Chapter 174: One Life, One Couple
Feng Qingxu looked at Xiao Yuning quietly, and her smile became extraordinarily soft: "A-Ning, what is love?" ”
Xiao Yuning was stunned for a moment.
Feng Qingxu didn't seem to expect Xiao Yuning's answer, but leaned on Xiao Yuning's arms and muttered: "Love is generosity, tolerance, understanding, fearlessness, and openness...... Or is it selfishness, jealousy, indulgence, cowardice, secrecy? Everyone in this world has a different view of love, what kind of love is the so-called love in A-Ning's heart? ”
Xiao Yuning had never thought about this question, but his light question made him not know how to reply, and he was a little stunned for a while.
The wind looked at the fiery sunset on the horizon, and the twilight fell on her face, so bright that people couldn't distinguish her expression: "A-Ning, you said you like me, but you also like Ruan Menghan, Li Ronghua, Yang Xiaohan, Shen Bizhu, Wen Shiran...... No matter how much you like it, at least you like it, is this kind of liking love? If it is love, why can one person's love be divided and given to so many people? Everyone has only one heart to love others, and if the heart is broken, people can't live, and if the love in the heart is broken, how can it be called love? ”
Xiao Yuning listened to the words of the wind in a daze, only to feel that her voice was obviously close to her ears, but it became extremely distant.
She had never spoken such words to him, and she was very drunk at this time, as if these words were blurted out without thinking, but Xiao Yuning faintly felt that these were the truest thoughts in her heart.
If he hadn't deliberately drunk her today, he would never have heard her true thoughts.
He couldn't answer the question of Feng Qingxu, so he could only continue to ask the question that he had already prepared in his heart: "Asu, have you never been jealous of the woman next to me?" I spoil them, and you don't feel anything in your heart? ”
Feng Qingxu smiled softly and said, "Aning, don't you understand?" If a person's heart is rich enough, he will not be too concerned about external gains and losses. ”
"What do you mean?" Xiao Yuning was a little puzzled.
Feng Qingxu felt that her eyelids were a little heavy, and said forcefully: "If you know what you want, know what you should pay for what you want, know how to do it, and get closer to your goal step by step, where is there still time to intrigue and be jealous, those ideas are too low-end, and it is not worth my time to waste time......"
Xiao Yuning's heart suddenly tightened, and he couldn't help but ask, "Asu, what is your goal?" What do you want to get? ”
Feng Qingxu's eyes slowly closed, and his voice became extremely low: "What I want...... Don't you know......"
Xiao Yuning asked, "Asu, tell me, what do you want?" ”
The voice of the wind was so low that it was almost inaudible: "Life...... I ...... A double ......"
The world suddenly fell silent, and even time seemed to stand still.
The sunset fell into the western mountains, collecting the last rays of afterglow, and the boundless colorful glow hung chaotically in the sky, like those disturbing thoughts in the world......
In her dreams, she felt like she had become a bird soaring in the sky, freely crossing the mountains and snowy mountains, and suddenly she was a fish swimming in the water, and even the touch of the waves gliding over her skin was so real......
Suddenly, Feng Qingxu heard someone whispering in her ear: "Asu......"
Feng Qingxu didn't want to pay attention, but after being called many times, he had to wake up.
But the moment she opened her eyes, she felt a little dazed, and for a moment she didn't know if she had a dream, or if she had become a human in a dream of birds and fish.
And Xiao Yuning only looked at her quietly with smiling eyes, waiting for her to slowly regain consciousness.
When the wind gradually sobered up, she inadvertently turned her head, but was stunned by the scene in front of her, only to see countless red lotuses blooming around her, connected into a sea of fire-like flowers, and each red lotus was gently rotating, and there seemed to be countless meteors crossing between the bright floats, which was beautiful.
Feng Qingxu thought that he was still in a dream, but when he looked closely, those red lotuses were all lanterns, and he was still on the bamboo raft, lying in Xiao Yuning's arms.
"Aning, am I dreaming?" Feng Qingxu muttered.
Xiao Yuning sat up with Feng Qingxu in his arms, took a cloak and wrapped it around her body, still hugged her into his arms, and said in her ear: "Asu, you are not dreaming, this is called the Red Lotus Meteor Lantern, which is my birthday gift to you...... Asu, you're sixteen years old now. ”
Feng Qingxu then remembered that today was her birthday, and she had never deliberately remembered her birthday, but Xiao Yuning remembered it very clearly every time.
She looked at the boundless red lotus meteor lantern obsessively, felt Xiao Yuning's warm embrace, and her heart was full of joy and emotion: "What a beautiful lamp, A-Ning, I like it so much......"
Xiao Yuning saw the joy of the wind and the lightness, and felt that everything he did was worth it, he hugged the wind and the light in his arms tightly, and said, "Asu, it's good if you like it." ”
"A-Ning......" Feng Qingxu looked up at Xiao Yuning, and said seriously, "Thank you for giving me so many surprises, I will always remember these things you did for me, and always remember." ”
Xiao Yuning's eyes swelled with brilliance: "Asu, I don't just want you to remember my kindness to you, I also hope that you have me in your heart." ”
The wind was stunned, and Xiao Yuning's extraordinarily serious look made her heart stabbed slightly.
Xiao Yuning touched the hair of the wind and said, "Asu, why haven't you ever seen you wear the lotus hairpin I gave you before?" ”
Feng Qing gathered the thoughts in his heart and said with a smile: "A-Ning gave me, I am reluctant to wear it, so I want to keep it forever." ”
Xiao Yuning's eyes flickered, and he took out a hairpin from his sleeve, only to see that the hairpin was carved from green jade, the color was transparent, and the top of the hairpin was still a lotus, but it was two lotus flowers, which were close to each other and lifelike.
Xiao Yuning gently inserted the hairpin into the bun of the breeze, and said: "Asu, every year on your birthday in the future, I will give you a hairpin, until we are old, our teeth are shaking and pale, and you can no longer wear the hairpin." ”
Feng Qingxu felt that her head began to swell involuntarily, as if it was quickly filled by something, she had never felt this way, which made her want to indulge in Xiao Yuning's gentle eyes.
Feng Qingxu subconsciously asked, "A-Ning, why are you so good to me?" ”
Xiao Yuning lowered his head and kissed her cheek, as soft as kissing a treasure, his slightly drooping eyelids obscured the light circulating in his eyes, and did not let the wind easily see.
He whispered in her ear: "Asu, I'm afraid I won't be able to give you what you want in this life, but what I can give will be unreserved." ”