Time flies, and the last summer vacation of our junior high school is coming to an end.

After the amusement park that day, Su Yixuan called me and sent me text messages, but I didn't answer or reply, he also looked for Danan and Ouyang, but I gave them the same answer, I don't want to fall into the same cycle as before, in order not to affect the image of the male god in my heart, we don't bother each other much.

I even asked Da Nan to tell him that I might be with Ouyang in the future, so that he wouldn't be entangled anymore.

After that, he really didn't seem to contact me again.

The summer vacation is coming to an end, and when we were going to Chengdong to report the next day, I received a text message from Su Yixuan, he said: Mo Yuhan, tonight, I'm going to H City, and later, I don't know when I'll come back, and I don't know when I'll be able to meet you again. I want to say a lot of things, but I don't know where to start, if I hurt you in the past, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, this time I'm gone, I won't hurt you; If there is a chance in the future, I hope you can forgive me and become friends again. Also, emotionally, I haven't cheated on you, I really like you.

Is he leaving tonight? I looked at my watch, the train to H city was supposed to leave at 10 o'clock in the evening, and it was already 9:20, so I hesitated to go.

I didn't hesitate for more than 3 seconds, I picked up a coat and went out, telling my family that I was going to see off a classmate and was going to another place.

When I took a taxi to the station, it was already 9:40, I bought a platform ticket, looked for his shadow in the platform, walked only 200 meters, I saw him standing there, saying goodbye to his family, there were so many people who came to see him off, but why did it seem that he was walking alone, didn't his parents go too?

Su Yixuan, I hope you will go well in the future, I don't know if we will have a chance to meet in the future, no matter what, you will always be the big boy in the white T-shirt in my heart, the boy who I can't forget when I see it at a glance, and forgive me for my timidity, I don't have the courage to continue to be with you, and forgive me for my cowardice. I wish you all the best. If we are lucky enough to meet in the future, I think I will be braver than I am now.

That day, I just stood there and waited until he got in the car, and I didn't leave until the car slowly drove away in front of me. I'm not sure if he saw me, but at this moment, I really hope that God will have mercy and let us meet again in the future, although it is a little uncompromising, but I do think so in my heart.

The next day, it was reported, and a few of us were very busy, and finally looked at the class list, and the four of us were placed in different classes, and everyone changed from classmates to alumni. I am on the same floor as Ouyang, and Danan and Tong Zelin are on the same floor.

Tong Zelin also jokingly said: "This is too good to be divided, Mo Yuhan, otherwise you will obey the will of heaven, the will of heaven will be difficult to disobey." ”

I naturally knew what he meant. I ran away with a red face and didn't answer his words.

I don't know what happened to Su Yixuan, he didn't contact me for a day today, and there was no text message.

When we were eating, I said to Danan: "Su Yixuan didn't contact me today, I don't know what happened to him." ”

Da Nan said to me with a little disappointment: "I said konjac silk, why haven't you broken off with him yet?" Do you want to get hurt again? How long do you want to hurt yourself again? Can't you protect yourself? ”

I didn't speak, I bowed my head.

Danan continued: "Konjac silk, I'm sorry, I think of what he did to you before, and your dedication to him, I don't think it's worth it, and I'm afraid that you will be hurt again, don't care, I won't say that in the future."

Actually, I also know that it's impossible for you to forget, after all, it's the first time you're excited, and if it's me, I'm the same. ”

I looked at Da Nan and said to her, "Actually, before I met Su Yixuan, I also received some love letters, and some boys chased me, but I quickly forgot what they looked like, and they couldn't impress me. But after meeting Su Yixuan, I think I may have fallen, so although I said that I didn't want to contact him, I still looked forward to it in my heart, looking forward to talking to him on the phone, looking forward to meeting him, and looking forward to him touching my head like before. ”

Danan said to me, "Well, I understand, that's why I told you I'm sorry, I shouldn't have talked to you like that just now."

By the way, I think it's normal for him not to text you, is he holding a mobile phone? Isn't it, it's PHS, right? PHS is out of us, so we can't use it, Miss, you don't know, right? ”

I suddenly realized, patted my head, and said: "Da Nan, you are too smart, I am really too stupid, how could I not think of it, I said why he hasn't texted me since he got on the train last night, and he hasn't contacted me." Then, you say, who is using his phone now? ”

"I guess it's his family, we don't know about this family's family, you don't know, how can I help you analyze it." So, you wait, I think, he will contact you, how can you give up our little princess, unrequited love here, you say? ”

I hope so, I didn't reply when I was contacted every day before, and now there is no movement, and I went to another city, and I am still a little worried. Wish him all the best.

Entering a new school, the first day of school, seems unusually busy, I sit in the middle of the class, not very forward, but not back, my tablemate, is a lovely little girl, my recent days, mainly used to know teachers and classmates, I recognize people is really too slow, I try to remember everyone's appearance and name, and try to talk as little as possible, to avoid the embarrassment of recognizing Danan as a boy when junior high school just started.

A few of my classmates would take the initiative to come and greet me, saying that they were from junior high school and had seen my dance at the festival. Unexpectedly, one day, I also had the feeling that I was the protagonist.

Speaking of dance, I remembered that I asked Ouyang at dinner that day: "What about Chen Shanshan, which school did she go to?" ”

Ouyang said: "She is a special student, she went to Yihang, which is more suitable for special students, unlike our school, which is all nerds and has no art students." ”

I turned to Da Nan and said, "By the way, have you seen Tong Feifan and them recently?" Her brother told me before that Tong Feifan was going to be transferred to Chengdong. ”

Danan said: "Recently, I don't seem to have seen it. However, konjac silk, look at it, the two people who walked towards us, is one of them Tong Feifan? With that, he pointed to the front.

I followed her gaze, and it was really, this person, I really can't say it, and when I talk about it, I will appear immediately.