the past.

I suddenly felt that my inner world was very dirty now, and when others were the most painful and painful, I suddenly remembered to gossip about whether it was very helpless to know what he had been in the past, as if it had some ulterior motives.

Today I was very confused, why I didn't know how to tell it, or maybe it was only you in that case, and he continued to talk about it.

"In the process of this happening, it is really a lot of people who are caught off guard, because that year happened in a very cold winter and romantic weather, just like today's weather is very cold and cold, that day when I walked into this home with a thick quilt, I felt a strange feeling, so everyone will be new, I hope they are very nice and friendly to me, but I have never found that feeling of home......"

I suddenly wanted to ask about what happened back then, because I was so curious about this thing that I really couldn't bear it.

I'm curious to know what has happened to these things, and for this kind of story, I really can't control a curious desire, I'm just curious, oh, the more I know.

For me, the better.

I said, "So, according to what happened to you, you were forced to leave your father and you were placed in a friend's house, can you tell us what the situation is like in your friend's house?" Maybe their family is in a good state, maybe they are very friendly to you, maybe you just left your mother and your heart was too sensitive, so you feel that there is no way to introduce it into other people's families, but think about it, where is your temporary technology, doesn't it mean that you have to sit there forever? ”

"How can it be that you do things too much, so you are very insensitive about those things at that time, if you don't think so much at that time, maybe you will reduce this safety factor at that time, then this possibility will be better?"

I asked him a few questions, because I was so curious, and I wanted to know what kind of person it was, if there really was a mysterious woman in this person.

In fact, I feel that I also feel that there must be a secret of this mystery hidden in it, which I really want to know.

There was a faint feeling.

I even had a feeling that something big would happen since he came to this house.